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Usagi Lockser

Herbalistx

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Is your discord the same, it's not letting me add you StayFrosty_29

Yes but i send you the new name sorry!

Herbalistx replied 2303 days ago

Bish I sent a discord add! StoryOfShori

I accepted one the other day! o . o let me log back on haha
whats your discord o . o

Herbalistx replied 2333 days ago

I have a question for you. When you dropped Zima as a friend was it because you listened to the rumors that were being spread about her? FireKitten

I wanted a break from Zima.. She was a good friend until the drama would come along and end up consuming her. No matter how much i wanted to be there i felt i was only there when she was hurting.. which a friend suppose to do. but at times i would want to spend the happy days with her as well. soon my thought consumes me and every time i heard something bad happen to her or my other friends it would make me full of anxiety because literally half of my roleplaying was me logging on to something happen.
either these group of friends are fighting one day and horrible to the next time i log on everyone buddy buddy. It was just too confusing to me and it was hard to follow up on who did what when all we all could have done is just blocked or deleted them. Not only that there was a few time were i felt like i was being watch like if i was some kind of spy against her which through me over the edge (again my own thought .. anxiety can s*ck) and then someone kelp bugging about her saying where is she we know you know i didn't care anymore i couldn't deal with it i was filled with so much mixed emotion i messaged her i need a break due to the drama and i hope to see her again or something along those lines but she wrote back that probably wasn't likely..(this isn't word for word only from what I can remember) which was really sad to me but i couldn't expect her to open her arm back to me after leaving like that so its understandable. So I guess to answer to the question is No it was mainly from the stress and so much negative energy at the time I needed to get away I even stop rp as Usagi for a bit. Anyways have a good day I hope this answer doesn't anger you so much.
p.s Zima was a good friend very sweet very kind, when I think about it now and days it was never her more of the stress other brought to her and other around them and can be too much on a person and for that I am sorry for not being a strong friend. But I hope you are doing well smiling old friend may your future shines bright like the sun

Herbalistx replied 2340 days ago 1

The way i see it its just roleplayer roleplaying in a different way,
its exciting and interesting when you don't take it to heart. Herbalistx

Talking with a few people and they showed me a new way to look at things and its way less stressful and actually calming! it honestly opens my eyes they everyone has their own style their own way and that is just fine no matter how positive or negative it maybe it's their style!. I hope one say well all find happiness in the world hope you all have a great day! ♥

Herbalistx replied 2372 days ago

you're still being targeted by tartaros FireKitten

I understand that, but I am waiting on a reply on what i did to make someone mad. Like i said before i don't want to start anything i am simply curious.
& all is fine! thank you for your reply have a good day!

Herbalistx replied 2372 days ago

USAGI!!!! :D StoryOfShori

HAIII :D how are you doing!!

Herbalistx replied 2381 days ago 1

Usagi? o2o StoryOfShori

o u o
-a redhead ran up and pushed the fox out the way and waved-
Hello!

Herbalistx replied 2491 days ago

Will you ever return?

May in a time where thing aren't confusing and misleading. People make it hard to log on to this place one minute everything is fine the next minute is not, Some people hate each other one day are best friends the next day. Its all confusing and honestly stressful I want to be friends were someone could vent to me and maybe I could make them feel better and smile on their faces but it very hard when things blow up and you feel like your being tested, always being tested for something you know nothing about. I need more finger to count my time that I logged on and things were going crazy drama left and right. And sometimes I wasn't even online for weeks and someone how I offended someone it was going on like that for a while. Most of my friends were against each other saying this and that this and that it was bothersome whoever I was friends with they were my friends for a reason I am sorry thing didn't work with you guys but they will always be my friend..

I know I am venting but this is bottle up feeling I never felt I could express before because I was so afraid to upset someone. But in the bottom line, I prefer to stay the hell away from that. It is too much for me personally. So right now Usagi Is enjoying her get away!~ but everyone please have a nice day be well be happy

Herbalistx replied 2509 days ago 1

Usa-chan I love you so much chika I am so happy your apart of my big happy guild family again <3 Dragon.Queen

Thank you Nashi i really needed to hear that! <3

Herbalistx replied 2671 days ago 1

Much love to the ever beautiful Usa-chan Winterwolf08

<3

Herbalistx replied 2671 days ago

Nova misses your love D: Wild.Fire

-tackle hugs him-
I MISS HIM GREATLY!

Herbalistx replied 2705 days ago 1 2

What have you always wanted to do?

Hrmm I've always wanted to go to a ball and dance . I know how cheesy that is but it's something I truly wanted to do for a while now. But that seem more like a dream than anything - she smiled looking to the side -

Herbalistx replied 2707 days ago

When the last time you cried? And why?

..
Today and the reason is very silly hehe
But it all good and dandy hehehe

Herbalistx replied 2708 days ago

What makes you happy?

Saturn , leafeon, bulbasuar and nice ?

Herbalistx replied 2708 days ago 1

Usa-chan I loves you so much bestie your a good friend <3 *hands her strawberries* Dragon.Queen

Gaaasp!
I love you so much nashi!
You have always been a great friend to me - she breaks the strawberry in half and offer it before devouring the other half -

Herbalistx replied 2709 days ago 1 2
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