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What friends? They all hate me now.. Makes everything so much more worse. Knowing I have no where to turn to anymore. Atleast it won't hurt them when I'm gone..
I'm so sorry ....
That is real nice. Grow up you f***ing loser.
Really, You must not know her enough because your asking shi*. She can tell people if she want people to know.
f*** you, just f*** YOU.
I have been in the same place as she is. I STILL AM. Yes I helped her. I helped her because she is my little sister. I've known her since I was 4. Why wouldn't I help someone who is going through a rough time know them or not. You need to learn some f***ing respect you f***ing gooof.
I was there the whole summer.. aha. So if you were there this summer, then yes.
I'm so so sooooo sorry you feel this way. I really am because I do and try alll the time. But I am no good at giving advice, if I was pal I wouldn't be in the spot I'm in.. I'm so sorry...
Well, if we have lots in common you must try killing yourself all the time, cut everyday, get out of being in the hospital, you died once and were brought back. And I am always here for you, and I probably love you to pieces, and I'm not going to sit here and tell you it gets better cause I don't f***ing believe in better girl frand. But I'm not lying saying you're not alone. Cause truthfully I am here.. for a little bit longer anyways.. xo
Well anon, my day was f***ing wasted by sitting in Emerg for hours waiting to see the crisis team because my social worker is a complete ****. So I had a great f***ing day.
Thank you <3 xo
I have two.
Ed Sheeran - Lego House. He has a beautiful voice and I just love that song aha.
Eminem - Going through Changes. I can relate so much to that song.. The lyrics, its like Eminem wrote that song for me ah.
HA, looks like their going to have to try harder because I'm not breaking down anymore. f*** the anonymous Bit**.
You are one gorgeous girl! Really funny, and you let me borrow a pencil in science one day, thank ya :)
I'm not going to, I've decided to get help instead of listening to their bullshi*. They can all shove it up my as* because I am not letting them get to me anymore (:
Repeat that when I'm gone. f*** you, Come off Anonymous and say it..
:/ ..
I'm crying ALOT okay? I hope you feel f***ing wonderful from all this. When you wake up tomorrow and See R.I.P Sara, I hope you f***ing feel like a pile of shi*. With the guilt on your f***ing shoulders because you KILLED ME.
Thanks..
Tonight. How do you feel about that? Make you feel great about yourself..
Well they made up my mind on the date.. so they can keep it coming. They are getting what they want..
why would I lie? I've tried plenty of times before.. hope you feel great about yourself.
Im going to cut, shower, then when my dad gives me my sleeping pills I'm going to pretend to take them so I can't sleep, then I'll do it. okay? like holy f***ing shi*.
Going Through Changes - Eminem
You are so f***ing right Anon. Everyone turns on this sad face when someone dies, they all say Bullying needs to stop.. A few weeks later I see those people bullying? I don't get life sometimes.
I'm so hungry if I look or smell food I think I am going to puke.. So really it doesn't bother me, I'm also rapping my belt really tight around my stomach which helps ..
Its people like you who are making me not, I haven't ate since Friday Morning.
Did I not just answer this a few hours ago..
I sit in my room all day, Only leave it to go to the bathroom. I sit on the computer on tumblr, plan my suicide, cut, shower, take my meds and go to sleep. Then it happens all over again.
okay .. I will.
what future..
To be dead. So really my wish is coming up soon. I have a set date, because I know, nobody is going to be home that day.
If I could, I would. Yes my heart stopped, and yes they brought me back. They also took all my medication when someone called the cops. And they lost it at the hospital. Or I would have already.
Popcorn. I have no idea why.. Probably because there is always popcorn in my house so I know for a fact when the certain date comes.. I'll have popcorn, if not I'm dieing hungry.
thank you, same goes for you. <3
What's there to smile about? I'm going to be dead soon any ways..
I would say the same thing, but your anonymous ..
Actually I only have tried 11 times .. and once more, only because I'm planning it out to actually work.
