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it’s almost always the same ppl every year (,: i love pop music
top artists:
1: taylor swift (this will never change)
2: chappell roan
3: sabrina carpenter
4: billie eilish
5: ariana grande
top songs:
1: so high school
2: hot to go!
3: bed chem
4: good luck, babe!
5: down bad
my most streamed billie eilish song was wildflower & my most streamed ariana grande song was supernatural 💕 olivia rodrigo is my sixth most streamed artist & i’m kind of sad she didn’t make the top 5 this year bc she’s been in my top 5 since 2021 😟 but so american is my most streamed song by her this year 💕
OMG NO WAY (,: that’s so after dark of u !!!! so so so crazy !!!! 💗💗
she’s probably growing curious of it as she grows & asks ab it a lot over the years ! i strongly doubt mike would ever come forward w the truth & would just make up a funny story ab it instead
u can’t tell me i don’t write diverse characters !!!! ☠️👻
i always imagine them around 6’2 & 5’3 !! there’s this website called heightcomparison.com & if u put their heights in there (6’2 and 5’3) u’ll get an accurate depiction of what i imagine it to b like ! <3
the most ad mike has ever done is push someone but he wouldn’t get into fist fights ☠️ bd mike and ia mike r too classy for that & ig w se mike u’ll have to wait & see
no, she wasn’t worried. she didn’t rly know ab mike’s reputation, all she knew was that he’s more of a loner but nothing ab what went down in school. she knew ted & didn’t like him but that never clouded her judgement ab mike bc he was just a kid. her asking if she’s dating mike had less to do w her not trusting him but more to get the confirmation directly from el, which is why she was so excited to get to know him & gave him a huuuge hug when they first met 🥺
she determined whether she thought he’s good for el during christmas, where he definitely got approved by joyce. it took only a couple days for her to absolutely adore him !
el forgot some study books in max’s dorm from their study session the day before & she needed them that day again, so she texted max, max gave her the ok to come over & pick them up, el went over to her dorm, max’s roommate was just leaving the dorm so she sneaked in (also just to visualize it: max’s dorm is on a different wing than el’s, therefore their rooms r also cut different. the beds in el’s dorm r in the same space but she has a bigger kitchen & bathroom area / in max’s dorm the two beds r separate (they have their own room) but have a smaller kitchen & bathroom area) & bc max gave her the ok to come in earlier, she just quickly knocked and opened max’s door immediately & was met with max & lucas almost going at it ☠️ w their a$$ cracks full on display she was scarred for life !
hawkins is a small town so everyone knows everyone ! when karen was suddenly gone everyone assumed that they’d divorced. ted’s been known for being rude and not the most social so obv joyce never rly liked him. she obv didn’t know what was going on in school & w mike at home though, if she even knew that mike was getting bullied this badly, she’d be that one person to step in. no doubts
oh i’m gonna cry. knowing this makes me feel so happy & emotional. thank u for liking my stories & for thinking of them (,: this means the most to me truly
i’ve recently listened to the audiobook of “lights out” by navessa allen & i loved the audiobook, the narration was so fun ! if ur cool w dark themes, i’d say that one
i also read the invisible life of addie larue recently & rly liked the plot !!! it’s v different, maybe it’s something u’d be into !
god i’d love to write a lil prequel ab everything that went on before the canon timeline of ad, especially the times lucas & max first started dating (& obv mike & el’s early relationship to another) cause everything lays there truly.
her abandonment issues stem from the fact that her parents divorced v early & her dad started a new family almost immediately, nearly totally discarding max from his life. on top of that, she’s never had close friendships during school & often would get thrown aside in favor of “better” friendships. it actually fcxked her up a lot but starting a friendship w el & all the boys healed that broken part (,: not to mention how much lucas means to her, which is why she’s so scared he’d also just get bored of her eventually & discard her (see: chap 8 + chap 11)
also el is like her first true friend that’s why she’s so overprotective when it comes to her (+jealous) as u can see in chap 27 or chap 29 !
