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Ahaa, I understand where you're coming from. The "On and Off Thing", Its not my style. I guess I just really really wanted to make it work. I was willing to do anything just to go back to the perfect relationship we once had, But after a certain point, I realized it wasn't going to. That's what really hurts.
A lot of people tell me this,
No flow is good flow.
Grade Eleven! :) Woop Woop.
Well that's good to know, :)
Hmm, This is gonna be long, but here it goes..
Don't regret anything or anybody, and don't let people make you feel like you should regret anything either. Take credit for your mistakes. Regrets are only an excuse to say that you didn't get what you wanted. Don't complain when things get hard, because nothing that comes at a free price, is worth paying for anyways.
People aren't always going to accept you. One person is always going to bring you down and call you stupid and tell you that your dreams are impossible. The truth is, everybody judges everybody. Make yourself worth judging.
Don't lower your standards to meet other peoples expectations. If there is one thing you want to accomplish, do it. You can be absolutely anybody or anything that you want to be. That person you've always wanted to be may change once its who you've become, and that's okay. Just, Don't let anything stop you from being who you want to be and living the life you want to live. You only live once.
Well, I didn't really want to publicize it all. So I'm just going to say that we were going through a hard time where we fought waay too much. I guess mostly, I took our relationship for granted and lost some of the things your supposed to have in a relationship. Its really hard. But we're going to try and work things out i guess. I mean, It wasn't anything he did necessarily wrong. Its just really complicated and hard.
Hmm, it was almost two years ago so I couldn't really tell you.
Good. I'd hope you're not referring me to being a slu*.
And Likely because guys manipulate girls into believing that their someone "special" and that they actually have respect for her. Once a girl does something with him, the guy turn to his friends and makes it look like the girls the one without respect towards herself.
well, kinda personal, but i asked for it, so two.
aw thank you :)
Nine months tomorrow :)!
Thank you. I love that boy:$
I love that songg :)*
Tomorrow, of course!:)
My friends "forgot" to bring me a charger so my phones been dead! -.-
As I've said previously, It doesn't affect me much anymore. Before it use to a lot, but that's changed. Of course its going to bug me some-what if somebody speeks badly about me, but at the same time, as you said, their opinion doesn't matter so i think i'm pretty good at letting it go.
Sitting in bed, just can't sleep. Loven it -.-
I totally understand what your saying.
Verrry preetty girl :) your cousins are precious. I don't know her personally but seems like a blast :).
Favorite artist, deffffenitaly Mr. Luke Brian. :) mm. Favorite song though has to be Wanted by the one & onlyy Hunter Hayes :) .. OHH! or Do it right by Doc Walker :) mm. Tie for those two.
Thank you love, :) I don't.
far from perfect, but perfectly happy :) thank you :)
Beth?:) I Love You! I agree, hangouts asap :')!
I'm going to take that as a compliment, thank you. :)
Dan Elder: he was in my woodworking but I kind of stopped going. I texted him a few times before, he seems rather nice but I dont honestly know him :) Brooke Jansen: Pure beauty. She's beautiful and such a nice energetic girll :)! Nothing negative about that girl:) Keifer Ledgley: hmm, I've never spoken to him! I've heard good things about him though :) & Heidi Emmons: LOVEE HER. Such a good friend to me & gaah! Shes been here for me through somuch:) shes gorgous and f***ing great.
Gaah! Use to hangout with these boys sooo much! Beauties!
Kooper: i miss our casual walks! We use to talk like all the time! Remember when You spazzed out at petries thaat one time! HAHAHAAA
Petrie: motthhher f***er! We had math together.. I probably should have went more often :$ but yaaa.. My boyfriendd haates you :( hahahaahah! Kindaa funny thoough!
Steven: i don't remember the last time i went to fourth.. Preetty much.f***ed up that credit.but yeaah, miss talking to you!
Lmfaaaaoooo. This is awkward?
I never said that people calling me negative shi* does get to me. It does, a lot actually. But Its the fact that I've grown to deal with it and that i know i'm not a bad person that keeps me going on. But don't get me wrong, I mostly dyed it for my benifits, My hair was reallllyyy dead. Like horrribly! and I was also starting to convince myself that it might actually look better on me to go brounette. So between that, and the fact peoples oppinions towards me was bringing me down a bit.. One night I decided I was just going to do it. If I liked it, good. If I didn't I knew I could always go back. :) So I dunno, I guess your right to say this. But to be honest.. I wasn't as strong as I am now then two months ago.
um i'm actually in grade eleven, so i'm sixteen. He's nineteen. So meh, if thats your oppinion than thats understandable but please give me two reasons why age interfears with the relationship i have with him. I may not always act as mature as I come across, but i've tried dating people my age. Even a year or two older. But in the end, I find highschool boys imature and perverted. Mikes not like every other guy at sdci who hits on any half decent looking girl in tights and a crop top. Our relationship revolves around a lot more than apperence, discrimination or grade. I think a relationship is about feelings. And if thats not enough, than I think you're looking for the wrong things in a boyfriend/girlfriend.