You're right .. no one does care. They don't care about me at all, if they did why are the on Anonymous? you are right anon, and I am worthless. Thank for reminding me.
No, and no.. aha :/
k ..
Worse, by every second that goes by.. it's easy to say it this way. I'll be at a happier place soon enough ..
I don't see it ..
thanks I guess anon.. :/
My days .. Well I wake up every morning angry. Why because I'm simply still alive. I then sit in my room all day until I fall asleep. What I usually do is, go on Tumblr. Then I sometimes eat dinner, thats about it. After that I shower, while I'm in the shower I cut. Then, I think about killing myself, I end up not because I don't have any medication in the house, I don't have anywhere I can hang myself or use and I don't have a gun. then it repeats .. everyday.
The thoughts never go away.. I think about it all day, everyday. Waiting for the right time. I cut, I used to make myself puke.. But right now I'm starving myself, I haven't ate since Wednesday night dinner.
I am? On a waiting list for a Live in hospital program .. aha.
Oh well, build a bridge and get over it. Not you body you have to worry about.
Annette, Kaitlyn, Karlene, Noel, Lizzy, Jen :)
Kaitlyn doesn't work there anymore she just had her baby in October i believe she was due.
Yess, like 6 times. What is it to you? aha..
Who is this? And yess, I'm getting help tomorrow.. Talking to my social worker and doctor.
Josh,devin and James.
BUSTEEEED.
no seriously I'm a virgin now, I hate the people I had se* with.
shi*. DO I EVER.
virgin for life comon.
I don't..
I sit in my room all day, cry, hit myself, cut. I don't cope with it .. It's been 4 weeks since I've been out of the hospital yet again it didn't work, I've wrote 4 suicide notes this week, and I'm planning my death so maybe this time it will work.
haha .. help? I've tried trust me many times. Nothing works, at all. I'll be fine for a while, then suddenly everything come crashing down into a million pieces again. So f*** it!
HOLY shi*.. Yes she is gone, no I'm not doing it. I'm going to get help alright, so now you can f*** off.
I love you to the moon
Seriously? What did I do to deserve this.. like really? You need some help man, I'm going to get help because of all this. Its all just f***ing me up more than I already am okay. Thanks kid, you're seriously killing me.
While my grandmother is here? Who just lost her Husband alittle over two months ago? I DON'T THINK SO. I'll wait till she leaves bud, but nice try.
lol. How do you know I have a social worker? I go see her every other week. She is like a counsellor, she is there to talk with me if I ever need help, work with me on problems I am having, etc. They are really good to have they are connected with my physiatrist from the Oshawa hospital, wonderful people. They are also there if they feel like I am not stable outside of hospital they will make a decision to put me back in there for a while until I am able to leave.
Shut up tramp, save it.
She comes tomorrow. Then she leaves Sunday night, I'll be gone Monday happy?
Not yet, I'm waiting for my grandma to come down and after she leaves. I want to see her one last time before I'm gone. Sorry it's not sooner for you .. :/
I love you <3
Thank you Karley, I love you to the moon and back x 100000 <3 xo
Seriously .. just leave me alone already!
Fine ..
Seriously .. just stop!
Planning on it..
For your information I was just about to go run a bath so I can thanks.
OKAY.
WE WERE DRUNK. THINGS WERE SAID FROM THE BOTH OF US THAT SHOULDN'T HAVE BEEN, IT GOT WAY OUT OF LINE. END OF STORY.
That is none of your business ? Like why do you say shi* like this.. do you think you're bring funny or cool ? Cause you are most not. Yes I lost my best friend, and yes I don't think we will ever be friends again, and it hurts ALOT. But its no ones but my own problem how many times I've cut over it. She was more than a best friend to me, she was my sister, we did every thing together, we even lived together. So stop asking me stupid f***ing questions and shove them up your as*.
I love you <3 xo
Thats good for you?
Not at this second, but I will soon. Feel better ?
Seriously .. stop, its not funny. Like at all.. I have a mental issue I get it, it doesn't give you a right to treat me like shi*..
I hope you feel GREAT about yourself.