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Hey. I know i havnt talked in a while but Eden is here and she is with me alot. I do miss talkin to u. I wish things had of worked with us
What do you hate about yourself ?
Time wasted
Why wont you text me back? I heard the skanky ***** is living there now. I hope you get an std. Sarahlvu
Lmfao. Listen to u talk. This is the last time i ever reply to ur crap. U r like a bad dream an im done with all of it. Go drop some more kids ya pot head. Have a **** as* life bich. Oh btw Eden wont be replyin either so give it up
What is your nickname ?
Jbo
I so miss you! I can't wait until I'm in your arms. My parents are so happy you are coming here. Everything is fine. I might not let you go back there. I hate being away from you Jesse. I miss you sooo much. edensgarden
I know i hate it too. But soon enough ill be there. Tell them thanks again for me. I miss u too but gotta go k. Call me. I hope u liked them. :*
OMG you made me cry! I can't believe you sent roses to my school. You are a big jerk Jess Boland. But the sweetest big jerk ever. Thank you so much! I love you :* edensgarden
Lol. Happy early valentines day babe. Cant wait till march break. Ur parents still good with it? Cant wait to see u. Call me later
What are you allergic to?
Hmmm...liars and users..mostly i guess
Lamborghini or Ferrari?
CHEVY TRUCK!
lol did ya forget to tell me something? guessing ya did!;) byee zaraidaburak
Whatt????
What is your biggest success up until now?
Hell...walking again
Looks like you and eden are back together...
Yeah..got some sense knocked into me from someone i love. Thanks
Babe I talked to your Mom and I'm so happy for you! Call me if you can tomorrow. edensgarden
Haha..feels good to be free. Just have to get some skates on an get back at it. Gonna take a while an now i will be a year behind but atleast the braces are off. Thanks babe..we leave in two hours an will call tonight if i can.
I was upset Jess. The guy I love tells me he dumping me because some girl he's never even met is back in his life. You would be upset too. I have always been there for you and flew to B.C. for holidays to be with you and you dumped me for her! Please just call edensgarden
I know an I tried to say sorry last night. I promise ill call later. I gotta go rn. I promise.
Please call me. My heart is breaking and I can't stop crying and I can't be without you. Please answer your phone or just talk to me. I can't do this. edensgarden
I tried to talk to u last night an u were freakin. I have to wait till later to call.
Nooo. I need to talk to you now. I don't want to wait until tonight. Jess please, you are breaking my heart and I know what's happening and I don't want to wait until tonight. Please lets talk. We can make it through this. edensgarden
I cant talk now. Tonight k an i gotta go. Later
Jesse what's wrong? Is this about Saturday night? You were talking crazy and I didn't want to upset you more. I haven't been able to sleep or eat and I stayed home today so I am here all day if you need me. Jess you are scaring me here. edensgarden
Call me tonight. I dont wanna talk about this now.
Is everything ok? I have been trying to talk to you and it seems like you are avoiding me. Did I do something wrong, are you angry with me? I love you. edensgarden
Can u call me tonight like 10 ur time. We should talk.
Are u and Eden dating?
Are u an tristan????
Best Christmas vacation ever! I miss you so much already. Tell your parents thanks you for putting up with me. :-* edensgarden
It was def one of the better ones. Ill tell em an no probs im sure. Miss ya
How do you want to end 2014 ?
With my baby.
:( you fell for it again. She calls and you run. Things will never change. edensgarden
She just needed to talk. Its not like that at all
ok but please call k. And thank you Sarahlvu
I will
I need you now. Is that your new gf? Sarahlvu
She is my cousin. And i have no phone right now. U gotta wait.
FINE..Im sorry! Now please call me. And please dont call me dude jess. Sarahlvu
I cant call until after 8 ur time. No phone. Gotta wait for melissa to get here
Im at home. Call the house and I will answer. Really you want me to say sorry for what and to her? are you crazy she is the little ***** that wrecked my life. We would still be us if it wasnt for her. No I will not say sorry!. Sarahlvu
See u see thats why fu. Figure ur own **** out. We broke up cause of you and nobody else. Later dude
Please just call me or I can call you? Sarahlvu
No u cant call me. Where r u. Oh and she is not a ***** btw. U need to say sorry
Dammit Jess. Im in trouble! My whole family hates me and im about to get kicked out of university. Jess I swear its life or death right now. Please talk to me? I am at the end of my rope and nowhere to turn. you are the only person who can help Sarahlvu
How the hell can i help. What do u mean life or death. FUUUUUUCK THIS BETTER NOT BE MORE BS
I cant say here. Let me call you please or unblock me from kik Sarahlvu
What is it sarah????
