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Ryan Beath

Elmomofo

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Is it really that fkn hard to ask somthing to do with another fkn topic seriously. He clearly doesn't want to talk about it. Stop trying to hurt him again with your stupid fkn questions. He has explained it all pretty well. Move on guys.

thankyou! i simply wont be using this anymore.

Elmomofo replied 3277 days ago

Do you think you will move on?

I have. Stop bringing this sht up.

Elmomofo replied 3278 days ago

Are you angry you cant turn the feelings off?

Angry? No. Feelings arent ment to be switched off or ignored or hidden away in boxes. Ive already learnt that the hard way. But just because she lost her feelings for me doesnt mean i want to loose mine for her? Obviously there not as string as they use to be. But i know there stil there because Thats the whole point of falling inlove, i just fell harder then i ever thought possible. so no, Ill always love her and care for her even if we never speak again. Probably the hardest thing in my life to accept but i have. That doesnt mean i want to change my feeling and learn to hate her or to turn them off. id rather remember her as the girl i fell inlove with once apon a time instead of growing to hate her and thinking it was a mistake because it wasnt. It was the best time of my life. And if i stil have these feekings doesnt that show i was madly inlove? Why does everyone have to make this sht so dam hard.

Elmomofo replied 3278 days ago

Do you think she thinks about you as much as you think about her?

No i do not. Honestly i dont want her to think about me. Time to delete this sht again. People only want to talk about her? I dont. My last answer says what goes through my head every time i think of her. So why keep bringing it up? It is not enjoyable for me.

Elmomofo replied 3278 days ago

If you could change 3 things about your life, what and why?

My passed, because of the things ive done. The present, because of who i am. The future. Because im scared of the person i see everytime i think of the future

Elmomofo replied 3279 days ago

I don't think people should keep asking you about steph...... They should leave you to move on in peace

Agreed. I dont get why this shts coming up again. Its all over so why cant people let it go

Elmomofo replied 3279 days ago

Thought after it all you would have given up on the ****. I expected better

Dont talkabout her like that. But ya see from your point of veiw i should have given up after everything. But from my point of veiw, after everything... How could i? But i did and i have because i had no other option. Because she broke down crying in my arm 3 months ago neither of us knowing what to say or do, not knowing if we will ever be able to be in each others lives without so much pain coming from it. On that night i gave up. Because i saw the pain in her heart and the hurt in her eyes. And it was all because of me. It was all my fault. That moment in time will always be stuck in my head every time i think of her. Everytime somone mentions her name or a memory shes apart of. I will always remember the tears steaming down her face and the crackle in her voice as she said 'i dont know what to do anymore'. Ill always love and care for her, i dont have a time machine or an delete button so i cant change it or forget it. As much as i wish i could i cant and i have to live with it. I just want her to be happy and she is, so i dont see why this shts stil being braught up. She hates me and wants nothing to do with me, is it really that hard to understand?

Elmomofo replied 3279 days ago

Do you think you will ever get back with her?

No i do not.

Elmomofo replied 3279 days ago

at peace? what do you mean

look me and steph went through a lot. since I met her I thought in my head and heart she was the 1. I was wrong. she is with her 1 now and im happy for her. because shes happy. tis all I ever wanted. all that ever mattered. ive gotten on with my life. im fine. I am at peace. now please no more steph crap or ill have to delete this sht again

Elmomofo replied 3280 days ago

Gotten over steph yet?

My feelings for her will never go away. But yes. It took a verry verry verry long time but finally im at peace.

Elmomofo replied 3280 days ago

Whos asking you this **** anyways.

I know most of the time who sends what... Im not an idiot. I can tell by the way it is written and im over it. I know somones reading this right now and to that certain 'somone'i know its you. Your incredibly obvious. Stop it because you dont want me saying any of the **** that i know.dont test me. I want to just move on with life and block all this crap out of my life. I know ive hurt people and i hurt her alot. But ive been hurt aswell. I just want all this **** to stop

Elmomofo replied 3616 days ago

Who would you take a bullet for?

Any of my friends, i put there lives above mine. My family, because there my family. And every girl ive ever been with.

Elmomofo replied 3616 days ago

How's the girl's been treating ya lately?

The girls are treating me the same way they always have... Nothings changed. Its taken a long time.but im the guy i use to be. And im alot happier now not giving a ****, and btw i dont need a girl. Anyone thinking im going to be tied down think again. Im back baby.

Elmomofo replied 3616 days ago

lol have a nice christmas without steph, feel good knowing shes cuddled up in someone elses arms for christmas?

heard she spent a bit of money on him too..

Good on them? Christms is about family. She couldnt be further from my mind. I dont need this. And i dont need her. I will be ok

Elmomofo replied 3616 days ago

If you know your a ****. Why don't you at least try to be better, instead of pissing people off ect.

I am. if im being a **** to you theres probably a reason.

Elmomofo replied 3622 days ago
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