he does ! he’s even mention in ptp as el’s step brother but since he’s out of town all the time, he never had a physical appearance. but he does exist & esp in ptp him & el get along v v v well <3
omg this is crazy !!!!! i hope u had fun !!!!! i didn’t manage to get tickets but i’m still holding out hope (,: love billie sm
ALSO THINKING OF AD MILEVEN DURING WILDFLOWER?? UR CRAZY (affectionately) !! i can’t believe my stories live even a fraction of anyone’s mind outside of me updating them here & there. knowing that u thought ab them even during such a beautiful concert is making me so happy, u have no idea
oh love dw ab it !! i absolutely feel u, i’m in the exact same boat (,:
if u do ever start it, i hope u’ll like it (assuming u’ve read my previous stories) as much as my other stories. it’s different & slower but so so special (,:
it was a lil tangled inspired 🫢 i love that movie sm & it fit the setting !! <3
love writing their scenes full of tension 🫢 it’s just me edging everyone until we get to the good bits (; & it’s going to be sooo good.
it was something that i NEEDED to happen in starry eyes. he’s so ☠️☠️
💗💗 ily
i’d created the real playlist for it back then ! but here’s some songs that he put on it:
into it - chase atlantic
dreaming of you - cas
i think he knows - taylor swift (for her <3)
i couldn’t be more in love - the 1975
reflections - the nbhd
for the first time - mac demarco
something about you - eyedress
rose-colored boy - paramore
lol she’s better (cause her being messy was a metaphor for her internal journey throughout ad as well) but not as neat as he is. she still lets clothes lay on a chair or piles letters up but he doesn’t rly mind. it makes it feel more like home to have her stuff littered here & there
one of her fav activities to do w him !!!!!!!! 🥺
it’s mike who tells them ab elizabeth after telling them all of how el & his “casual” relationship started cause they never got into the ins and outs of it deeply & they wanted to know. he felt healed enough to let them know cause he truly does not care ab her anymore. . . like at all
it happened a couple months before they graduated, during one of their pizza fridays (:
se robin is the best i swear. ur all gonna love her even more w the coming chaos (,:
i’m also rly rly glad to have switched stuff up a little w se !!! it’s so fun !!
mileven 100% omg. no offense but i rly can’t stand byler lol might b bc the shippers have been nothing short of nasty to me in the years i’ve written fanfics but even then, 100% mileven. they r my fav st ship !!!! the only ones i’ve written fanfics ab !!! how can one not love them <3
but if i had to choose a non-mileven ship that includes mike or el it’s def elmax. i like them more than byler sry 😭
almost immediately after graduation, he saved his money & made himself familiar w his new surroundings there. he rly couldn’t wait to get out of there
lol it feels like se el hates tomatoes (including ketchup) & se mike doesn’t mind them !
they do !
she didn’t & mike would never ask of her to quit drinking ! she doesn’t drink at home though & def not regularly but when meeting w will, joyce & hop, max or her colleagues at work, she does drink sometimes (: it’s rarely though, she’s also leaning towards non-alcoholic drinks most times
no 😞 not yet ! i might adopt some when i’m moving into a bigger apartment (,:
tbh i think mike wouldn’t have stuck around enough for her to cheat. he v quickly would’ve realized that this is absolutely not what he wants & break it off
what we need to understand ab elizabeth is that she does not love mike which would lead her to cheat again eventually. she loved the attention she got from him back then, as if he’d love her no matter what & just wanted that back but that mike would never ever come back again
i’ve just been v busy & tried to focus on writing the new se chap 😭 it’ll be sm longer than i planned it to be that’s why it seems never-ending. i’ll try to finish it asap to give it to u !!
\: rly a horrible horrible outcome. to all women, poc & queer ppl in the us, stay safe please
i briefly did during the beach arc (that max walked in on them) but quickly dismissed that again bc it would take the emotional weight off the moment el realized that she loves him + confessed it all to max bc there was no reason to hide anything anymore. it also just felt a little cliche to throw that in there. . . i liked them explaining the start of their relationship by themselves !
v v interesting ! i’m obv not going to say anything but i like having theories being thrown out there 🫢
aaah it was a lot of fun (((: we met up w a few friends at one of their house to have some drinks & played card games all night. nothing huge but it was sm fun !! i hope u had a fun halloween as well if u celebrated it <3
his abuse was first & foremost for karen when they all still lived together. he wasn’t physically abusive back then but more emotionally + v controlling & manipulative. he only started being physically abusive to mike when karen left w the girls
the apple is rly rotten right to the core :
😭
i’m writing, i swear i’ll try to finish it by tmr as a treat 👻 no tricks !
i 💚 brat
ad el: 365 ‼️
ptp el: girl, so confusing (w lorde)
se el: sympathy is a knife
bd el: talk talk
relate to:
ad el: guess 😜
ptp el: everything is romantic
se el: i might say something stupid / hello goodbye
bd el: also talk talk !!