I dont want to say on here. Can i call you? Sarahlvu
No u cant call. Tell me here. I got nuthin to hide...hbu??
I can say a few things you did to me also. You used me over the summer and I wanted to hurt you for it. But it doesnt matter now. I messed up bad this time. Its bad Jess and I need to hear you. I need help. Sarahlvu
What do u want. What did u do
Jess I was upset and you only came back for that ***** not me. I tried so hard while you were here but you wanted her and she ignored you anyway. Please Jess can I call? I need to hear your voice. Everything is crazy. My life is a mess without you. Sarahlvu
I got nuthin to say. I just started gettin my life back together. U fked everything up on me and not goin there again. I just started seein someone an not messing it up because of u. Not a chance Sar.
I know you hate me and you have every right but if the last 4 years meant anything then please I need you right now. I know I fcuked up but please just talk to me. Sarahlvu
Hate u??hate u. U have no idea! And fked up? Really! U slept with tristan an couldnt even see my while i almost died! What do u want. To see if i have any left over pain killers. U spamed me with hate mail for a month after my accident..F...U
Jess please talk to me I need you so bad right now. Im sorry. Please just hear me out for 5 minutes. Sarahlvu
Lmao. Did ya hear i was gettin better and want the cripple guy now. Or did u get kicked to the curb by my used to be best friend. Da fk do u want????????
It's so sad to see him like that. He hasn't been in school for a while. I want to punch him so bad! But anyway sounds good. Have fun with whatever you're doing and maybe I'll text you if you're lucky. Byyee edensgarden
Hit him a good one for me. Goin out with da fam. My mom has tickets to some stupid play and guess im goin. Im always lucky...remember. later
Hi! So guess who I ran into last night? Tristan and sarah! OMG Jess they look like they are doing some very bad drugs. He looks terrible, like all scabby and dirty and she looked like she has been out of it for a long tiime. edensgarden
I talked to his sister last week an she said he was on some bad sht. NEVER thought they would do that crap. Makes me sad an pissed. Wont be around till late. Probs 11 ur time if ur up text me k.
thats not the Jess i know, the Jess i know goes for what he wants no matter what. go for whatever makes you happy Jess, i tried and i still need it... its you zaraidaburak
Tiired of fightin losing battles. How ya doin these days?
whos the girl thats gone but you love?
Doesnt matter does it. Shes with someone else now an im not gonna mess with that. Tried. Failed. Gettin over it.
What do you love the most?
Not what but who and shes gone so nuthin. I guess
I saw the pictures today. I'm so happy for you! I knew you could do it. edensgarden
1 step at a time. Yeah. Thanks
What is your ringtone?
It goes somethin like stop askin stupid fkn questions. I think. Or somethin like that
I don't hate you. I don't care if you say it or not. I love you. edensgarden
Is ok. Just holy crap E. I just need a break for a bit. I feel like im 17 goin on 30. Way too much an i thought u would understand of all people
The most unreliable person you know ?
Me i guess meeeeeeee but wtf
I hate you Jess Boland! edensgarden
Great get in line an join the i hate boland club cause i have no more f u c k s to give!!!!!!!!!!
I'm confused Jess. You are my life. Why do you treat me like this. I Love you and I thought we would be together so please explain what I mean to you. edensgarden
Why is it that as soon as i say hey its fkn i love u rn? WTF? I cant tell u anything anymore cause idfk anything. I know im gonna get my as* up outa this chaur an walk again. Thats it. Thats all i know! If u cant deal with that then thanks gor ur help an adios.
