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i rly get inspired by music - not even nessecarily the lyrics but the vibes & feels of it 🤍
i got inspired to write after dark after having “after dark” by mr.kitty on. repeat. - it gave me sudden flashes of inspiration ab enemies to lovers, tension in a crowded house party where two ppl want each other, lights going on & off, hateful but longing glances, their bodies pressed on other bodies. . . & that’s how after dark was born !
so music is my biggest inspiration but sometimes it’s random things, random quotes & more 📝
aw thank u love 🥹 ur probably in the minority of that but i appreciate it so insanely much <3
ALL. OF. IT. it’s going to b my first ever tay concert !!!!!
love u infinitely <3 thank u love, im doing great !!! i’ve been gladly editing after dark lately & can’t wait to share it once more (,:
thank u for telling me !! i’ll add it to my watchlist <3
ur the sweetest 🙁🙁 thank u sm love, i wish nothing but happiness for u too 🩷🩷 ily
they looked so good w the first sneak peek !!!! i hope more will come soon <3
all of it 😜😜 noo i know it’s a long album especially for non-swifties to listen to but i’d say fortnight, down bad, guilty as sin, imgonnagetyouback & the bolter !!!
going to the eras tour in london w my bf <3 & a small girls trip w my girl friends ((: but thats also as far as my plans go, we’ll see where life takes us 👻
i watched challengers w mr. bf last night & holy cow 😮💨🥵 !!!! i’ll b thinking ab it for a while
i wanted to fully upload illicit affair again along w the final chap but that’s not what ppl have been asking of me for months so i’m trying my best to edit through ad and reupload it asap 🫠
i haven’t yet !! she looks rly rly great though from what i’ve seen. is it good?
we love shrimps in this house !! 🦐
honestly lover is ad el’s favorite taylor swift album so anything other than ‘lover’ would b criminally offensive
he’s so stupid i can’t believe i wrote him ☠️ my fav asshat
it !!!!
yes ofc !!!
nothing monumental to be honest 🫠 i was around 13 and had a crush on this girl, we started becoming friends (not rly close friends though) and one day just kissed, just a little peck
we had a fallout not long after & my crush on her also faded so no great story to tell 😞
thank u for finding my mikes cool 😎
there are minor things i took as inspiration from finn to add to the characters !
ad mike is a film & arts student bc of his passion for film (inspiration taken by finn)
and ptp mike is a skater boy as an inspiration taken by finn
i think the rest just unfolds naturally, the more i write them, the more their personalities sit. i try to develop them by seeing how mike/el would have chemistry in the story and just run from there
i promise im trying my best to be as quick as possible w the editing but the more i edit, the more mistakes i find so it’s taking a while to comb through them. don’t take my word 100% for it but it looks like i’ll be able to reupload it in may !!
omg nooo 😭 no worries im not changing his character !! i’m just tweaking some of their conversations and interactions !! w lethal i mean lethally $exy 😭 he’s hotter 🫠
thank u for asking love !! it’s busy as ever so even in midst of my writing flow i still have a hard time updating my books 😫 but things r well <3 i hope life’s good for u as well !!
mr. bf and i’s first year anniversary is coming up & it has me sooo excited 😭. it feels like we’ve been together for much longer though. he rly alters the way i view time and life. i just hope everyone finds someone who makes them feel like this (,:
ur wish is my command, here’s a tiny teaserrrr
[mike leaned back from the kiss, subtly licking his lip as he kept grinning. "worth it."]
and
[her lips curved up in an excited smile, this was the first snowfall of the year!]
😉😉
oh definitely gorillaz, the strokes & cage the elephant. that’s his vibe ! ✨
after dark is so high school
burning desire is but daddy i love him (yes the same as bd el’s song)
play the part is the alchemy
starry eyes is guilty as sin?
illicit affair is the prophecy (she rly wrote the is anthem w that one)
💖
these r truly my fav questions on here
ad el: down bad
bd el: but daddy i love him
ptp el: imgonnagetyouback
ia: the prophecy
se el: who’s afraid of little old me?
this is soo hard bc i love the album 😭. but rn it’s but i can fix him (no really i can), the smallest man who ever lived, imgonnagetyouback, so high school & the bolter
i think she’d rly enjoy guilty as sin, i can do it with a broken heart and but daddy i love him !!
OFC SHE DID !!! she converted him into a swiftie bf 😋
omg !!!!! i’ll keep manifesting this energy for uu
it might be illicit affair ! i’m almost done w the chap !! i’m halfway through w the ad editing as well so that one might get published v soon !!
