are you ok there, anon.
deep breaths. you can do this.
step back for a second and reevaluate.
talk to those with the art trades, i'm sure they'll understand. if not, they don't deserve a trade.
art block s*cks. i find realism a great way to get out of it, because realism draws what's directly in front of you, without you putting any imaginative artistic expertise. plus it improves skill. check out atarichandrawer, they have great anatomy practice.
deep breaths.
re-evaluate starting with what's most important and urgent first, then work forward.
you can do it.