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CilaPunkster

No matter how weird, no matter how twisted, I'll answer em! ^.^

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How do you deal with failure?

Depends what I failed at.... I don't really care either way.... My whole life is one big epic fail anyway :- .... F.u.c.k I'm so negative these days

CilaPunkster replied 3466 days ago

What one thing do you want the other person to do that would fix things between you?

I would like them to find me again someday and apologise to my face.... I miss you my friend even if u don't miss me :'(

CilaPunkster replied 3468 days ago

How do you react when you encounter a homeless person?

I give them money as is thee custom and walk away feeling bad fr him.... But also thinking that he could get a job holy f.u.c.k I mean how many ppl feel bad and give him money everyday? O.O

CilaPunkster replied 3472 days ago

good good, lol..you're grounded..well, I've really seen nothing compared to you though, but I know how you feel...worry less they are better days ahead...I really wanna start smoking heroin..I wanna have red eyes... real_me

Oh man injecting heroin is thee best ^.^ I used to shoot up all thee time but yeah.... Not a Lotta heroin on thee farm I live on hahahhaha

CilaPunkster replied 3476 days ago

lol, I don't smoke heroin though, I eat it in foods...sometimes I wonder why some people go through a lot, and most people see nothing...I'm really confused.. real_me

Yeah its like u wana hide how u really feel inside but u are so angry when No one sees ur pain.... I'm clean frm drugs now cuz I'm nawt allowed to leave thee house... Ever O.O

CilaPunkster replied 3476 days ago

Favourite age you've been so far and why ?

17 m/ I had a lot more freedom back then and that's the year I got my tongue pierced =P

CilaPunkster replied 3476 days ago

whoa!!!! lol..I only tried taking poison, but I gave it a second thought...you seen it more than I have.... real_me

Some ppl aren't as strong as others... Hehe just be glad u had second thoughts lol cuz getting ur stomach pumped is thee least fun thing on thee planet... That and getting clean frm heroin O.O ..... But congrats to u fr being strong and sticking through it m/

CilaPunkster replied 3477 days ago

I feel your pain...you don't talk to your parents?? why?? I'm also 19, I want to live alone, but It's a kind of impossible...I still live with my parents..I talk to them though, but once in a blue moon... real_me

My parents are ashamed of me for nawt being thee perfect girl they want me to be.... I'm nawt a Christian but I would never bash other ppl for what they believe... Those people are just dead inside ... I hate haters

CilaPunkster replied 3477 days ago

hospital beds?? what happened?? real_me

I cut my veins open... Almost died... Drank poison.... Almost died..... Got mugged... Almost died hahaha lol I'm terrible at dying ^.^

CilaPunkster replied 3477 days ago

I was a loner, my dad made things worse...i was stagnant, and I failed twice...I almost went nuts...I was a burden..infact I hated my life..I also was always thinking way too much..I don't live with my momma..weird, huh?? real_me

I failed to... I'm 19 now and still in matric all cuz I wanted to drink, smoke and **** thee pain away... I live with my parents but never talk to them.... I cut almost every day... But its okay cuz next year I'm moving away .... Thee hope of freedom keeps me alive ^.^ and my music.. long live metal m/

CilaPunkster replied 3477 days ago

lol, so you mind sharing what made you miserable?? mine was just too much, I attempt suicide..my fate was twisted.. real_me

Well I've seen my fair share of hospital beds.... Attempted suicide too but apparently I'm even a failure at that lol .... I know how u feel thought.. . Or felt?*

CilaPunkster replied 3477 days ago

haha..worry less, you'll get used to them..they make your mind grow..it's sometimes good..I've been in misery for 2 years, but tomorrow, I'm coming out of it... *happy*.. real_me

Well I'm sorry that I've been so miserable fr those 2 years butt mayy ii ask whyy u were so sad? Hey wait a sec haha I'm supposed to be thee one answering thee questions nawt asking them.... O.O well tickle my t*** til Friday LOL!!* who gives a shiii-t right?* ^.^

CilaPunkster replied 3478 days ago

lol..well, I could hypnotize you, so you would loose your memory... real_me

Plz do that I'm begging uu!* so many shi,t,ty things I would like to forget haha just leave thee fun stuff in there mkay?* =P

CilaPunkster replied 3478 days ago

Who told you they loved you last

This creepy guy that's been cyber stalking me lately O.O .... But I think he's confusing love with lust .... Haha I may need a restraining order or a really long stick to shove up his virtual as* ^.^

CilaPunkster replied 3478 days ago

yeah right...I prefer being alone, because I'm tired of being love_sick about one particular person...love is a burden..you put in more time, more effort and more Money...single life is sweet... real_me

Plus u can do whott u want, see who u want aanndd plus being in a relationship s*cks as* ^.^ .... I like being single to but I just wish I didn't have thee memories of thee past haunting me =P .... So in conclusion I agree with uu .... " love is a burden "

CilaPunkster replied 3479 days ago
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