Mitchell ONeill
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Who are your best friends?
School friends, Family, Lilli, a few others
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Are You the jealous type
Depends on what subject, usually not though
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What's the worst thing you've ever done?
Lost my head for a few months
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Thoughts on kersh
Tbh probably one of the most positive of people I know, always switched on when he's in a good mood
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Describe your life in 3 words
Better than yours
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What's missing in your life ?
An Fpv Gt-F
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What do you hate about yourself ?
I'm an absolute gun, so nothing
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What do you want right now ?
My Xr6
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Which movie s*cked for you this year ?
Unbroken was perfect
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Thoughts about Game of thrones season 5 finale ?
Considering Game of Thrones fanbase is now a clusterfùck of 15 year old girls, I couldn't care
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you look like an ice addict
Nice
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If your bank account had a mood ,what mood would it be in right now?
High
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What happened in PE?
A. Willy got upset because Ryan wrote about her on the whiteboard and the poor thing blamed it on me
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Who was your first crush ?
First Gf was Bridget so I'd say it was probably her
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What one thing do you want the other person to do that would fix things between you?
To open their eyes and look at the path they've chosen to go down
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How do you react when you encounter a homeless person?
I'm in Melbourne a lot of the time, so I usually just leave a dollar next to them if they're asleep, or if they're showing off a talent like art/drawing etc I'll put a couple of silver coins in the container in front of them to see a smile
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Thoughts on me please alanaharris
You're our skippa of the sleepover club. The kindest gal and really easy to get along with and talk to. Really pretty too
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Favourite age you've been so far and why ?
Now
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The last thing you bought ?
UDL's for two very unreliable people
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Thoughts on Brooke Prescott?
Nice girl, good to talk to, really pretty too
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Thoughts on Shiarra Pitt?
She's the life of the party. Good person to get drunk with, really pretty too
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Thoughts on alanah boyd?
She's a sweet girl. So different to what I expected her to be like when I met her the other night. She was actually really helpful to talk to, made me feel a little better about a few things. Seems trustworthy and wouldn't mind catching up again! Really pretty too
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Dream holiday destination ?
Detroit
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Do you think you are totally spoilt?
Yeah, sometimes
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What do you think is the most useless class in high school?
It can vary. Art would be up there, but mostly I think a couple of topics in English
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thoughts? :* chookxo
You're one of the most kindest girls I know. You never have anything bad to say about anyone. You're great to talk to about anything, fun to get drunk with and you're so pretty, really. Much love x
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Prettiest girls from Rutherglen?
Maddy Bartlett, April Burmeister
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Me? :) Griggy.xx
You're one of the most kind hearted girls I know, really pretty, great body
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Prettiest girl you knoe
There's a few
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Alicia Leahy??
Sweet girl, always been around. Really pretty
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What is your nickname ?
Tazer, NightWing if anything
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Thoughts on Alana Harris?
Nice girl, good to talk to, really pretty
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Thoughts? brooke.prescott
Nice girl, was good meeting you. Pretty too
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Thoughts on Bronte Jordan?
Funniest girl, especially when she's had a few. Great personality and body
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Do you know anyone that goes to catholic college in wodonga???
I think I know a few
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Matilda Overend?
Probably known her longer than any other girl. She's sweet, always been there really. Attractive too
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Then just that person? ☺️
Inbox me and maybe I'll tell you big dog
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Who's in your roll call?
I'm not typing out my roll call
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What's her initials?
Figure it out yourself my friend
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Hannah brown?
Lovely girl, can always count on her, so kind. Attractive too
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Nikita Bainbridge??
Such nice, much party. Wow
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Regardless of that!
Then it's someone in my roll call haha
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If you could have anyone at corowa high who would it be?
Depends if we were a little closer and talked more
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Who are you going to the deb with?
R.G
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Lamborghini or Ferrari?
Ford GT40 will do for me
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thoughts on Brooke Harris?
Such a sweet girl. Really shy though, but there's nothing wrong with that. It's good to see her come and socialise and talk to people, she always comes out of her shell a bit. Really pretty aswell.
