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Menopause. (That's me attempting a joke, I hope you laughed.)
If I wasn't ignored enough now, I feel ten times more looked over and ignored as her and normally I'm okay with that, but it just feels awkward.
Maybe next year.
I didn't realize anyone noticed I was faking her, but uh, just kinda felt awkward.
Typically song lyrics
I love you too, whoever you are.
Kind and awkward.
You can DM me again, but I'm about to disappear right now.
@hellaIujah is out to get me? Wild.
Will do.
:) cool
The list goes on and on.
I don't have 100% confirmation it's this certain person, nor do I have solid proof like screenshots or anything. Let me start by saying this, I'm not the only person they have ever sent hate to. Casper isn't the only other one who's been forced to deal with this person's bullsht. This person has openly made gross comments that are racist, misogynic, and ableist. They're apart of the wave of people on fl who loves to mention how much they don't give a fck about what people think or say and go against the general opinion that most of fl holds. This person has made another account and tried talking to me without knowledge of their identity, while blocking Casper on that account so she wouldn't see. When someone was ready to call them out, this person blocked their account and tried to act slick about it. I won't talk about the history between Casper and this person, since it's not my place, but it's a very corrupt one on the end of this said person. I have nothing bad to say about Casper, she's a sweet person and very forgiving, so even despite giving this person a chance, I've witnessed them try to mess with her over and over again. I've heard this person's lies, been witness to their bad attitude, and seen the way they treat others. I really have no reason to believe that it isn't a part of their character. They think this is funny and honestly, in my opinion, they've always had some weird obsession with Casper. All signs point to them. If that person is reading this, go ahead and send some more hate, or grow the fck up and say everything to my face. I don't care.
Both of my exes have me blocked so I just don't suspect them of that. I really do have my mind made up though, until someone provides me with some proof.
I shouldn't be so quick to judge a person, who is a proven coward, and has continuously sent both me and someone I truly care about hate? Called me worthless? Told me my relationship was meaningless? Prayed that it wouldn't last? Along with other disgusting things? And like I said, if I'm right about who this person is, I'm tired of playing nice to someone who is an openly racist A$$hole.
None of my exes give a sht about what I'm doing and they might be happy to see that I'm no longer happy, but I know they don't waste their energy on stuff like this.
There's one person who favorites mostly everything I tweet and that's the person I've suspected of trying to mess with both of us for months. Go through my tweets and you'll find that person. :)
The person who I think it is isn't actively tweeting, but based off his history, I have every reason to believe it's him.
I think it's mainly one person, but who knows. If it continues, I'll probably break down and say something. If you know something that I don't, feel free to let me know.
80% sure about the person. 10% could be another person. The other 10% would be both of these people. I could be wrong, but I'm pretty sure I'm right about who it is. I've made it clear who I think the 80% person is. Lurk around if you really care that much. No one's gonna do anything about it, so.
Unless you're Casper, you really can't say that and expect me to believe that. I mean, honestly.
Okay, let's do this. I'm hitting shuffle now.
1) Roam - The Story So Far.
2) Party Like A Millionaire - The Millionaires (bop central)
3) Stay Together For the Kids - Blink-182
4) Props & Mayhem - Pierce the Veil
5) Gemini Feed - Banks
6) Any Romantic Fairytale - This Providence
7) Misery - The Maine
8) Bad Apple - Basement
9) Ancient West - Have Mercy
10) Cruel Intentions - Charli XCX
Things I want to say to an ex - I'm gonna start off by saying this isn't for my most recent ex, since everyone wants to start sht. But anyways, to the ex who constantly told me I was fragile and told me I couldn't stand on my own, fck you. I'm better than what you did and said.
I have so many pet peeves, but these would be the top five in no real order. 1) Being touched randomly, like you don't have to put your hand on my shoulder to get my attention. Don't touch my hair, fck off. 2) When people repeat things to me, whether it be an instruction or a specific story. 3) Being around loud people when I'm trying to focus on something. 4) Talking to people who think everything the media tells them is 100% fact. 5) Being talked to as if I'm a little kid.
26. Things I don't like about myself - I have no problem isolating myself from anyone. I'm honestly pretty passive aggressive. I also don't know how to sleep at reasonable times.
