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lol so many things i could write an essay about it, but i'm tired of why i act differently in certain situations bc of my brain. my brain s*cks. i think another one is that no matter how bad or good it was, i have this theory that you will always have a soft side for your first, true love. no matter how much you 'hate' each other, somehow the universe has its ways of outting you and them together. idk, maybe i'm just grasping on random things.
omg i'm so sorry if i come across that!! i think it's just me tryna socialize and be confident yknow? helps me talk i guess, despite it being a poor coping mechanism. i deal with things strangely.
i wish i wasn't so sad and alone all the time
i think about my grade 8 year a lot. it was bittersweet. i learned so much about myself, both bad and good. if i didn't experience my grade 8 year, i wouldn't be the person i am today. i still don't like the person i am yet, but i have improved so much and that i give credit to myself.
i don't hate anyone :P
knowing that my mum isn't going to be around much longer.
having a manic episode
i can't believe this site still exists lmfao
buying big watches.
idfk.
don't date me. bc stupid sht happens and i end up being single (i am single btw and i am gonna stay like that until i'm 89 yrs old).
adidas merch and piercings. ?
"beware: raging hormonal teenager coming thru"
divinity - porter robinson ft. amy millian
smoked.
trying to hide who i truly am from the world.
wtf?
pokemon go, but it's finally dead which is great!
most likely st pats.
idk there's people who think i'm annoying and they would rather see me go. have this fear that i will be jumped on by a group of people. i remember last year i wasn't... the greatest person at all and i know i made some people scratch their heads. but i am not like that anymore. anyways, i don't really contribute to northern so, no one would really notice if i had left, ahahah!
you. i would like to get to know you better! do you happen to be in my math class at all? :P
obviously my wifey, kiersten!! i do have lots of people in my mind who i would like to get to know better, but i'm just shy ahaha!
well i think there's lots of people in that class who i will admit who're quite humble (and funny!!). i think i am just really insecure that i'm not the best at math in that class unlike others, and i always have this fear that some of the students who are really good at that subject will pick on me because i can't grasp it all that well. i just get flustered easily in that class i suppose!! :0
aw! thankyou so much for this honestly. :D i'm not transferring anyway even if i protested (dad says no). but, there's nothing about me to be jealous about... ❤
hey thankyou so much that means a lot to me! ? i haven't ripped out my eyebrows since november but i unfortunately had a recent episode of ripping out my eyelashes last month but haven't done it since then. it's quite stressful to resist the urge. :(
i sorta quit cold turkey bc my mum ranted about an hour about how I can have infections / early baldness in the future. but lately i've been using elastics on my wrist and if i start to feel uneasy i begin to play with it if i have thoughts of tugging my hair / eyebrows / eyelashes. i also massage my head & i dance. for me to maintain my hair (e.g grow back) i put on coconut oil every other day. hopefully my advice works but if you need more, let me know!!
i feel like northern doesn't want me around anymore. i can't connect to anyone and it makes me feel sad.
i want to transfer schools but i can't. :(
yeah... :(
sharing some good memes and having trust.
lmao okay, see ya. ✌?
me too honestly. do you know what the quickest method is?
getting a tattoo.
how much they drank or smoked weed at a party. like... cool?
my phone.
my g1!
anything as long as it isn't $exual or overly insensitive.
i'd kick their head so hard, they would fall off. ? rapists are absolutely disgusting and i have no respect for them.
yes and no i have never lost my virginity.
15, and nahhh. not yet.
not that i'm aware of, why do you ask? ??♀️
they give me anxiety, especially in my math class.
nothing, i have the worst luck ever.
when your heart starts to flutter when you think about that one crush. . . ?
even though i love being friends with anon people, who are you exactly...? but thankyou, ilyt! ✨☺️
i'm so proud that you kept fighting! everyday is a second chance and i'm happy that i was able to be the one to keep you moving. ☺️ i hope you have found the happiness you've wanted for so long. you're loved by me. ?
i already did for two months (that's why i didn't show up for english or gym classes for some days) but my dad wanted me to leave.
you are amazing... whoever you are, thank you. something bad happened to me this week, and it sent me down in a downwards spiral and i'm not going to lie, it takes a long time for me to get back up on my feet. tl;dr ily, you made me feel wanted. ?
you have a beautiful soul. ? i don't know who you are but please never be afraid to snapchat me or dm me on instagram. :) and thank you so much, i get very happy when indiviuals come and tell me that i give them hope and confidence... i dislike it when people are hard on themselves or they feel alone because i went through that rough stage in my life before – nobody deserves to have low self-esteem. ??
i bet you are 100x kinder than me, anon. ? but thank you for the love! xoxo
awe well i'm finally glad that i'm seeing the truth in those comments! :D and thank you so much for the compliment! ?
i wish i knew who this was so that i could properly thank you over snapchat or instagram... :( but, you made my morning. it's really nice to see that people have seen the progress i've made. of course there's bumps on the road of recovery but hey, i'm glad i am not the kid who wanted to die or never smiled anymore. i'm smiling for real, and i'm glad i'm still around. :) thank you once again for being kind. ?
because once you hear the words like "your smile is gross" or "are you sure you don't have an eating disorder?" or even the words "i can't believe you're a ...", it really begins to deteriorate your self-worth and you start to think the negative comments are the real comments & the positive comments are coverups. your brain starts to tease you in ways you don't want it to. however, i'm starting to like myself more and more... but it's a tough patch to fix. if you ever think "god that kiddo seems down all the time", you should try to hangout with the grade 7/8 version of me – you wouldn't stand 10 minutes of her. that's how much i've changed. i'm getting there but i wish people would get to know me more than just point out the flaws right away instead of knowing the backstory to what happened. oh well. :)
you're so cute anon ily pls have a good day bc you made me smile :)
awh, you're loved by me. i won't give up, your support gives me strength. i hope you have a good night, anon. :) xoxo?