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Thoughts on Hannah brown?
Definitely one of the most dependant girls I know. She's probably one of the most intelligent girls in my year, although they're all intelligent in their own way. But I mean Hannah by academics, she tries really hard in school which is excellent. She's so good to talk to, great with advice and got good looks and a great body too. One of my favs really
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hottest yr 10's?
Not many of them
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Thoughts on Brooke Morris?
Funny girl, good person to talk to, was good seeing her at parties. Great body and really pretty too.
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What is your biggest success up until now?
Probably one of Australia's leading High/Long/Triple Jumpers
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Thoughts on Brae Pye?
Never really talked to her, sweet girl I'd imagine tho. Really pretty too
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What's your favourite song/s at the moment?
Brandon Laus - Other Side
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Heard your having a party tonite
I am
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What was your last dream about ?
A girl
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How many people have you kissed?
Wouldn't know
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Jesus, getting anything else?
Also getting a Suzuki road bike and my L's haha
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How much do you like Braydon /10?
He's a 10, but my #1
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Plans for the new year ?
Melbourne, Wollongong, Brisbane and Thailand trip. Falcon XT customised, buying own High jump mat, starting to teach 3 kids the drums
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Why is your sister so obsessed with harreh her love for him is a joke lol
You could literally ask that to every other bunch of millions and millions of girls and it would still sound ridiculous. He's a teen idol and she looks up to him, how do you.not understand that
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The best song in 2014 for you ?
So long goodbye - Sum41
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Who would you take a bullet for?
Family, closest of friends, Rooey
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Thoughts on Cheyney now
There isn't exactly much left for me to say, but know this: No matter cir***stances or consequences, regardless of what happens between us from now - I will always protect you, take care of you, look after you and cherish the spot I have for you in my heart. You're my best friend till the end, and that's reality. I am contradicting my self extremely bad right now, because of the things I'v already done and said, but I was just empty and didn't know what to think. Maybe we'll meet and talk again one day, but until then it's goodbye. I love you and miss you, and I'm sorry for making this so hard, but It's the memories that kill me. Yours faithfully, MitchyMoo.
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Gay poem
Sorry buddy, but all those words were my heart and soul, and there's nothing you will ever be able to do to change that.
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What does your perfect day look like?
Day out with friends and party at night
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What are you addicted to?
Mountain Dew and chocolate Nesquick
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Hottest year 12?
Jayde Smith, Libby Closki
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Thoughts on Cheyney?
I remember the beginning of me and Cheyney. The world, the atmosphere, this life, was surrounded by a soft, infinite glow. The air in the wind that day felt untouched, warm, and fresh. Our bond was so full of life and possibility. It's a feeling, that I'll never forget. I had learnt the way, that I had always used to know. To hold on to this girl, and go down in history. I had only just discovered my inner spiritual motivation, to build my self up towards the sky's and feel indestructible. I was always hoping to freeze the frame of happiness, hopefulness and love between me and Her and live on through history. I wanted to re-create the lens of us like we were in 2013, and I almost did. I wanted to always hold her hand, and defend her peaceful self like she was the only angel that ever flew into my life, and she was, and she is, and, she always will be. With her, I always focused to infinity. I would always try to turn a bad situation around for her, and she'd always know that. I would help her over, and over again until we would both shimmer in gold happiness. We would always refine our redemption of love, to be captured and to be behold. Cheyney, I wanted to capture your physical, mental and spiritual thought in my head forever. I wanted to stay right here, with you for life. I wanted to be with you forever, Please, don't let me go, out of your sight. It seems so long, but life is short. There's a lot things I'd love to do with you, but there were also times I would ignore you, but never deliberately. You seem so far away from me, and I feel it now more than ever. This break up, absolutely snuck up on me. Though I was always awake and paying attention. I just want to feel again, and what's going on right now is so unclear to me. When it happened, it didn't hurt as much as I thought it would, although after I felt like I started to dissolve a little. I was always trying to be in the moment for her, but now that what we had is now gone, I