(and ik the question is ab my el’s but apple is so ptp mike)
sooooo true
“i was only 17 when we first tried things, when she first made me feel like a man” & the whole chaotic instrumental after the soft intro like the spiral he went into after she cheated on him !!
i thought i answered that once before but im v glad that i can answer it again 🥰 i currently looove juno, bed chem & good graces 💋 if we come to my el’s fav songs. . .
ad el: bed chem (she listens to it religiously !!!!)
ptp el: dumb & poetic but also juno !!
se el: don’t smile
bd el: please please please
i’m currently writing the next chap ! i think it should be out in the next couple days x
love love love halloween !!! funnily enough i convinced my bf for us to dress up as rapunzel & flynn together this halloween 👻
loads & loads & loads of them !!!! i probably have around 10 stories w a title, general plot line & maybe some scenes written that i never published but aside from those, i have loads of stories that were just ideas & never developed into anything further 😶
no bc his bruises weren’t as bad in the beginning as they were when he got older ! ted is callous but not stupid, he didn’t aim much for the face but more on places he knew would be covered - which is what mike always did. he wore hoodies to hide them, retreated more into a shell & already had the golden boy of the school hating him/encouraging others to believe his twisted opinion on mike.
but the more years passed, the more careless ted started getting. his problem w alcohol got worse which is why he lost his temper more often & took his anger out on mike instead. by the time the beatings got worse, mike already had a certain reputation so no one really questioned anything
v good question ! he usually avoided to call her by her name in any way but if he did, he called her eleanor. but usually he just didn’t say her name though & called her stuff like “miss uptight” to avoid saying it lol
no !! but u have me hooked bc of their names. i’ll add it to my list <3
she doesn’t have one ! she’s just daisy wheeler <3
i’ve had a bit of a hyperfixation during middle school but grew out of it w time, her interest is inspired by a friend of mine who had brought up greek mythology during a conversation & told me stories i never knew before ! i thought that it was so interesting for someone to just know these stories & made a bit of a deep dive into it as well to add it into se el’s character. it felt so in line to me w her believing in miracles, fate, etc. greek mythology just fit in !
such an interesting question !
ia mike & ptp mike feel like those who believe in miracles (esp looking at their own lives)
i think ad mike is kinda indifferent to it? wouldn’t say he truly believes in miracles but i also wouldn’t say that he doesn’t believe in them w certainty
can’t see bd mike believing in miracles at all ☠️
i think everyone who grew up loving/being a fan on 1d has a hard time processing what rly happened. for so many ppl they used to be an integral part of their childhood
still in shock : i’ve been listening to a lot of 1d again lately
i feel like ptp mike likes olives & ptp el absolutely hates them ☠️ she can’t even stand the sight of them
it’s a fanfic of mine that i took down for a while ! it’s not republished yet but i will do it after some time ! <3
just wait until it grows even more special in se 🫢
se is so different from my other stories (,: i can’t wait to solely focus on it for a while & let it shine on its own. i think u guys might also grow to rly rly like it over time 💛
it’s what he deserves 🖤 trust me joyce & hop love him sm, it’s def healing the little boy inside of him
im so happy u think that way !! i want my characters to be as real as possible & there’s always struggles in someone’s life even after the “hea” ! + thank u love (,:
so sry for replying to these so late !! but thank u so much im so glad u liked it 💓 girl dad mike is everything !!!
thank u sm for asking love ! life is busy as ever (,: i barely have time to write but im trying.
mr. bf truly is the loml, everyday i keep getting more & more sure of it. he’s also such a good influence on my writing (whenever i get the time) u’ll see the most traces of it in starry eyes (((,: i hope ur doing well as well love !! 💞💞
i rly liked writing the chap of mike meeting el’s friends ! that was sm fun to write. i also rly liked writing bd mike’s aftercare after every time they slept together + mike firing the women who sl*t shamed el !
i rly rly like bottoms & (v shocking) tangled !!!
that would actually k!ll me. i don’t think i’d ever recover
hi love ! thank u i’m doing well !! the next one will be ptp & after that i’ll solely focus on starry eyes for a while 💞
someone write them a complaint. . . they not having milkshakes is criminal !