Caspar sounds French. That's so cute.
3. A book I love - Anything by Jason Myers has my approval. If you want something interesting to read, check out Boring Girls by Sara Taylor.
6. Views on mainstream music - A lot of it is trash, but there's some good stuff out there if you really look for it. I like a lot of pop music though. Mainstream artists are popular for a reason, most of them do have talent so it's wrong to completely bash an act for being on the radio or whatever.
Did everyone discuss this at the Casper and Mason fan club? Wow, thanks for the invite. Me, being the worthless person you said I am, would have loved to attended this. I would've brought cookies or something.
Want to know something? Casper and I spoke briefly about who would send messages like this, we were 100% sure of the person, so with that said, don't you have some other person to go obsess over and annoy? Honestly. Did you get bored of being a pathetic, racist, manipulative A$$hole? Yikes. fck off.
What's even funnier than this message is that you, whoever you are, really thought I gave a damn if I was relevant or not. No one cares, except for you, who has been coming to my qooh for months now. Thanks, love my fans.
Questions people sent me.
DM and I'll give it to you.
I told my boss I didn't realize that he called me because I was in class. Really, I was at home watching Shameless.
33. Spell your name with your chin — mkjsederiumn. Nailed it.
Maybe another night, bub.
44. Trip to outer space or the bottom of the ocean — Outer space. I'm fascinated with it. The bottom of the ocean is too fcking scary when you think about it.
12. How do you feel about abortion — A woman's body, a woman's choice.
38. Do you think age matters in a relationship — Yes and no. There's certain circumstances where age is a big deal and other times where it shouldn't be the concern of anyone but the people in the relationship itself.
29. Have any of your ex's ever told you they regret breaking up — A few, but what can you do? I'm typically the one getting dumped, so that's all on them to cry about.
32. Which celebrities would you have a some with — Casper and a pick between Charli Aitchison, Lauren Jauregui, or Louis Tomlinson.
37. What do you say during awkward silences — Yikes.
21. What are your bad habits — I procrastinate a lot. I take the blame for others a lot. I make the house smell whenever I cook eggs.
18. Do you still talk to your first crush — fck no.
17. Do you think there's life on other planets — Aliens exist. Let's talk about it, I honestly geek the hell out.
Have you ever given up on someone, but then gone back to him or her — Yeah, I've done that a few times. I don't like to necessarily give up on people. I get told that I apparently struggle with letting things go, but I don't enjoy holding grudges and I rather move on if that person was important to me. There's a short of list of people I'd never speak to again, less than what I could count on one hand.
16. Would you like to kiss the last person you kissed again — Yes, many times.
30. If you're being extremely quiet, what does it mean — I either just don't care to talk or something is on my mind.
45. Do you want a roommate — I live with my fiancée, so I don't think she counts as one. I've had only one roommate ever.
2. Are you outgoing, loud, or shy — Extremely shy.
15. Something good that happened this summer — I proposed to my girlfriend. I started to drink a lot of water. I saw two of my favorite bands. A lot of stuff.
9. Does talking about $ex make you uncomfortable — Not at all. I'm pretty open about my $ex life. Ask me anything and I'll answer.
6. If you were drunk, would the person you like take care of you — I've taken care of her, so I hope she'd take care of me too. I'm not a big drinker though.
Haven't found out yet, but I'm hoping for a little boy. Gotta teach someone the secret to my charm and wit. :/
I produced half of a child. Now it's baking in Casper's oven.
I'm not good at conversation.
I love mine too.
She's very genuine and I really love that. She's a ball of sunshine at times and she wants to make everyone happy, regardless if they're deserving of it or not. There's times where I'm extremely cynical and I really don't give a sht, and she'll try to make me find something good about the situation and I'm like how the fck, and I'd normally get so annoyed by anyone else, but I know she means it. She really cares. I like that a lot.
A dozen of eggs because I wanted brownies.
Casper is the only one who gets to know my credit card number. NEXT.
With my big dck.
Only $13.08. Pocket change.
Honestly, I think you're right. A relationship can't work if I don't even know who Caspar is. :/ fck. I thought this was forever...
Sometimes.
I love you too, whoever you are.