guess I'll just have to start appreciating other things and move on. The break up, it might have been just a faithful day that was bound to come. I tried to give you as much as I could sweetheart, it's just that a lot of bad things happened at the same time, and I couldn't be happy for a little while. I'm glad I could always take you places and give you things, it was literally my favourite thing to do. I can't really believe this has happened, but I also can't deny it. All of this time has gone by, and I'm still here, and I'm still alive in this world, and while my heart is beating, I'll keep giving my life. For you that is. I guess tides turn eventually, sometimes there's a falling out. Or there might be a turning up, who know's, but all of this can put a crack on my heart sometimes. Sweetheart, I think we're caving in. A forceful bond occurred when us two first attracted, we had our own little life together, it really was sweet. But sometimes we have to turn away from the things we love most I think. People might hate, hope may be broken, but a fire will rise one day. And I'm prying, and fighting for change, because when I was lying by your side a few a weeks ago when you were at my house with Amy, I was dying from inside, and I'm so sorry for the way I said goodbye. Tonight, I won't be by your side anymore, because I can't keep holding onto our demise, so I think we might have to let go soon, or maybe something inside of us will get us hoping and get us thinking, perhaps a fire will rise again between us someday. I mean a fire with the colour blue of my emblem, a fire of what we used to be. I remember. I remember feeling so hopeful for what was coming in the future for you, and for the days that we had ahead. There were days, days that brought me and her to new heights. We were communicating, learning, inventing and expanding together. Our knowledge was exceeded only by our will to flourish and survive. It was a beautiful time to be alive. She might see me at school from a distance, but we both turn away because there may not be much left between us. Or maybe there is. Sometimes we can really have a lot to say to each other, but sometimes also not enough. Our love for each other has made us pull through these last two years, but our sense started to fall as we aged. But maybe there's somewhere me and her can sustain what we had, because I know I could do it. Because I know, that I am more than this. I know beyond my heart and soul that there is more than this. I swear I hear a secret calling. When things had started to sink and fade, It felt like things just incinerated into dust. Before we broke up, an extreme course of bad events kept occurring. but shortly after that I had found my body, my breathe and my mind and the spirit that I had once inside. I knew, deep down that It couldn't be gone, and it wasn't. Sometimes it'd be raining and dark outside, and we'd love to talk at night to try and shake our thoughts and to shock our hearts and laugh and giggle over the phone and we'd love to make plans for something the next day, I was always so happy to see her. When I first found Cheyney in 2012, she awoke me, she resuscitated me and I had found a feeling beyond myself, and that was true love, and love at first sight. I know, that beyond my mind, and beyond my ego, I swear I hear a secret calling. I'm always in the clouds, looking up at them, fading out and dreaming about this beautiful soul named Cheyney from Corowa. Every cute thing she would do would blow me away and make me fall in love with her. I just wonder, If you sweetheart, or anyone will ever find out why I am the way I am. I used to look at stars, and wishing I could look at them with you when we were together, but we never really could. There's just something special about doing that kind of thing with someone.There is something so obvious about me, yet it has never been seen or noticed by anyone, not even Cheyney. I'v been thinking a lot about time and space around me, and I want to know if anyone else out there is thinking like me, I'v also been thinking about the purpose of life, and that it's just a never ending mystery. Me, my self, and I feel lost at sea after putting so much hope and peace into something so unimaginably heavenly. Sometimes, no one ever understands love until they're pushed to their absolute limits so they can truly shine. When will your heart beat with my mind? Some day, hopefully. Breaking up was a crash course of destruction, with every turn of it was a heart-irruption, but the burning in the heart below , will bring the shining after glow of us. If we just leave and never look back at each other, we're bound to experience heart ache and implosion. I know there's still energy left in this illusion of why this happened. The mornings would feel brighter for both of us if we didn't black out. So I'v come to find that's why we are here. Me and her would always love to look up, but then things might fall down and that was the problem, sometimes we wouldn't do anything about it. We're born in this life to ask why, and we'll die to find out as to why we are here. We became obsessed, with drawing conclusions to our future, but forgot that we had to follow the laws of science and reality of this world, I convinced myself, that some day one thing may go up, but another day, something else may fall down. And my god, was I correct. I feel that I am looking for a ghost, there was a part of me at some point in our relationship where I was never there, but it's so hard for me to know that now. I wonder if I'll ever see the invisible in you, that's impossible for me to feel now. Cheyney, you run, you run further and forever in your life and find what