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Emre

TrkEmre

I like pineapples.

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**** you're still on this

You kinda sometimes stumble into things from your past you know? Sometimes you have no control over them. Other times you do. I'm glad I found this again. This may be the last time I see this though. If you, for any reason need to talk to me, or want to know something, whatever that may be; do it. For those who would like a way of contacting me: [email protected].

I'm sure anyone who goes on this site has e-mail access. If you wish to contact privately however I cannot help you. But know that I'm here. Here to listen whatever it is you want to tell me. I will not judge. The past is forgotten, and the mistakes have been forgiven.

Everyone deserves a chance. I grant this to you.

TrkEmre replied 3075 days ago

haven't spoken in forever and I know that if I were to talk to you again it might be uncalled for or out of place

I miss how my life used to be. When I felt anger. Happiness. Guilt. Excitement. I want- no, need it back.

TrkEmre replied 3075 days ago

I dont think you'll read these now hence why I have a little comfort in writing. For some reasons its calming and nice. I've been thinking about you a lot recently and it seems silly because we

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TrkEmre replied 3075 days ago

I wonder if you still use this. If so I hope you're doing okay, you pass my mind from time to time, recently a lot.

It's been a few years since I've been on this. I'm doing a lot better than those few years ago. I cannot help but feel all the emotions rushing through me to the thought of you. The good and the bad. It reminds me of those times we spent. Reminds me of the joy I felt, and the pain I endured. We were young, stupid, careless and all the rest. I wish I could go back with all the knowledge I have now, but I can't. I'm leading a lost life. I don't have any goals. I don't know what I'm doing half the time. Times passing, yet I do not notice. I usually cannot even remember what day of the week it is. It's as if there's no emotion left in my life. I don't feel sad, no. However I don't feel happy either. It's serene in a way, you know? Feeling nothing. It sounds cliche, I know. But at least I know I'm at peace. It takes a lot to get some kind of reaction out of me, which could be a good or a bad thing. I wouldn't know. I cut off all my contacts. Left everyone behind. I see people sometimes, people I knew in the past. Then I remember memories they were a part of. It makes me feel happy. Happy that I got to cherish those moments. Happy that I learnt from my past. It's made me who I am today. Even though I may not know who that is, I feel serene. At peace with myself. Tell me. Talk to me. I want to know, I want to learn. Learn how you feel. Or how you felt. Learn the pain I've caused. And the joy I've brought. Tell me what you feel at this moment. I want to talk. Don't hesitate, because I might be gone. If I am, then this will be pointless. If I'm not, then.. Well every door leads somewhere new. Give it a shot, don't let your mind or heart tell you otherwise. What have you got to lose? Farewell, and stay safe.

Love,

Emre.

TrkEmre replied 3075 days ago

I still find comfort writing here. I've missed you. I still miss you. You make me happy.

I don't know how I managed to stumble on here. If you see this, get in contact with me. If this is who I think it is, I need to talk to you.

TrkEmre replied 3075 days ago

You realise moving overseas isn't the end of your life, and by no means does it have to disrupt your goals in life. This is coming from someone who has spent their life adapting constantly and changed schools at least 7 times.

I'm not saying it's the end of my life, but I am saying that my goals here will be different from what they will be overseas, so may as well not make any.

TrkEmre replied 4084 days ago

Why go with the flow when you can have an aim? When did you lose motivation?

If you were in my shoes, you would understand. I'm moving overseas in 2-3 years, so no matter what I aim for, I'll have to adapt to my new life overseas, which most likely will involve opening up a business with my father.

TrkEmre replied 4089 days ago

Who was your first love?

Eden...

TrkEmre replied 4089 days ago

Do blind people have dreams?

It is a proven fact that they indeed do; therefore my opinion matters little.

TrkEmre replied 4090 days ago

What is your aim in life? Or are you just gping with the flow?

I'm more so going with the flow rather than anything else at the moment.

TrkEmre replied 4090 days ago

Are you playing with yourself ;)

Totes cause I have nothing better to do.

TrkEmre replied 4091 days ago

What are doing for yourself?

You'll have to be more specific.

TrkEmre replied 4093 days ago

current relationship status?

Single to mingle! Lol jks forever alone. :D

TrkEmre replied 4126 days ago

biggest fear?

Losing someone close to me.

TrkEmre replied 4126 days ago

boring night

Seeing as it was 11 days ago, I haven't been on here for a while; so I don't remember. o-o

TrkEmre replied 4126 days ago
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