Kaitlin
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Pizza, basically food in general
I love you baby xx got your Texas on? You excited to move to Dallas? I miss you so much!
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My poor babygirl, tell her I'm okay, and that I miss her too.
Thank you xx I'm going to get rid of anon questions:)
No you haven't. Of course you have for fcks sake why are you doing this? Do you actually want me to kill myself
And maybe I will. Then how would you feel? Knowing that the entire reason I killed myself was because of you, you practically killed another human being? You are sick, a sick human being.
Thanks. Why would I reply? You are telling me to kill myself! That's not okay.
stopped replying because I'm not replying to a heap of messages telling me to kill myself
love you too xx
Love you more sis, you better come down soon.
Thank you xxx I'll try not to
When I fell down the stairs, or when I first sang as a kid
Her opinion, I don't care
Again, her opinion I could not give a fck
Cool, well I do
Her opinion
They probably do
You wouldn't mind if I stepped on your foot then?
That's just fcked up
And did she tell you that?
She hated me so much that her dying wish was to come get treated in Melbourne so she could be closer to me?
Oh yeah? What did I do exactly anon?
Do we have to start this again, she had cancer, stage four high risk nueroblastoma, so go shove your opinion up your A$$, she may have been sucidal but she certainly did not kill herself
xxx
Thank you Ayva xxx
Thank you gorgeous xx I'm trying
I know I do
and you're not? you sit behind a computer and tear people down, words hurt alot, you probably don't understand, words have made so many people fight for their lives every fcking day, yet you continue to type such harsh things, I act like it doesn't affect me but deep down below we all know that it does. Every single word becomes a demon, a demon that never leaves your mind, coming back when you are most venerable. So just stop, what you say actually affects people
yep.
words hurt.
because of Demi Lovato
sure! what favour?
have you ever heard of Jesus? cause you need him
maybe I actually am bipolar? ever think about that
you see I turn on my side and squeeze through.
yeah it was great. no, I wasn't awake for breakfast
I know
that's nice
so do I sometimes... but oh well
Don't think I don't already know that?
I have many.
But the main one was thumb surgery, because my thumb wouldn't straighten
Words. Whoever said "sticks and stones may break my bones but words will never hurt me" was obviously on drugs, or in denial, words hurt more than anything, when you think about it everything starts with a words, whether that is "I love you" or "worthless piece of sht" words can make people's life a living hell, you'll call a girl fat, and all she'll hear in her head is fat over and over again, the word will taunt her until she does something about it and that something could possibly end her life, you may tell someone you love them but not mean it and break their heart leaving them with terrible thoughts about themselves, human beings never think about what effect their words could have, choose wisely, what you say could end someone's life
Take away abuse, and cancer. And make Demi Lovato win 500 Grammys and go down in history as the best musician ever (she's already amazing so that wouldn't be hard)
Demi Lovato
my brother left a box in front of my door and I tripped on it and someone woke me up before 10:00
Stuck my fingers in a treadmill, yep I was a smart child, ended up in the ER, I can still remember the song that was playing on the radio of the car
My mother
Plastic surgery
In case- Demi Lovato
fckkkkk how do I describe this is words, like it's legitimately to hard to do. Y'all probably don't understand the bond I had with that girl, she was my light at the end of the tunnel, an without her I feel like I can't breath. She was my sister, like y'all seriously We were inseparable, sometimes I wake up and call her number, but then I remember she isn't going to answer and my heart drops even more than it already has. I miss that bubbly little motherfckr, she always could cheer others up even if she was having a bad day. Her voice was comforting, like an angel, she was literally an angel I swear to the higher power that she was an angel. Her blonde hair and brown eyes that lit up when she was happy, her deadly thin frame that was pretty scary, her tan skin that although it was tan was pale, her straight white teeth that were like goals, I don't believe in the word perfect, I think that word is fcking stupid, society changes their idea of perfect everyday, so once you think you've gotten to perfect society says it's not good enough, you need to be skinner you need to be prettier, and that is why I believe in the word healthy, Bea however was not healthy, her mind had a disease and I'm not talking about the cancer, it killed me when I found out, this happy bubbly girl was slowly killing herself and that's what hurt the most, she was anorexic and bulimic, she self harmed, she would get drunk, she was no where near healthy and it was slowly killing everyone around her, her family ha experienced it when she was seven, everything except the drinking, she spent so long in the hospital until she finally got better, but after the rape things just went downhill again, she wasn't the same bubbly outgoing Bea I knew, she was broken and I will never forgive him for what he did to her, he broke her again, so hard that we couldn't fix her. The roughest patch had to be when she lost Sav, a close friend of hers, the only friend she had at her school, the way Sav died had taken such a toll on Bea that she thought about doing it to herself, she called me the night she was going to do it, to say goodbye, when I answered and she said goodbye I did the only thing that I could think of, I sang our song, the one she'd sing to me when I needed her, and to this day I cannot listen to the song without breaking, her family told me I saved her life, but he was taken from us a year later, it just doesn't seem right anymore. One of my favorite memories was the night we were calling each other, it was pretty late, but I couldn't care less I just wanted to see my beautiful best friend again, because everytime I called her I feared it would be the last, I tried convincing her to get help again that what she was going wasn't healthy but she didn't listen, I eventually cracked her, she broke down over the phone and admitted what I had already known, she'd relapsed, and pretty badly, I calmed her down and stayed on the phone with her as she talked to her mom, she told her what had happened, her mom was nothing but supportive and she went to rehab. I love that moment because it shows how close we were, the fact that I could break her walls over the phone, and she would tell me everything just showed how close we were. To sum it up Isabella Mae Smith meant the world to me, and I cannot wait to see her back in heaven when it's my time.