you truly want. Run from my horizon, to the sun. Brilliance in us, became spoilt by addiction. What was once held sacred, was crushed, in a seismic collapse. Mine and Cheyneys nature, our balance of all things, had finally come to be-trail. We were living in a world that's dying, I'd always feel the breathe of her words and her sweet kiss. A sky that was starting to fog up and fall was forming, but during so, I figured out how to changed things. I could see a clear blue sky starting to clear from all the clouds, I could see a night sky with the same stars on the night of the 27/12/2012. I would follow her heart, as well as mine, but dreams fall apart. I will persist, I won't dissolve, I will forgive, sweetie, it's not your fault. We may or may not ever dream of each other again, we may or may not learn from this. We might heal, or we could hurt. In relationships, after a break up you might find that you're ok, but soon after you might just find your self at the point where this is where it all comes crashing down. You might think you've got something with your special other half, even stronger than a brick wall, but there's always a way for it to be destroyed. But you can always rebuild, you can rise, and that's something not many people know, including her, I think anyway. I'll never come to the concept that this is all in my head, with no fear of death, no remorse nor regret. I'll face it all, but never embrace the fall that comes ahead. People in relationships need to accept the fact in life that nothing will most likely ever be perfect, but if you know, that for a fact, your special other half is as happy as can be, and you made her feel that way, if you can do that gentlemen. Then you're perfect. When you have someone so special, remember to follow your own feet. Follow the hollow space that you think you would never find yourself at, and maybe it will help you improve your relationship with yourself, your lover, your family and your friends. Negative visions you see are just a disguise for the stronger of people who care for someone as much as they care for themselves. In the most darkest of the night, I'd always feel great to be with her, everything we ever did together were the best days, you gave me a reason to believe and you gave me the time of my life. Cheyney was my dawning star, and I mean that by, because she was the dawn of my wings. I don't want to, but I wonder if I will ever find a dawning star again, or have I shined for the last time? It's a mystery. I would fly, like a bird and eradicate to make everything I'd surround my self with gravitate and be all over better. I was born to fly. Some days, me and Cheyney could see the light at the end of a road, but some days we couldn't, and that was never ending. We both thought that holding onto hope wasn't helping, so we let it go. When bad things in life happen, like the incident between me and Rooey, Ash will fall from the sky, like black feathers of birds who lost their grasp of air. Our time had passed and nothing was clear, Except the end. When I was with you, It feels as obvious as though you were screaming out for me, but I couldn't hear anything. Cheyney, hold onto your heart, and strive for what you truly, deep down, want the most, even if you have to try your absolute hardest for something that seems almost impossible, I know you can do it. As we faded that day, I felt like I had lost memory of everything appreciative for us, But I'll always remember you. Sweetie, break free of this element. On the edge of infinity, one can't help but reflect on only a few moments in time, holding the weight of their world on their shoulders within an instant of losing something and trying to fight for it. But before we transcend, we say goodbye. Cheyney, feel this, feel what I'm saying, feel this moment. Embrace it and breathe it in and realise and figure out these words coming from the inner bottom of my heart and soul. Us, everyone, this world needs to open up inside, come alive into this world. Right here, right now, before it's over. There's a lost place in our hearts that we need to reach and go to, now feel it. Right now, is the time of our lives. Now feel it. I'll never stop using my senses that are true to my heart, because I will never know what you are thinking or what you really want, or what you are needing unless you open up and talk to me. This world and the concept of love needs to wake up. Life never stops, you're literally always moving, like a motion of blur. This world needs to slow down, so we can see though this and perhaps find the type of Unity I'm looking for. Because I want you, I want you to know me. I want the light from my heart to open up your eyes to see if I'm showing you all this correctly. I want you to see though myself and see yourself look back through all this glowing love. Cheyney, I'll remember you: I'll remember your mother, for giving me my wings, the open sky and a shelter, unconditional love and a dream, and I'll remember your father, for you showing me the truth, the most old fashioned person I'v ever met. I'll remember, because we're alike. I'll remember your brothers, and how we've grown to be, and I feel like this world has been conquered, because you believed in me to Fly High, and to Fly Fearless. And I'll remember the others I'v met along the way. The steps that we all took together, were never, ever by mistake. Cheyney, is there a way to show you how much this means to me? We've shared a lifetime together and if it's our time, I wouldn't change a thing. Cheyney Lee Allen, I was, I am, and I will forever hold my role within this incredible story, within dreams, love, and memory - Somewhere, in the midst of humanity.
