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Das kayoot, I hope you're happy too anon ^_^ <3
I am happy, but I don't think that anyone should be fully content with their life. In order to grow and develop as a person, you should always be working towards something. Change is an intimidating and vulnerable concept, but it is what pushes us out of our boundaries, and allows us to learn, and learn to adapt. I think you should live everyday knowing that you may only have one life, so that you make the most of every opportunity that comes your way. There are always going to be "what ifs", and I'm sure that I will always think about those possibilities, and I can't say for sure that my life currently will lead me to my happiest potential path. That's something no one will ever really know. So I don't know if changes will make me happier or sadder, or a better person, thus I don't know if I'd want to change anything or keep things the same. I feel as though everyone will be faced with this - some people take risks to find out some of those answers, some people make sacrifices. I wish I could repeat my life over and experience what it would have been like if I had chosen to do certain things, to change certain things, but unfortunately we don't have that kind of power. So the answer to your questions are that: I am as content as I could be with the circumstances that I am in because that is all I know, but I don't know if I could be more content in another circumstance. And would I change anything? I'm not sure.
:c dont say that
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AINT NO PIGEON SHOOTIN GORILLAZ
nah but i heard serina did
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MELBOURNE
Mainly drugstore products and some higher end stuff :)
plants
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eat, sleep, cry about uni repeat
dying af
Alana - Bio, psych
Lisa - Chem, Bio
We both joined MCCC Asean and then some clubs related to our own personal interests - etc Nutrition and dietetics, Commerce/business, IT ~ :)
Alana: Favourite song.. HAHA I don't have one // Lisa: marlo shelter
eat sleep, cycle repeat HAHA
mm it was sweet :) lisa came over and then we went out to have dinner in the city with Sean and Kevin
eachother
Lisa: Comm/Science // Alana: IT/Science (we may transfer into another course in uni e.g. Lisa transfer to IT or Alana transfer to Comm - we'll see how it goes)
Both: well we won't know until offers but first preference is at Monash (Clayton) :)
HAHA enough to get into the course I wanted :)
Yeah you did gurl :) HAHA
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:P sometimes, she's a good person though
Only Aldrin's and Brenda's :)
we're on better terms, but not close
I am being serious when I say this but everyone looked stunning :)
Initially yesss but it got better, and we're casual friends now
HAHA My mum made one (the entirely black one) but it isn't really comfortable sitting in because it's really easy to tread on and there arent any straps etc and the other i bought to change into (so that I didn't have to worry about it slipping down or being awkward sitting in )
Amanda's fam, my fam and Serina!
Umm I don't know if you would call it "leaving" but it was kind of just a given? Our "squad" consisted of three couples, and idk I don't think she would have wanted to stay around with Malcolm there
I don't think I've ever really been close to any of them but they're reallly nice and they seem fun and close :) I got to know Sharnelle this year and she's really sweet and so are the other people I've spoken to but yeah!
Kimberlyy because she and malcolm broke up~
Umm not really in my place to say
I believe that they do care for and love each other a lot, and that they get along well. I only hold concerns for how fast they're taking this relationship and how seriously, just with him moving down to Melbourne and taking those no-going-back kind of risks and making those kind of life-long decisions. I also think that it's gonna get bumpy a while after he moves down, only because of financial instability, them doing different things (Amanda in Uni and Johnny working) and so fourth. Aside from that idk, I've discussed most of what I think about them with her already.
Nah, no friendship is a waste of time :P. I just want to move on
I have a few events leading up to December before I go on a short family holiday. I'm just planning to relax, catch up with people, go places, hopefully find a job, celebrate Christmas, go exploring around Melbourne and umm draw/read/watch movies and dramas.
Malcolm - probably a conversation once in a while but not really anything more than that / Lam - I guess I've tried starting conversations with him but I don't think he wants to have anything to do with me / Amanda - We haven't spoken since we parted ways / Johnny - Nah he's with Amanda so I strongly don't think she'd want that / Kimberly - we weren't really close before squad but nah we haven't spoken
I'm pretty sure they are good friends!
I'd say that it did put a strain on our friendships as a group, evidently in the fact that Amanda and I basically broke away from them and didn't hang out with them collectively anymore.In regards to JLC and I, we did have a falling out initially but I had a lot of classes with Jessie and Lisa so we remained quite close over the past year. As with Christy, not so much - I don't think we spoke at all.
Not really :P it was fun while it lasted, and exciting in some regard. All the future plans and the support network we formed and being in a relationship gave me something to look forward to~
We spoke about it and everything, so I guess we did come to a mutual agreement in the end, but I don't think she wanted to part ways.
Aw thank you, it means a lot to me. They were always here for me when I was upset so to me, they did give a lot back. It's just they came as a bigger package to manage.