🙁🙁🙁🙁 <3
ofc !! this is the current playlist but there might be some more additions once the story is republished, i’ve been listening to lots of music that inspires me in general lately !
i. after dark
mr. kitty
ii. black out days
phantogram, future islands
iii. mistakes like this
prelow
iv. never let me go
florence + the machine
v. so it goes...
taylor swift
vi. another love
tom odell
vii. love like ghosts
lord huron
viii. slow down
chase atlantic
ix. deja vu
olivia rodrigo
x. false god
taylor swift
xi. happier than ever
billie eilish
xii. throwaway (with clairo)
sg lewis, clairo
xiii. bbblue
olivver the kid
xiv. tell me why (taylor's version)
taylor swift
xv. the beach
the neighbourhood
xvi. you're the only good thing in my life
cigarettes after $ex
xvii. illusion
one direction
xviii. sure thing
miguel
xix. daylight
taylor swift
👻 well
nope !! i’ve seen them make a $exist joke ab taylor once and i havent rly looked back since ):
spanish 💕
just seeing this, i’m sorry but my goodness ur the sweetest. ilysm
i love a (more) brownish liner !!! and a classic red lip if i’m feeling myself
yes !!!! i love liv !!!
so american is my fav 💕
i’ve answered that question at the end of the first bonus chap i added in 2021 but since it’s not up, i’ll just recap:
mike (as a film and arts student) is making indie movies and small projects while el (english literature student) writes books and publishes them
i'd like to think that they collaborate for a project at some point where el writes the script and mike produces the movie <3 for me, they don't ever get crazily famous but just enough for them to keep doing what they love
i watched s1 but haven’t watched s2 yet - pls don’t crucify me but i didn’t like the show as much as everyone else 😭. it was okay but nothing groundbreaking (the taylor songs r the highlights to me)
it was a collection of (smutty) mileven one shots that i wrote !! i took it down a while ago though
to be v honest w u, i tried to scramble my brain to find it but i honestly just forget bad movies that i watched, my brain just blocks it out 😭. i can’t even remember
yes !!!! it’s also so starry eyes coded - like word for word. i might actually add it to the playlist bc of how well it fits the story !!
u fantasized bout u & iiiii
either he’d b weirded out or he’d some paper & pen in his hands and take some notes ☠️
ik !!! 😭 it’s def my fav moment of his lol
i had no clue 🙁 her music means so much to me this is v disappointing
the boy is mine is definitely ptp el 😭 she’d be so obsessed
ad el would blast the hell out of we can’t be friends (wait for your love) if it was released during her heartbreak era
and honestly no clue how but ariana released *the* perfect starry eyes song like just on spot. se el would be obsessed w imperfect for you
love it sm !! my top 5 currently r
1. ordinary things
2. we can’t be friends (wait for your love)
3. true story
4. don’t wanna break up again
5. the boy is mine
💖 but i enjoy the entire album sm
im sure it’ll enhance the stories further & give u more insight. so glad so many of u seem to like the idea (((,: <33
i love ari sm 😭 & yes !!! i’m obsessed w ordinary things rn
the new mean girls movie !!!
maroon !!!!!! darker red is just 💯 !!!
sure !
no ?? what did she say
st mileven would drop dead if they saw their alternate versions that i created for them ☠️ mike wouldn’t be able to believe that “cool” & smooth versions of him exist lol. and st el would put the ones who need it rightfully in their place (;
the pu$$y sandwich incident lives in my mind rent free
daylight without after dark feels so incomplete to me 😭. i’ll re-update them both at the same time (soon !!)
probably starry eyes again !! ✨
late reply im sorry but thank u so much !!!!
ty for asking love !!! things between mr. bf & me r really going well. i don’t think i’ve ever felt as safe & happy w someone like i do w him, even the mundane things r fun w him ((,:
life is busy as always, don’t think it’s ever not gonna b busy anymore 😮💨 i miss when i had all the time in the world but ig that’s part of growing up ): but other than that, i’ve been well !! rly !!
hope ur doing well too <3
omg happy belated bday !!!! hope u had a blast !!! 💝
i think ur gonna like se el a lot, she’s v special (,:
ty for loving it so much !!! i can’t tell u when exactly bc im currently taking the opportunity to fix some grammar/spelling mistakes & other minor things so it might take some while to go through w the entire story before republishing. it’s coming though, promise !
i’ve never read it but i’ve heard so many good things ab the series !! the comparison to ptp mike made me ❤️🩹 love how u still thought of him
im v late (as always) but i might post a valentines themed one-shot for each of my au milevens when i have the time !
im DEAD 😭. it’s a brand new taylor swift album how can i not lose it ?? im sooo excited to see what she’ll do w that album but either way, im sure it’ll give me lots of writing inspiration 🤍
it will come back, no worries !!! im just taking the opportunity to go through the stories and fix some grammar/spelling mistakes etc. that’s why it’s taking me a while before republishing it 😮💨
the plot unraveled itself inside my mind lately & i think it’s not gonna be something that most expect yet ((: im so excited to share
very ! i saw the first glimpses on them & they look so good already !!!