ur ab to make me cry </3 thank u so much for liking my stories. this means more to me than u’ll ever know 💞 (+ad mike the man that u are !!)
this is so incredibly nice 😟🩷 i love u too !!!! sm !!! and no, i don’t (,: i’m pretty sure starry eyes will b my last one. i get random ideas for short stories sometimes though so never say never ! still my priority is writing starry eyes
U REMEMBERED HER BDAY !!
u’ll get more insight to that w the next ptp bonus chap but they have a great relationship ❤️🩹 they’re the family he never had (,:
i adore writing jealousy scenes !!! that’s why all my stories will have a jealousy scene lol it’s toxic maybe but hot when done right 😉
it’s that typical scenario of u wanting to runaway from home after arguing w ur parents. . . w the difference that holly actually ran away for a while ☠️
at 11 she got into trouble by coming home past her curfew & she got so emotional over it that she packed her bags, sneaked out of home at night & went to the treehouse of her friend to sleep the night there. karen woke up in a frenzy in the morning & freaked out 😭 she nearly called the police after calling each of holly’s friends parents to check if she went there. eventually soon after it got revealed that she’s in the treehouse ☠️
neither mike nor nancy were there when it happened so it turned into a fun little story to tell ☠️
ty for enjoying !! the next (and last) bonus chap is w daisy !!!!! <3 if u like girl dad mike. . . ur absolutely going to love the next one
absolutely !! <3 it’s the song that started things for el after all (;
love this sm !! they r getting deprived of good music to listen to, poor ia mileven 😮💨
i feel like el would love folksy, more acoustic, soft & introspective music since that’s also what reflects her as a character. i think she’d rly enjoy music by noah kahan, gracie abrams (esp good riddance), phoebe bridgers, mitski, clairo and (bc i have to bring her always up im not sorry ab it) folklore & evermore by taylor swift 🤍
ia mike is a bit harder for me but i think he’d enjoy music with orchestral influences/orchestral? i’d see him enjoying abba songs and sufjan stevens
i love songs on “blonde” 🤍
he’s def more into 80s/90s music !! jeff buckley, the cure, the cardigans, the smiths but also music from wallows & the beach boys 🖤
usually going off of vibes rather than lyrics but i think these songs capture ptp the best
only angel - harry styles
sodus - cemeteries (not the lyrics but the progression of the song sounds like ptp mileven’s journey to me !)
ghost - halsey
about you - the 1975
touch it - ariana grande
begin again (taylor’s version) - taylor swift <3 the lyrics though (,:
that’s why he convinced himself he hated her cause how could he love someone who was so indifferent towards his suffering ): he went through sm in life but it all turned out okay 🤍
no ur right ! it’s on ptp el’s morning playlist !!! she wakes mike up w it (joking. . . kinda)
ad holly adores ad mike so. much. like truly so so much. she always tries not to show it but she adores being around him & feels the safest around him. before mike moved away for college, holly would also slip into his bed at night whenever she had nightmares 🤍
+ after finding out ab his break up w elizabeth, nancy came back home as quickly as possible & comforted him for the days before he had to leave for college. she was so heartbroken by seeing her baby brother heartbroken that she looked for elizabeth, found her & got into big sister mode by letting her know that she’s an absolute sh!t human being ☠️
mike, nancy & holly bicker & tease each other a lot but there’s sm love between them <3
13 ☠️☠️☠️
i have it roughly written in my notes 😭 but basically when el tripped & let the drink spill on his shoes, she was so shocked that it took her a while to process what happened meanwhile mike snapped w a “what the fvck, watch ur fvcking steps”, she wanted to apologize for spilling the drink but the second she heard him be a b!tch, she snapped back at him - both too proud to apologize for their reactions. it just snowballed from there the more they interacted in the future
max started to apologize on el’s behalf instead & lucas apologized on mike’s behalf, they hit it off from there (so ad lumax happened thx to ad mileven being annoying actually !)
pls note that ad mileven officially met around 2-3 months after he found out elizabeth cheated on him which means this was ad mike at his absolute worst & absolute most insufferable
i love the nbhd !!
ad mileven is flawless
ptp mileven is 100% scary love (& softcore !)