Someone's really bitter if they had to look for my qooh link and leave this and wait over a day for a response. Yikes, this wasn't even bad. Next!
It's a work in progress. There's other things going down and I like talking to Casper when he's talking about stuff he's passionate about.
52. I have a lot of turn ons, honestly. Out of all of them, I think what gets me going the most would probably be getting dominated over and manhandled. I like feeling like I'm being used and I have lack of control. I mean, I'll fight to the death about how I'm a top at heart, but I actually have a huge submissive side to me and when it comes out, I'm putty. So on the other hand, controlling someone and making them do everything I say gets me off too. Daddy/mommy/whatever. Being degraded.
32. My crush is 5'9, blue eyes, and big hands. I call him daddy, Casper, or my fiancé. Depends on my mood.
42. Do I like where I am right now? Honestly, yes and no. There's a lot of stressful things going on in my life that make me dread my days, but then there's also things and people in my life that make me realize how much better I've gotten and make me want to continue to go on, I guess. That sounds cliché, but yeah!
41. I get told a lot of nice things that I don't deserve at times. Lurk my favorites and there's some there. I think on a deep level, the nice things I've been told would be the comfort I get when I'm actually open about my insecurities. Casper said something the other day when I was at the beach and I deadass wanted to cry because no one has ever said that to me before? Uhm, on a not so deep level, I love when people tell me I'm intelligent and rave about my taste in music.
46. I'm waiting for Sunday when I get to see two of my favorite bands. I'm waiting to get married. I'm waiting until I reach Chipotle.
4. Best first date I've ever had or in general? I used to always like the thought of spending a night with somebody, maybe eating or something, before seeing a band or an artist we both like. My first date with my fiancé involved a bottle of alcohol, a garden, and a lot of sloppy kisses. It was sweet, really sweet, and after all of the talk we had about this particular night, it meant a lot to me to actually do it. Best date. Couldn't stay away from him after.
38. At this specific moment, I'm content. In general, I'm happy. Happier than I've been in a long time.
24. I'll love you if you buy me any kind of Italian food, listen to ramble about the things I'm passionate about, make it known you care about me, and you don't irritate me. (if you're Casper, dck me down and I'll love you.)
1. I'm pan$exual.
56. I ate a bunch of lychee before I left work.
I need validation and attention more often than I like to admit.
Did Casper ghost write this
"Like mother, like daughter." I'm cackling. It's gonna go down right now.
CASPER WOULDN'T HAVE LESS HONESTLY
/Not yet/.
Can we throw singles at you
WHAT THE fck IS THIS ABUSE
;) rats don't get married
You sound exactly like Casper, how crazy. It's something I've thought about a lot though.
July 31st. I might do something big today.
Let me figure out the hard way then, yeah? If you're so fcking sure of that, and you want me to suffer or something, you wouldn't be sending these messages. You'd just let it happen and continue to fck yourself until then.
Casper the friendly ghost is very much interested in this A$$.
The next question you ask should be if I give a fck. I don't, sorry. These people lost their chance or they were never worthy of one. Not my problem. My only concern is if he's sleeping next to me at night and that has never been an issue.
I would honestly only ever do this if I had his permission and we both discussed what were okay with showing people. Get his permission first, but that's probably going to be hard. Sorry to disappoint.
I'm a pretentious film student.
Uhm, thank you? Not sure why that matters.
Why would it be strange? $ex on fl is another form of $exting, which tons of people who have never heard of fl tend to do. I rather enjoy Casper's actual face too so if I get to see him on fl and rl, it's a win win situation for me.
May I ask what's so fascinating about it? I'm actually curious about the outside perspective.
I'm a child of god, actually.
Why don't you listen to our next phone call ;)
Yeah, the ultimate top. A manly man. A dude who knows how to eat A$$ and pays for my food. 10/10.
With a bit of encouragement, yeah!
No, he's a fcking rat. (My best friend just asked me why I'm smiling and it's because of him.)
No, he's a fcking rat. (My best friend just asked me why I'm smiling and it's because of him.)
A real proper gem, the apple of my eye. My number one ********.
People who tend to have loud personalities, who want to gain attention and start fights for the wrong reasons, or don't know how to walk away. Stuff like that.