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At what age do you want to get married ?
23
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Where do you want to live when you older?
Sapphire coast
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What do you like about the person you dating?
Everything, she's gorgeous
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What do you think about the most?
To be the very best, like no one ever was.
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Who are you dating?
A beautiful young girl who told me I was her first love, and her last. A soft, kind-hearted girl named Cheyney Lee Allen. My first love, and also my last
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Ever had your heart broken? If so by who?
This world
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What turns you off in a person ?
Annoying, loud and sometimes stuck up people.
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What is the saddest thing in life?
No more chips ahoy
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How many kids do you want to have?
2
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Friend you cannot live without?
TehJoshW and Cheyney
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Alight sounds simple. But also sounds simple to not bag out other people who go to it ahha
Can you even spell alright.
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Why go if you think it's dumb.. Weird
I went there, didn't like it. Simple.
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Have you been to good life? hahaha
I have, was pretty ****
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Dumbest thing you've ever heard?
Goodlife
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A super power you wish you had?
The ability to jump extremely high Nah jj probably super speed nah jjj probably the ability to fly
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Thoughts on Cheyney
She's a sweetheart, never came across such a beautiful person in my life. She's such a calm and peaceful girl to have. She's just the perfect person I can go to for a hug, she's my whole world really. Without her - who know's.
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What are you really good at?
Flying High
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Thoughts on Kaycie McGill?
She's a pretty funny girl, kind of strange though, haven't really talked to her much
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What pisses you off the most?
People who never try to be different. No I don't mean "indi"
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Smartphone that is on your wishlist?
Dunno
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Wanna ****? Kersha
Kersh wtf man
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thoughts on A.Leahy
She's lovely, known her for so long now, we used be to be close but not so much anymore, great person
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Holy **** did you just write a book on Cheyney or something TehJoshW
Hahaha
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The biggest mistake you made in your life?
Being such a terrible person, that I lost what I loved most
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Your the biggest f*****
Nice grammar.
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Thoughts on Cheyney?