I LOVE YOU! You never tell me. Why is that? edensgarden
Because id be lyin an i cant do that. I love u as a friend because u r an amazin friend an i dont know how i could have done half of this without u but i cant say it like that. Im 17 ur 16. Got our whole live ahead why say something u cant mean. Idk this is nuts
Who do you love more, mum or dad ?
Hate em both....aha jk. The same.
Oh. Ok. And that would be? What was with all the no yes and idk's. I was worried about you Jess. You should let someone know the next time you're going to dissapear. edensgarden
Sorry. Someone cancelled last min an i went. Its a place to ride helps with balance and stregnth. No electronics aloud on ranch. They are answers to all ur texts. You gotta figure em out lmao. Go to kik.
Jess where are you? Why aren't you answering me? edensgarden
I was doin horseback riding therapy.
Idk
no
no
8.8
Yes
idk and sure why not.
Biggest regret?
None. Play hard or take your ball an go home.
Awe baby I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be insensative. That would be the best Christmas present ever. To see you standing there when I get off that plane would be tops forever. We are leaving. I love you Boland. Be careful Mr need for speed. Bye babe;* edensgarden
Isok. Didnt mean to sound mad. Was just sayin. Have fun an happy turkey day.
Just waiting to go to dinner. Omas house in St Thomas. Sounds like you are having more fun then me. When are you taking me for a ride in your chair? I miss you so very much. edensgarden
Sounds like fun. Noone will ever see me in this chair. I will walk when you see me again. Next week i am ditchin the chair. I will drag myself if i have to. Im gonna work like a demon next week. I bet ill walk by christmas.
Hey my *exi man. What are you up to? edensgarden
Havin a blast. Lots of da fam here. Givin little ones wheel chair rides. Pretty popular attraction. What u doin. Havin turkey today?
I have to go to dance. If your parents come tonight can you ask if you can call me. I miss your voice. I love you. edensgarden
So much has happened an i need some time ok. I wish you were here too. Mission accomplished. Shot fired over the bow. Jellous as hell. I will ask but cant promise. Have fun.
I never siad right now. I said I will be yours but you always hurt me when all you ever talk about is her. She doesn't want you but I do and it hurts that you can't see that. I'm like permanently friendzoned. edensgarden
Idk what to say. U always listened to me an i thought it was ok cause u never said anything. Alots happened in the past year. One min ur on top of the world an the nextur bein crushed by it. I tried. I failed. She moved on. U wanna move on too. Go ahead. Im dont have the will to fight anymore
The most expensive item you own?
Who makes these stupid questions up??
No he didn't. I dumped him. Why are you so mad at me? I am confused. You didn't want to have a relationship with me but got mad because I dated a guy a few times. Could you please clarify for me? edensgarden
I never said i didnt want a relationship. Just nrn. I need to get this figured out first but ur all like rnrn. I cant do that.
Whats wrong. Bf break up with u?
Jesse say you love me and I will be yours for life. You are such a moron. The one that truely loves you is right in front of you but you always looked right through me. Do you know how many tears I've cried for you? No you don't. Because you don't love me. edensgarden
Im sorry. Dont cry for me. Not worth it. Bye
You're being an as*! You would go right to her if she batted an eyelash in your direction so don't even. Too much too fast? I've wanted you for three years but it's always someone else. You want me to dump him? Why so you can dangle me on some more? edensgarden
B.S! I never dangled u on. Fk! I wish u all the best. Go on with ur life an forget me. I got sht to do here.
It was always you Jess and you know it. But you always made me feel like just another girl that liked you. I will always love you Jess but you will never love me that way. You can't commit to me but if sarah or zaraida came back... edensgarden
I would what? U know i hate sarah an Zaraida wants to be friends and i respect that. U just wanted too much too fast. An besides look where the fk i am. Cant exactly go very far now can i. Have a happy life!