When people didn't say goodbye
HOLY MOFO sht PIPPY, IM SO PROUD OF YOU xxxxxxx
Holy sht I swear I'll fall asleep in class tomoz
I love you Pipetta x
What's wrong with being confident?
And I'm proud of you for recovering beautiful, you are worth it x
Thank you Beautiful, an you should be with yours too you're a healthy skinny now and I'm so proud of you for that
I love you too x
Thank you :)
Father- Demi Lovato bcos I think about what her father did to her and it makes me cry and I think part of me feels like this with my mother. My Love Is Like A Star- Demi Lovato, hell I can't even sing this without bawling unlike father which I can sing I just can't listen to it, I can't listen to my loves like a star without crying and can't sing it without being a complete mess, this is because Isabella used to sing it to me when I was upset, I didn't know who it was by she wouldn't tell me and now I know and holy sht the feels
Confident- Demi Lovato, Party- Demi Lovato, Warrior- Demi Lovato
Keeping up with the kardashians or sonny with a chance bcos Demi
losing a friend but it's too late for that sht :( oh and a nip slip ;)
Haven't had it yet ahahah
California, or Texas, anywhere in the US really but probably Hollywood
being with my sisters, love you Bea and Marls xx
Demi Lovato
To love the skin you are in, Demi Lovato is truly an inspiration
Beatrice Devonne Demetria Evelyn Lyric Leigh Melody Ariana Ava-Leigh Faith
A pen
In Las Vegas, playing Demi Lovato whilst walking around the strip ahaha, literally going to be great
I like her because she isn't like every other celebrity who puts out an album of songs they think the public will enjoy, Demi uses music as a way to connect to people, putting out songs she likes and songs that are unique, she puts out songs to help people, help them get over what has held them back and I like that about her. I like Demi because she is real, she is not some fake A$$ celebrity that hides behind their 'good girl' image, in 2010 Demi went to rehab, for self-harm and eating disorders, she also admitted to self medicating, which takes a lot of guts to do, Demi has made her struggles public, in order to help others who are dealing with the same thing she dealt with. I also like Demi because she is F;UCKING TALENTED BRO, I MEAN THOSE VOCALS HOLY SH:IT. AND LIKE SHE'S SO FU;CKING GOOD LIVE I MEAN SHE CAN SING ALL HER SONGS PERFECTLY LIVE WITHOUT FU;CKING AUTOTUNE SO s*ck ON THAT
4-5
Demi Lovato
Be careful who you trust, not everyone is who they seem to be
People that pretend to care, people ignoring me, fake A$$ btches, my parents atm, a lot of things, I'm seriously so easy to annoy
Mainly all of them are Demi Lovato lyrics, my last two have been from 'Stone Cold' which is seriously stunning
Demi Lovato
What cuts?
98%
You Do Realise None Of This Is Affecting Me Right.
Maybe not fitting in will make me millions one day.
Well look apart from my close group of friends I probably don't, but it's not like I need any others anyways, everyone is the same, and I'm fcking sick of it, everyone just ends up breaking your heart, you'll soon come to realise it, I try so hard with some people because they seem nice, but they are all the same, they don't care, you treat them so well but they don't care, and soon everyone will realise, high school doesn't matter, most of the friends you make there you'll never see again so what does it matter, none of them will make an outstretched effort to contact you, I've accepted that and so should you, it's time to get over this bullsht, because those of us that have seen reality know it's not going to matter in 7 years, maybe someday people will realise that I had a world of chances for them, chances they were burning through.
Well look apart from my close group of friends I probably don't, but it's not like I need any others anyways, everyone is the same, and I'm fcking sick of it, everyone just ends up breaking your heart, you'll soon come to realise it, I try so hard with some people because they seem nice, but they are all the same, they don't care, you treat them so well but they don't care, and soon everyone will realise, high school doesn't matter, most of the friends you make there you'll never see again so what does it matter, none of them will make an outstretched effort to contact you, I've accepted that and so should you, it's time to get over this bullsht, because those of us that have seen reality know it's not going to matter in 7 years, maybe someday people will realise that I had a world of chances for them, chances they were burning through.
Missing my Queen Bea more and more too xx I'm here for you beautiful girl, Hey you got your phone back must mean your being good and not biting any nurses eh?
I do have a best friend, she's just not here anymore, Bea was a gorgeous girl who is missed so very dearly and I know that she is waiting for me in heaven. Honey I cost more money than that precious little phone your typing on
Hanging with Demi Lovato
YOU CAN BANDAGE THE DAMAGE, YOU NEVER REALLY CAN FIX A HEART... sorry I had too, idk
Myself
Thanks Morgz, really appreciate this xx Miss you in choir girll! You should have come to China
"Everytime you go to comment or even click on a link, trying to spread negativity, go spend time with someone that you love instead, because life is so short" - Demi Lovato, Thanks Amy, I will xx ILY
Penelope, what are you up to child
Is stupidest a word? IDK if it is, but the stupidest thing I have done in the past week was trying to scroll on my arm, like you scroll on an iPad, yep pretty stupid but god damn it was funny