She is the most well mannered, caring, kind hearted, hygienic, thoughtful, attractive, good looking, creative, intelligent, kind, friendly, neat, gorgeous, understanding, helpful, wonderful, respectful, stunning, cute, divine, different, lovely, amazing, big hearted, sweet, hilarious, pretty, nice, trustworthy, polite, warm, artistic, reliable, strong, affectionate, talented, knowledgeable, peaceful, unique, out going, honest, cheerful, loveable, delightful, adorable, bright, gentle, brave, healthy, generous, courageous, patient, motivated, most beautiful, perfect young girl I have ever met in my life. I will never meet anyone else like her, ever. Me and her started off extremely strong, I mean really strong, we absolutely adored each other through and through. Through 2012 when I was in year 8, I was absolutely blown away when I first saw her. I couldn't help my self, and I had to have this girl. A friend, told me what her name was one time in class in English, I couldn't believe she had such a unique name. It made me adore even more, even though I had never even talked to her before. It was getting towards the end of 2012, and everyone seemed to start getting "ready" for new years I guess you could say. I wasn't going to wait anymore, I wasn't going to wait any longer. I wanted to finally get to know her and start to be really close with her. But I was afraid. I let a friend know that I wanted her, he went and talked to another friend of Cheyney's, and told this person that Mitchell really liked this girl. This was recess. At lunch, this person told me that "I'm in" and that apparently Cheyney was interested in me. I had such a rush, I was so happy and I was hoping this could lead to something beautiful. That night, we were talking to eachother through Facebook and it made me feel so happy, like I'v got that one person to start having this "bond with". It felt like we were alike in some ways. The first day we met was interesting. The 26th of December 2012, the day after Christmas, Boxing day. We planned to meet in Albury, to actually meet for the first time. I was with a friend eventually and so was she, but time has changed. I was shocked again, I ran into her and she looked more beautiful than ever. I had a bit of an adrenaline rush throughout me. I finally heard her voice. I always loved talking to her, but it turns out she couldn't come to new years at Rowers park, which put me down a bit, but it was ok, we were both happy because we had finally seen eachother. The 27th of December, one day later. Was out for tea with friends and I get a message on my phone. It was Cheyney! :) She wanted to ask me a question, so I told her to go on, and turns out she had liked me for a while, and asked me to be her boyfriend. Yeah she asked me, I thought it was sweet. I told her that I would love to be with her, and I told her I will be your boyfriend. The happiest moment of my life. We were both really excited and were so keen to see each other really soon. As I went home, I looked into the sky, knowing that these are going to be the best days of my life. Me and Cheyney finally got to see each again, she then told me that she had a dream, I asked, what happened? "That we kissed" she said, while after that I finally just walked up to her and kissed her.Through 2013 was great, her mum had a party for her birthday and I got to meet all of her family, her cousins, everyone and I couldn't have been happier. Later in the year there were a few ups and downs, we had our doubts, but we were eventually fine. Until I was having a rough few days where I couldn't seem to be happy, and I thought I was dragging her down a lot because I was sometimes a bit and I brought up the subject of breaking up, though it was really the last thing that ever wanted with her. I guess it may have made us a bit upset, but I just dropped that subject, because I don't think she was every ready to lose me. So we tried again to be happy and it worked. Months went by and eventually our anniversary came along. Believe it or not, I was in the same spot, at them same time exactly one year ago from then. But without my friends. I got home late and got to see her, and everything seemed to going really well at this point and I was loving life. New years Eve, 2013. I ran into Cheyneys brother. Few days before New years eve, I was at his Mitch's house (Cheyney's brother) and he gave me a pair of sunglasses as a gift for Christmas, and I was appreciative of them. But, on new years eve, I ran into him after I had a little to drink, and I told him how much I loved the sunnies and thanked him again for them, but I also brought up that It wasn't necessary to give me anything and I guess he took that the wrong way. Months after, we still get along, but I don't think he ever approved of me after that. Which bothered me and I was really down for a while. More months passed and I took Cheyney to Melbourne, to come to Albert park stadium to watch me jump. It was all terrible competition and probably the worst I'v done, ever. The last day I had High jump, and I was positive I could have finally won the title for best Junior High Jumper in Victoria but it was heavily raining, and I couldn't jump to save my life because of the poor conditions, so obviously, I was defeated and was really down. The first time I had cried over sport, ever. Cheyney was always there to help me feel better and but I kept fogging her off because I was so angry at myself for not training beforehand. I had my heart set on a gold medal, but I blew it. These are only a few of the mistakes I'v mad with Cheyney that I wish I could take back. All these problems, just added up in my head, and I couldn't stop thinking about them. She's always notice that I'd look like I was concentrating, where really I was thinking about my