thank u sm (,: it rly had me demotivated for a while but it’s all ab growth. i like the way my writing is heading & that’s all that matters ! <3
i had a great 2/14 <3 hope u had an amazing one as well !!! <3
soon ((:
i rly enjoy the dark verse series by runyx !!
love u !!
i’m sorry ): but i’ll bring all back soon !
seeing this so late !! i had a nice christmas thank u (: hope u had one as well !!
the early 1800’s !! & the fictional kingdom of hawkins lol. i didn’t want it to be in the uk bc imagining mike w a british accent sent me ☠️
she’s gone for a while but no panic !!! (:
omg ur gonna make me cry. i love u sm <3 thank u for liking my books. THANK U
not the white hot chocolate w whipped cream omg (‘: she’d be proud of u !!! 🤍🤍
aren’t we boycotting starbucks though? :
i loooove the italian cuisine. pizza, pasta, ravioli. . . everything !!!!!
guess u have to find out (; isn’t he a gem 🤍
ty love !! happy holidays to u as well !!! 🤍
i’ll drive to my parents & spend around two days w them before i’ll be back to spend a lil xmas time w my boyfriend 😋
u got this btw !!!!
ohh i guess i never elaborated bc it’s truly just as mike said “it just didn’t work out”
they were hooking up for a while (fwb kinda) and since they were around each other a lot bc they were sleeping together, they decided to give it a shot at dating. however, mike just rly didn’t feel anything at all (romantic) towards her & he tried a while to convince himself that he liked her but his feelings have never gotten there. cue to a couple months later, he didn’t want to waste her time anymore and broke up w her
(guess u could say his mind was still a little on the girl he swore he hated. . .)
taking it down for a while ! she’s fine no worries
i love the decorations, the hot chocolate, the tangerines, the songs, the vibes & sm more during christmas so much !!!!!
might b a little childish of me but i never stopped writing my wishes for santa, loved doing it as a kid & am still doing it now out of tradition (,:
k call me childish again but it’s barbie in a christmas carol 😭. it reminds me of my childhood, i always rewatch it around xmas time
i think what i see for them is that w mike having his own therapy office where he specializes as a youth therapist, he’d eventually get a partnership with non-profit foundations for youth mental health. el on the other hand stays atop of her position as a top architect, even cooperating w different companies for her great work ! a successful couple indeed (;
aside from daisy, i see them having a son by the time daisy’s five years old. as much as daisy is the love of mike’s life, having as son def healed his inner child bc he gets to treat him and raise him in a way his parents never did for him. (:
and ptp mileven. . . they r the same as u know them. utterly in love, adjusting to life, growing as ppl, raising their sweet children, falling more & more in love day by day, dancing without music, intertwining their tattooed pinkies at night, never having a dull $ex life ever 😜 & keeping up w their friends as much as they can in their hectic adult life
they reconnect to holly and nancy & their kids grow up knowing and loving their aunts (:
they collect infinite “happily together now’s” probably. . . forever <3
not yet 😮💨. still v busy & working but i’m hoping to start enjoying it starting next week !!!!!
if we’re talking ab taking care of urself in general after $ex? def to pee !!! we do not want an uti. rinse & wash ur “parts” (u don’t rly need soap for that but if u rly rly want to, maybe w unscented soap at best) u know what just shower if u have the time and drinks LOTS of water (:
if we’re talking ab aftercare, the most important thing to me after $ex is for the person u sleep with to take care of u (both taking care of each other actually)
gentle kisses, soft massages & even something as little as bringing a washcloth is aftercare to me (((:
the one scene in s3 where the mindflayer drags el up in hop’s cabin & mike doesn’t hesitate to grab her. i love the little moment when they tumble down on the floor w their hands interlocked & where he pushes her hair out of her face and asks “are u okay?”
a little & underrated moment but by far my fav in the entire show. ❣️
i doooo. i love xmas sm
probably starry eyes ! ((:
would i get crucified if i said i never watched it. . .
i’m not sure yet ! i feel like it’s going to be se though
u are v right ab this & let me tell u a secret. . . the more it goes on, the more it’ll feel like se mike & el !!
yes & yes & yes !!! yes to both !!! it’s so so fitting !!!
my favs r heaven and back, tidal wave, right here, moonlight & okay for sure (,: i luv them
i had a public one for a while w playlists for my stories but took it down /: i use a priv one 💖
i seriously love u too, u have no idea how much u impact my day (,: giving u a huge huge hug
🫢🫢🫢