Again, I couldn't fuffill the role of "best friend" to him and I really did not have the capacity to mentally and emotionally handle the burden of his problems, so in that sense yes. He's not a bad person - it's just once you're here for him a few times he starts to depend on you in a more demanding way than others and it's not something I'm used to (like phone calls every other day or night for an hour or two and wanting to catch up often).
Over my years of high school, I've kind of gotten used to the idea of a close circle of "best low-maintenance friends", mainly due to the fact that a lot of the constant people I talk to didn't necessarily go to school with me. I guess with Ananda it was similar to with Malcolm. Approaching the end of high school, I just feel as though I'm ready to go venturing out you know? I wanna go places, do stuff, meet new friends. But with her, she's gonna be doing other stuff like with jawny when he comes down and settling down together. I also following that, just feel as though I won't be able to fuffill the role that she has and continued to envision me being, and that is her Best Friend. I think it's more that I alone was her Bestest friend, but with me I have other people who have stuck by me for 5-6 years like Lisa k, Sean, Kevin, Serina, Jess K and Helen. It put a lot of pressure on me I guess. On the other hand, I just realised that I get really mentally drained trying to I guess talk logically to her when she's either upset or thinking about the future. She's naive as most teenagers are but she romanticises life to a degree where I always felt inclined to reality slap her and be straight forward with her when I saw big risks in things she proposed to me. And when someone is "stubborn-minded" (quoted from her), it's just really hard trying to get through to people like that. There were a few other things but that's not really to say here so yeah. Overall we parted ways
Well??!? What a joke. Reconsidered my whole life after that exam
both: what a joke hah
Alana: Rather than thinking about the mistakes that I'd fix, I'd prefer to think about the lessons that I've learned from those experiences - Thinking carefully before trusting people, valuing people who have always been here for me, remembering and staying true to my morals and to myself, and to also put myself before others. // Lisa: I would fix everything I got wrong in my sacs to save my atar lmao
Lisa: Slacking off, not going to more food cafes at the start of the year, some impulse purchases, not taking more photos this year // Alana: pretty much the same as Lisa + I guess not getting more involved in school activities as well as trusting some ppl
Lisa: I've put Bachelor of Pharmacy at Monash as my first preference but I think I'm going to change during change of preference week to Bachelor of Science/Commerce double degree at Monash // My first preference is science / comm at monash (clayton) but I don't think I'm going to get in - my second preference is Science / IT (I'll be happy with that :)
Lisa: Eyeliner, eyeshadow, mascara, blush, foundation, contour, concealer & lipstick. But I only use them all when I'm going out somewhere nice or for special occasions! [Nyx, Maybelline, Rimmel and revlon etc bc I'm too poor to afford the high end stuff lmao :) // Alana: I pretty much only use drugstore makeup because I tend to invest my money in buying clothes / gifts. I use the same assortment of products as Lisa - we're both still pretty noob at application so yeah
Alana: wiwi / uh oh (soz not one word) // Lisa: don't have one
Both: HAHA it's okay! Yes we both do methods
Haha naw thank you :) mm not that long but that's okay! How about you? Seeing/dating anyone? ;)
aw I'm sorry :( we didn't really announce it - I told some close friends though, and I posted pictures of us on instagram and skype
I love caring and being there for people, dnming and stuff like that, it just feels good being able to support and help people to the best of my ability. I guess with him though, it just got a little too much, and with exams approaching and such, I just couldn't in my head, handle "it". Whether it be the negative energy or just that I felt like I always always had to be there and available, regardless of what I was doing, to make sure he'd be okay, I needed to get away. I'm not saying he's a negative person, it's just that he has a lot on his plate, and things that he was going through also burdened me. After a few small incidents with Amanda and then having a heated conversation with him, we just kind of parted ways for now. But yeah
Umm not exactly but will probably talk to him to sort some stuff out after exams~
I contemplated about it for a long time because of all the complications surrounding it including my friendship with her and was putting it off and wanted to wait until after exams etc but I started to feel guilty and was scared that if I wait too long, it'll seem like I'm just leading him on. I spoke to her about it and others that would be affected by it though.
mm it was mutual - just that the timing wasn't right
Is this Lisa or Manda? or someone else?
Guys specifically? Sean, Kevin L, Lam, Tommy, Dennis, Steven, Tandy, Micu, Aldrin, Malc, josh, jawny
JASK, Serina, Michael P, Aldrin and Sean~
AHAHAHA NO YOU KEVVY
Well I can't deny or agree with what you've heard because I don't really know what it's about, but I respect your opinion, knowing who I am as a person. Innocent is subjective, and it depends on the context in which it is used but if you knew me properly, you'd figure out the truth on your own :)
No AHHA single and maybe ready to mingle depending on who you are~
hi michael HAHAH :) IM SRY HAHA