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DO YOU WANT A BOYFRIEND???

Well yeah... a soft spot in me really does but I'm under the impression that boys only hurt you. Plus I really feel like I won't be in a relationship annnyyy time soon. I have a non-existent love life and am always liking people way out of my league.

rebeccalewis replied 3851 days ago

what are your least favourite subjects?

the ones where we don't speak in english... so french and maths

rebeccalewis replied 3851 days ago

do you like alchohol?

I really haven't tasted much, but of what I have tasted it's pretty overrated. For the amount of harm it gives your body, it really doesn't taste that great but I'm pretty sure people get addicted to the euphoria of being drunk. I'd prefer a cordial tbh :) ahahahah

rebeccalewis replied 3851 days ago

its not kind to tell her to stfu you probably dont know her well... she is going through so much that she cant explain on here. the only thing she can share is about the pressure of not being the same as the other kids at school.

Of course I'll say thank-you but the other message had a massive point that is so true. Calling me annoying hurt but I mean, it was the perfect kick up the a s s that I need right now. I looked back at my response and I'm ashamed. I wrote it in a down mood and I was whiny and ridiculous and the person is perfectly correct to trip me up. There's so much I need to fix about myself and becoming aware is the first step. You don't need to explain that I have more going on - i know what is going on for me and i know who I am as a person, my worth shouldn't change if someone doesn't like me. That goes for everyone. Your reputation is separate from who you are. Everyone has problems and I am just at a period where I'm learning to build my coping mechanisms. I apologise sincerely to the other anonymous. I still feel horrible that someone doesn't like me - or well finds me annoying (they must care about me to some extent considering they gave me the option to talk to them about my problems) That's another thing I need to fix... my overthinking and quick assumptions. I'm working on it :)

rebeccalewis replied 3853 days ago

stfu becky you're getting really annoying. you go to a private school and that is already more than what most kids get. you're so up yourself and want the perfectl lifetyle. well guess what? not everyone gets it, so shut up and deal with it

I'm really upset that you feel that way about me but you're completely entitled to your opinion. I'm not going to take too much offense because I doubt you mean this is an overly nasty way but... please calm down. I'm very thankful I go to a private school, but you say it as if I don't deserve it... No person is more equal or more importanr than another. I earned my way into private school... I'm on a 100% scholarship, the school wants me there because otherwise I can't afford it. In general means I'm a lot wealthier than disadvantages parts in the world but in my society I am on the verge of being homeless and it's been a struggle for my family. I'm working to get better and I'll think about this comment for weeks in all honesty because I hate to think people think so lowly of me. I know in my heart I am a happy, helpful person who would do anything for those in need. It's what I spend 95% of my time doing. I'm sorry you have only seen me at my worst. I am going to stronger and change for you

rebeccalewis replied 3853 days ago 1

Can u please stop posting those suicidal/depressing statuses as it worries the people who care abour u. Just talk to some one if u need too or i can inbox u if u need to talk to anyone

Okay, firstly I want to say I really appreciate you sending this. I know I really need to control myself sometimes but I do have a lot to let you know. You say my statuses worry people but... I've never heard that from anyone. No one has said they are worried due to my statuses. You also say I should talk to someone... but who?... If no one worries... no one contacts... no one cares. To be completely honest, people don't want to hear me go on about my problems and I understand I guess, I have to accept that. Really the only person who I know particularly wouldn't want me to die would be my Mum... basically because she has to. I hate my life ok. I hate it. I try and I try and I'm getting better, I have better days but... my life still s*cks. It's lonely, it's boring, it's impractical, it's not what I see others flourish through. I don't think anyone will ever understand how jealous I am of everyone at Peninsula... Everyone's life just seem so perfect. They all wake up in lovely houses, waking up to a beautiful bedroom with a desk, with lots of food in the cupboard, with their parents making breakfast... They have eventful days and have many friends. None of that is me. I'd kill for it. Kill. My whole holidays I basically sat in my house twiddling my thumbs while all I see is fun all round for everyone else. Do you know how that feels? I can't accept myself. I feel ugly, I feel fat, I feel dumb and sometimes I just want it to all go away. I'm an unnoticed nothing and writing this brings me to tears. I know I have potential, I know I could do something in my life but I don't want to go through this amount of pain to get there. I've already made a decision to flip my life around, change the way i think and react to/about situations but they always come back to push me harder until I break. It doesn't seem worth it.

rebeccalewis replied 3853 days ago

do you smoke

No...

rebeccalewis replied 3854 days ago

I wanna ask you out but im to scared

Never be scared. I'm not one to be scared of, I welcome you with open arms. I can't say that I will date you as I'm am interested in someone at the moment and I am one to believe that you have to have the truest of true feelings for someone to let them into your heart. Brave of you to come message me! Even on anonymous. :)

rebeccalewis replied 3854 days ago

I love you my little bird. You are wonderful and beautiful and smart and you deserve to be happy and smile everyday. I'm fairly sure you know who I am, I just don't have a qooh me account
Always looking out for you
Mumma bird

Of course I know who you are you ball of sunshine!! Thank-you so much and all the same for you, I'd love to be friends for a very long time! <3 Will always be by your side Mumma :') Thanks so much beautiful, you painted a smile right across my face

rebeccalewis replied 3859 days ago

You'll be able to do whatever you want in life...

Aww! That's such a beautiful thing to say, thank-you so much. With that kindness so will you!! <3

rebeccalewis replied 3862 days ago

Can you do something on fb saying "Like for hot or not?"

I mean I could but I hate things like that because they make the world seem like it's only regarding looks. I mean I posted a picture for fifteen minutes of my progressed stomach tone and I iust couldn't keep it up because I don't want people to see me as appearance obsessed or something. You're probably a great looking person, you don't need others opinions, I promise.

rebeccalewis replied 3869 days ago

Wow, thanks for actually replying :) haha i didnt expect that

Ahaha perfectly fine :) What I'm here for.

rebeccalewis replied 3869 days ago

By touching do you mean under the clothes?

Yeah ahah I mean, I know that sounds real ****ty but it's my true answer to the question. I mean, it'd have to be a really great relationship! :)

rebeccalewis replied 3869 days ago

furthest you would go with a guy?

I don't know. I mean I still feel some innocence, I'm too young for too much. Considering I'm so rude on my other questions giving no information I'll be truthful. I would probably stop at touching, I mean, like I'd probably be comfortable enough (if he were the right guy) to explore bodies but *ex, nada. Too young for that.

rebeccalewis replied 3869 days ago

Pls marry me <3

I do <3

rebeccalewis replied 3869 days ago
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