past, and not the present or future. For her birthday, I picked up a ring I had been keeping my eye on for a long time. Sapphire and Diamond. I'd always buy Cheyney blue coloured things, like her ring, her necklace ect. Perhaps I bought too much for her, and perhaps that is "Thoughts" is way too long for someone that I'v just broken up with, but it's all coming from heart. She bought me and necklace too, Cudworth stainless steel tags, worn them everyday and almost never taken them off. When I was in Sydney for nationals, I was inside a shopping centre and found a hair house warehouse that do piercings and I thought of Cheyney, and I knew that she had always wanted me to get my lip pieced, so I did because she liked it apparently. And I also got my necklace engraved, with her name on it. Because she's beautiful and she was/is my world. I still remember the beginning of me and her. The world was surrounded by a soft infinite glow, the air felt untouched, warm and fresh, so full of life and possibility. A feeling that I'll never forget. The 27th of May, yesterday, our 17 month anniversary, even though we had broken up, we still wanted to do something nice, so, we went our for dinner. Was poor weather, but it didn't matter. When we got back from dinner, we watched a movie and had a long, deep talk about everything , and what we want in the future. After this long talk, I was asked why can't it just be easy, because we were sick, and tired of not being happy. I didn't want to respond, but I did anyway. To finally tell the truth. I told Cheyney a very big secret, that I have never told anyone before. This secret is something regarding my health, that is only just a possibility, but something I have the symptoms for. Why I can't run anymore without throwing up or passing out, the reason as to why I can't stand the heat without feeling nautious, the reason why I'm on a decent amount of medication for. The only reason why I can still jump to these heights and lengths, is because, jumping is in my blood. And it's in my heart. From time to time, when I was around Cheyney, I would start feeling seriously sick, but not do anything about it and try to hide it, although it looked ridiculously obvious that I was in pain, I still did not tell her anything, and I really wish I did. I wish I never kept anything hidden from my Rooey, if I never did keep anything hidden, maybe this would had never happened.All of these problems I had, had a connection with one another, and I couldn't stand it anymore but just to think of all the mistakes I'v made. I was starting to improve, when everything started to coming to an end between me and Rooey and I didn't exactly see it coming. I was completely shattered when she told me that this is what she wanted, because just before this all happened, I was going to tell her everything. Feels like I'll never have any motivation to do anything again, but I guess this is just the way you're supposed to feel after you've been so attached to a beautiful girl that you're still inlove with. I'm just an ignorant, self centred fool who knows how to jump over a bar. I turned into a nightmare after all of this happened, like the incident with Brad, the really inappropriate calls I made with Alley in Commerce. I promise, I am truly sorry for anything I have ever done to ANYONE, anything I'v done or said to offend or hurt you, coming from the bottom of my heart, I am sorry. I guess Carma finally got around to me, and I lost the one thing I adore and love most, Rooey. Cheyney, if maybe just one day, me and you decide to start seeing eachother again, I promise, everything will be better for you. And You will get the best of me. I'm giving you all of my heart and all of my love, and I'm going to give you some space. It always felt like me and you had a unique relationship, we were different, I know we were. And you were special, and you always will be special to me. I'm not going to just give up on us like this, I know I'm just a kid, but this doesn't feel like this should have happened, it doesn't feel like it should have to end like this. Rooey: I'm sorry, I'll make everything alright, all these things that I'v done, I don't know what I'v become, and I'm not sure where I started going wrong, I don't mean to hurt you, just to put you first, I won't tell you lies, I will stand accused, with my hand on my heart. I'm just trying to say that I'm sorry, that's all I can really say right now, you mean so much, and I'd fix all that I'v done, If we could just start again, I'd throw it all away, to the shadows of regrets and you would have the best of me. I know that I can't take back all the mistakes, but I will try, although it's not easy, I know you believe me, because I would not lie, don't believe all of these lies told by people with their jealous eyes, they don't understand just how beautiful you really are. I will never break your heart, I will never bring you down again. You will have the absolute best of me, I promise. Cheyney, if it's acceptable for you, I think we should try this one more time. Regardless of what happens, you will always be my life long best friend, I love you.
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Who was your childhood best friend?
Josh Brody from Corowa, Jack, Harry, Tom and Brock from Frankston
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Classic punk like ramones, *ex pistols, the clash, the germs? Or stuff like Greenday and Blink 183, like modern punk
Blink 183?
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What sort of music are you into
Punk Rock
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Which celebrity would you leave your girl or boyfriend for?
Would never
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You always will be Cheyneyallen
And you'll always be my Rooey