bd mileven is nervous
se mileven is reflections
ia mileven is cry baby
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ad el loves stargazing & relates to lurk
ptp el loves the beach & relates to scary love
bd el loves sweater weather & relates to middle of somewhere
se el loves sadderdaze & relates to the shining
my best friend is a huge lana del rey fan & i’ve listened to many songs but not all of them so im doing this w the ones i know <3 im slowly getting into more of them though !
fav songs:
ad el - diet mountain dew
ptp el - video games
bd el - love
se el - how to disappear
relate to:
ad el - cherry
ptp el - fvck it i love you
bd el - burning desire (i mean. . . there’s literally no other answer for this)
se el - happiness is a butterfly
my fav is ride ❣️
ofc !!! <3
i. burning desire
lana del rey
ii. the louvre
lorde
iii. billie bossa nova
billie eilish
iv. gold rush
taylor swift
v. i think he knows
taylor swift
vi. greedy
ariana grande
vii. die for you
the weeknd
viii. paris
sabrina carpenter
ix. luxurious
gwen stefani
love sharing this bit of the lore cause it always just lived inside my head for years !!! 👻
her name is marie, i’ve always envisioned a tall blonde girl w brown eyes. as i’ve revealed in after dark, during the time el was questioning her s3xuality, she kissed a girl (at a party - aka marie) & felt butterflies in her stomach. they started to see each other more often as time went on + eventually became gfs ((: the relationship taught el a lot ab her identity & made her feel more comfortable in her skin & own life
they dated for almost 8-9 months before breaking up shortly before the end of senior year; no big drama, they just didn’t connect that well romantically & both accepted that instead of dragging it out esp w them leaving for different states for college !
in my mind, they don’t stay in regular contact but follow each other on social media & sometimes like each other’s posts. both eventually find their real loves (mike for el duh) & marie (eventually out as a lesbian) w her own gf 🩷
sorry for the long unnecessary answer ☠️ but the lore around my books is always so deep in my head, i couldn’t help but share
im v much a local 😟 but my kind of woman, for the first time, chamber of reflection, 20191009 i like her & one more love song
im open for recs to listen to 🤍
tbh no, i’ve never created characters that i wouldn’t in some way get along w. . . maybe except for bd mike, he scares me a lil, i don’t think i’d be able to hold eye contact w him 😟
that’s such a good question ! been thinking ab this a lil but i think i’d choose ad mileven !! (ad mileven r used to double dates w ad lumax + ad mike is p talkative, ptp mike not so much w strangers ☠️) i think mr. bf & ad mike would also get along well & would bond over their gfs forcing them (affectionately) into being swiftie bfs 🩷
i’ve seen the trend !!! & absolutely 😭😭 she’d flip him off during it as well just to piss him off a lil more ☠️ i love her
hmm no, not during the canon tl of the story (including daylight + all upcoming daylight chaps)
el herself doesn’t rly visit her & she doesn’t expect her mom to visit her. it’s usually all done via phone calls on special occasions but that’s usually it
in the future? yeah, they meet. her mom’s not a caricatural villanious person, so it’d just b a “normal” awkward conversation since they don’t know each other well (that includes el & her mother).
also el would nearly physically cringe every time she calls her “jane” in person 🫥 mike’s guilt would also instantly creep in again lol
i feel like his favs would def be the lion king & up !! 🎈(n out of all princess movies, it’s the princess and the frog)
(he loves their lil disney movie tradition but is just not as enthusiastic ab them as el ☠️ his highlight is always el’s commentary while watching the movies)
have to be honest, haven’t listened to lots of mac demarco except for a few songs but the songs i listen to i rly rly like
bd mike is not rly that much into music tbh ☠️ i feel like he’d be into soft rock though
bd el 100% loves pop music. i can see her listening to lots of olivia rodrigo, sabrina carpenter, ariana grande, taylor swift (im sorry, had to bring her up again) etc !! just fun & witty pop songs
yes !!!! in high school <3 her first longer lasting relationship was w a girl (:
nope ! never. i doubt he’d even bring his mouth anywhere near something strong alcoholic
ia mike is truly my most romantic mike yet (,: his crown might get tipped though. . . (pun intended)
writing the ia letters was some of the most fun i had as a writer 💖 just being poetic for the hell of it lol
omg that sounds so awesome !!!!! the (ptp) mileven date spot im gonna cry. so glad u had fun, that’s so cool 💖💖💖