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You kinda sometimes stumble into things from your past you know? Sometimes you have no control over them. Other times you do. I'm glad I found this again. This may be the last time I see this though. If you, for any reason need to talk to me, or want to know something, whatever that may be; do it. For those who would like a way of contacting me: [email protected].
I'm sure anyone who goes on this site has e-mail access. If you wish to contact privately however I cannot help you. But know that I'm here. Here to listen whatever it is you want to tell me. I will not judge. The past is forgotten, and the mistakes have been forgiven.
Everyone deserves a chance. I grant this to you.
I miss how my life used to be. When I felt anger. Happiness. Guilt. Excitement. I want- no, need it back.
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It's been a few years since I've been on this. I'm doing a lot better than those few years ago. I cannot help but feel all the emotions rushing through me to the thought of you. The good and the bad. It reminds me of those times we spent. Reminds me of the joy I felt, and the pain I endured. We were young, stupid, careless and all the rest. I wish I could go back with all the knowledge I have now, but I can't. I'm leading a lost life. I don't have any goals. I don't know what I'm doing half the time. Times passing, yet I do not notice. I usually cannot even remember what day of the week it is. It's as if there's no emotion left in my life. I don't feel sad, no. However I don't feel happy either. It's serene in a way, you know? Feeling nothing. It sounds cliche, I know. But at least I know I'm at peace. It takes a lot to get some kind of reaction out of me, which could be a good or a bad thing. I wouldn't know. I cut off all my contacts. Left everyone behind. I see people sometimes, people I knew in the past. Then I remember memories they were a part of. It makes me feel happy. Happy that I got to cherish those moments. Happy that I learnt from my past. It's made me who I am today. Even though I may not know who that is, I feel serene. At peace with myself. Tell me. Talk to me. I want to know, I want to learn. Learn how you feel. Or how you felt. Learn the pain I've caused. And the joy I've brought. Tell me what you feel at this moment. I want to talk. Don't hesitate, because I might be gone. If I am, then this will be pointless. If I'm not, then.. Well every door leads somewhere new. Give it a shot, don't let your mind or heart tell you otherwise. What have you got to lose? Farewell, and stay safe.
Love,
Emre.
I don't know how I managed to stumble on here. If you see this, get in contact with me. If this is who I think it is, I need to talk to you.
I'm not saying it's the end of my life, but I am saying that my goals here will be different from what they will be overseas, so may as well not make any.
If you were in my shoes, you would understand. I'm moving overseas in 2-3 years, so no matter what I aim for, I'll have to adapt to my new life overseas, which most likely will involve opening up a business with my father.
It is a proven fact that they indeed do; therefore my opinion matters little.
I'm more so going with the flow rather than anything else at the moment.
Totes cause I have nothing better to do.
You'll have to be more specific.
Single to mingle! Lol jks forever alone. :D
Losing someone close to me.
Seeing as it was 11 days ago, I haven't been on here for a while; so I don't remember. o-o
Who may this be?
I'm happy for you. :)
Tell me who you are, and then I'll reconsider.
How do you 'know'?
Then I could know why I stopped talking to you, and talk to you once again?
Could you tell me who you are?
You know this how?
That's why you should tell me who you are.
Then I have no idea.
Either Rozza or Seka?
Yeah I'm probably wrong. :c
Totes
Only one person I know would say this. -.-
Why do you want to know? <.<
I know for a fact that they didn't. But even if they did, they didn't have to make me feel like utter shi*.
Honestly, it just makes me realize that I shouldn't spend time on heartless Bit**es. :)
You'll have to ask her that yourself, because I myself don't quite understand why.
Right now, no. I wouldn't get back with either of them. But.. The one I fell in love with, I used to hate her.. For what she did to me.. But I don't anymore.. Strangely enough. I guess time heals all wounds.
Thank you. May I know who this lovely person is?
Why are you so interested?
1st, I was 17 I believe. 2nd, was not so long ago; it was this year.
Once. Almost twice, but thankfully it ended before I did.
No one really knows me to be honest, so I doubt you would know me any better than a stranger. I surprise even myself.
How do you know that?
I see. Is there anything I could possibly do to help?
Why is that? Studyload? Work? Family?
It's obviously not "okay" if you're 'guessing'. Tell me about your life.
It's alright I suppose, yours?
And this would be who? I'm guessing someone who'd rather stay anonymous because it's not true?
I am far from perfect. I will NEVER be perfect.
Why do you care?
Pineapples are very nice. We should be friends.
I honestly have no idea who this person you're talking about is. Could you please inbox me? And I'll message that person if you tell me who they are.
If it didn't matter, why message me? And you wouldn't know whether I gave a f*** or not unless you told me who you were.
Who's this someone I had a 'thing' with?
Who would that be?
Best friend would have to be Semih. As for worst enemy, I don't really consider anyone as my enemy for the moment.
Maybe, maybe not. ;D
Inbox me if you're that keen on finding out Seka. ;D
So is this like a blind date? xD
How did you know!? D:
She's really sweet and caring. Interesting too might I add. I guess you could say she's out going as well. Inbox me if you think you know who it is. c:
Felt this way? You mean how long have I had eyes on her? Not very long at all actually. Maybe a few weeks.
Why? All I'll say is, she's cute and makes me smile easily.
PFT. Fable: The Lost Chapters, OBVIOUSLY. I miss that game.. :( And hi Hansa :D
I haven\'t known her for more than a year I believe, and I don\'t talk with her often, although I\'d like to.
To be honest, yes.
Currently it\'s Django Unchained. :)