16, :$ thats a weeird question!
Omg, when I move to the countty next year I will!:)
Afew reasons actually.
I felt like i was sterotyped. I was that ditsy, slu*ty, stupid blonde. It got to my head. People called me fake, And im not. I state my honest oppinions and i treat people with high respect. So i dyed my hair brown hoping it would affect the was i was treated. Its funny how much i know it has. A lots changed in the past few monthss. Things are peicing together and now if people want to sterotype i know i have the strength to brush it off. I want to go blonde, I LOVVE IT! It suits me, just not in the neggitive way people looked at it as. so long story short.. Yes! I will, once i save money of course :)
Noo, not really :$
Umm, two weeks :$ but true enough. Its actually to do with sleeping dissorders & such. Its been a problem for yeeears.
Nooooo.. I just sleep in a lot. :(
About $300 cash, & my moms purse :( it could have been soooooo much worse! So we\'re thankful that was it. I\'m glad nobody was hurt:). It just s*cks. The one time we don\'t lock our doors.. People prove why i don\'t trust them. But ooh well! Its just money, that can be replaced!
I like to think we'll last forever. And i mean, i understand maybe thats being niave.. But i cant honestly see myself without him in my life. As ive expressed in previous responces.. I love him to peices. And if what we've gone through together in these 9months hasnt spliten us up yet.. I dont see what could. I am so beyond inlove with that Boy :). Gaah!
Naah, :( i went to my nanas.. But close!
Meeh, i wouldnt discriminate.. Some guys are good looking and all.. but there personality just crash there entire look. I love my boyfriend alot :) i find him the se*iest.
Thank you so much!:) That was thoughtful :)
Thank you, :) it actually meens a lot. I mean, im not by any means a perfect person. I don't get all A's l. I have regrets and i make constant mistakes. But although i am not a perfect person, i do believe im a good person. I have strong beliefs and i think i do my best to make others including myself happy. If that's not enough to accept someone, i don't reaally know what is.
Lmfao, :) people like you are the reason people kill them selves every daay. I hope you know how much that shi* use to get to me last year, how many pills i swallowed and how many times i considered shi* im happy i didn\'t have the strength to do. But finally i looked aroud and saw the friends i have and people that care about me. Their worth so much more then these shi*ty comments that cowards like you make behind a computer screen. Grow some dignity and it to my face. People like you are the people nobody wants on this earth so f*** yourself and die in hell. I\'m not a *****, cause quite frankly my past doesn\'t define me. Quite frankly im in a relationship with the guy im madly inlove with. Oh and everybody hates me? Funny because i have a table of best friends i sit with every day and hangout with every weekend that love eachother to peices. So i think i have all i need right there :). But thanks for making me judge myself, because i don\'t think i possibly do that enough.
Yeaah, he is 19. :) but i mean, i dont think that matters..
She seems like such a legit sweetheart :) my lockers close to hers and she is verrrry friendly! I would like talking to her more :). Yes, i would likee that!:)
Lmfaaaao! Thank youu, im just sitting outside waiting to be picked up -.- fuun saturday night.
Probablyy until next weekend :(
I dont "clame" to be deppressed, thank you very much. I talk to my best friends and boyfriendd about situations such as so. I find it kinda personal actually, so i don't really know how you know but i guess people have nothing better to gossip about.
But anyways, i have deppression dissorder. But i refuse to become deppressed. Being deppressed is a set of mood therefor a choice. I don't believe in that choice. If its proven smiling increases mood, along with laughter.. Why would i pas* that opportunity up? School is my happy place. Im surrounded by friends and possitive emotions. So therefor i may have a split personality between that and my home life. That isn't your business though. So yeah, i dont salk about my dissorder to everyone who will give me sympathy, i dont believe in waisting your life being sad, so i try to cheer others up and motivate myself to be happy by acting by which you clas*ify as fake. But f*** you cause i've never acted differently. I guess im just naturally "fake". And if you didn't catch the sarcasm, thaat Isn't possible.
Honestly, there is so much to this question. When I first mett him.. It was just a spark. But now it's so much more than that. The way he orders his coffee, the way he talks on the phone.. I don't think there's anything I DONT see in him. His patients, his determination, his pas*ion for working hard & respect towards others especially his family. He's such a strong personn. You have no clue that he's been through. He knows me inside out and never once placed a negative judgment towards me. For once in my life someone taught me to look in the mirror and not only love the girl staring back but love the face that goes along with it. I havent been happier in my life. He helps me through challenges day by day and continues to help me through the shi* we battle through. He's my best friend. I see the world in him.
well nooot reaally considering I've been with my boyfriend for nine months and hes my only kill :) but thanks for coming out. I reaally appreciate it!