Jess that's not fair. How long did I wait for you? I don't want to talk about this on here. I will call you later. edensgarden
Dude dont bother. Are u afraid someone is gonna read ur thoughts. Maybe judge u? Hey its ok dont worry about it. An btw u were the one who put me on the spot. U always wanted more an couldnt wait. Dont let me stop u now. Just proves they all leave in the end. Wait for the next guy an gone. Later
Can I call you later? I think we should talk. edensgarden
Nope im busy. An dont worry about it i already know. Hope it works out for ya. Ya know its crazy how ur friends say theyre ur friends until smeone else comes along an thats it. In a second ur forgoten about. Have fun
Sorry. I know. I read everything you sent but have been very busy lately. How have you been? edensgarden
Oh Busy doin what. I sent you alot of texts but whatever. I guess ur busy right
Nice cast butthead. Are you still in the hospital? How far is this going to set you back? edensgarden
Thanks :- nope out of the hospital an back in my the center. Dont think it will set me back any. Just a bump is all. Where ya been.
Jess are you okay? I heard your fall you said you had was pretty bad. Why were you by yourself, what were you thinking? I need to hear from you! I've been worried all day. Call me or text me just let me know you're okay. edensgarden
Im ok. Drugged and tired. Cant keep my eyes open. Talk tomorrow k. Im ok. Cracked one of the fractures i had again but will be ok. Night.
Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
A homeless person is a human being. What a dumb question. Of course i would
One minute you say you want me and as soon as she talks to you again you drop me. That's wrong in every way Jess Boland and you know it. If I did that to you you would never speak to me again. edensgarden
I know an ur right. Im sorry.please go to kik an talk to me E please???
then lets be friends, I miss you !! zaraidaburak
Yeah. An so do i
ill still be friends with you zaraidaburak
I really just need friends right now
i never once said i didnt want you, you just assumed.
zaraidaburak
It dosnt matter anymore. I just want friends but that is obviously askin too much from everyone.
I have to go. I'm sorry but I waited long enough. Three years Jess of either being second to sarah or zaraida. No more. It was your decision and you made it. I hope you find happiness. I truely do. Good luck and I love you. Goodbye.:'( edensgarden
Want me to beg on here ok im beggin u not to do this. Please eden dont i need u. Ur my best friend. Im sorry for everything JUST DONT DO THIS! If u do this i will never get out of this chair. I will never try again. I mean it
I'm sorry but I need to be happy to and you are not willing to go there. I Love you. Bye Jesse edensgarden
NO EDEN DONT K. JUST STOP. GO TO KIK LETS JUST TALK THIS OUT. DONT LEAVE ME K. DONT LEAVE TOO. LETS TALK ABOUT IT PLEASE DONT K
I Love you too. Not as a friend though. I can't keep going like this. I'm going to move on as much as it will hurt. It hurts worse living like this and always being second. I want to be your best friend but I also want more then you are willing to give. Bye edensgarden
NO! Dont do this Eden. I need you. Plese dont do this k. Jyst think about things. Dont ever say bye to me.
I told you I would stay out of it, but she obviously does not want you. Time to reconsider things Jess. I've been there for you through everything and you wont give me the time of day but you keep trying with her. Maybe I'm the fool? edensgarden
Yes you did primise. An i love you for bein there for me. Ur not a fool youre my best friend. Dont give up on me too.
i dot hate you and I would never be so shallow to hate you or be mad at you because you got hurt. I got mad at you because you have been getting mad easily and you played me. I come back to you but you do the same thing to me over and over again zaraidaburak
I never played u. An i never got mad at u ever. I chose to come back to london for u this summer an u didnt wanna see me. I could have stayed home an did hockey school but i went there an now look where i am. U dont want me but u get mad an call me a player when someone else does. Hmmm
What do you think about the most?
Bumm. But she hates me cause i got hurt. Kinda shallow but whatever.you find out who ur real friends are when **** happens. Ill fix this. Life is better without the crap anyways. Live an learn. Be a warrior face life an kick its as*
What have you lied about lately ?
How much i miss her
If you had to ask God a question what would it be?
Why r hospital tv's so small and why does the food have to be so bad.
I'm sorry. I honestly hoped it would work out for you. Wish I could hug you right now. edensgarden
Its no big. Me too but whatever right. Life goes on. An u dont have to be here to hug me. I feel u and know u are always huggin me. Thats what is special about u is u never gave up one. Ill text u later k. Im ok dont worry. Thanks e
It's ok. Was it what you wanted to hear, if so do you feel better now? edensgarden
Nope. But its what i expected soo. And no but now i know for sure right.
Did you get the answers you were looking for? edensgarden
Yup. Pre much. Hows ur weekend goin
Ya Zaraida. Thats me. A player. How many guys u got dangling? Didnt hear from u in two weeks and u call me a player?? Really. U should seriously check what that means. Think i will wait till its convenient for u to be friends. U call me a player. Holy ****??
I will beat you down Boland edensgarden
Lmao. U couldnt beat me even with all these casts and pins. But i would let u anyways
You're not an idiot Jess just dumb sometimes.jk lol. I would so kiss you right back! edensgarden
A dumb idiot. And that would be cool if u did.
I'm sorry about putting that on you yesterday. Not fair to you. Had to tell you how I felt though. edensgarden
Its ok. And i know how u feel. If i was there right now i swear i would kiss u. Youve always been there an im an idiot
Heyy. How was your first therapy? Thought about you all day. Hope you're feeling ok:-) edensgarden
Went ok i think. Hurts alot to move. They like torture i think. How was ur day
That's not funny you wierdo. It's. Creepy! Throw it out before it does talk to you. I have to go. Dinner bbl k. Kik edensgarden
Ok. Harvey says bye to
Not funny jerk. There will be no pics because there will be none of that happening. I used to get so mad at her when she asked you out and so scared you would say yes. Your turn for something funny. edensgarden
Ahhh come onnnn. Haha. Idk. When i got here this nurse gave me a white stuffed bear and now sometimes i talk to it and i named it harvey. Gettin wierder by the second. I wake up sometimes and it is starin at me. I think its tryin to talk back to me. Bordom?? Maybe
I didn't know what to say so I told her I would think about it and now I am terrified for tomorrow. FML! edensgarden
She is hot. U should just say yes...would be good for u but I want pics hahahahha.
OMG you are the most stubborn person. I hope ken and barbie have little trolls as she likes to say. Not jk! Something funny? Do you remember my friend Meagan? She decided she is bi and wants a relationship with me. I think i'm going to change schools. edensgarden
Naw never. Poor kids lol. Ahahha thats too funny. She used to ask me out every day. Lmao. Big smiles.
I know something is wrong Jess. Maybe I can help and I don't know anything funny. Did you get bad news, is she still being a ***** to you, is it just a bad day? Tell me please! edensgarden
No. No bad news. Sergery tuesday still and she texts me everyday but i dont reply. I hope the have really ugly kids. Jk. Tell me something funny. Make me laugh
I'm not gone. My phone died. Tell me what'wrong. edensgarden
Nothin dont worry about it. There is nothin u can do about it so no worries. Tell me something funny
Yea beautiful. I promise I won't tell you when I cry anymore. Don't start liking those drugs too much lol. I won't bother you incase you are asleep. Kik later. Sweet dreams Jess. edensgarden
Thats not what I meant. And the drugs make me happy. Jk. Kik later. And thanks E
Awe. But you are still beautiful to me. But you did look pretty bad when I saw you last. I was so scared for you I couldn't sleep or eat. I just cried. Friends for life Jesse! edensgarden
Aha. Beautiful eh...I know but i looked worse then i felt...haha good drugs they give you. Dont cry for me anymore k. Im alive and I can fix this so no more crying. Promise.k! I am on kik again and might get instagram back if she says yes. Super tired an gonna sleep for a bit before visiting hours start. I miss u all so keep talkin to me k. Gets lonely.
I just wish I could have spent more time with you. As a friend. Thats what hurts so much. I spent so much time being jellous and envious that I forgot whats important. Friends. What are the doctors saying. Do they think you will get better. edensgarden
Same here. Just wanted to hang with the old group and it got stupid. And it wasnt ur fault. I let it happen and should have stopped her. Friends for life Eden. I dont really want to talk about doctor crap on here but im ok. Bones are healin an i almost dont look like i fought an mma fighter lol.
I thought alot after your accident and realize how fast life changes and i have so many things to say sorry for so I will just say sorry for everything especially being so jellous and mean to everyone. I have changed so much and I like me better now edensgarden
Its ok Eden. I cant be mad at anyone anymore. Thanks though. I like u better when u are happier so stay like thus and dont sweat the little crap cause sometimes it aint worth it.
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