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I miss you. Holy **** I miss you. And I always say I'm trying to fix things, but they're not fixed yet and it hurts.
We've drifted and that makes me sad. But I'm glad that she's still in my life (maybe even though only a little bit there), but it's better than not at all, because that time period s*cked. You're so funny and confident and I really am jealous of your self esteem, even though you say you have none, you act so confident and happy with yourself and I wish I had that.
You're really funny and a good guy but sometimes I feel bad for you and it makes me sad. I don't talk to you much anymore, and I think you kind of drifted away on purpose, so yeah.
I don't know everything is kinda falling apart right now so why not the group too
erm, probably the heat. Laughed my socks off.
nope
ghosts - the presets
So many! Off the top of my head, Charlie st Cloud
yes
-losing loved ones -spiders -disappointing those that mean a lot to me -screwing up my future And I can't think of another
HOLY **** I HAVE 13 QUESTIONS
nope, nope, nope
huh
A PARAGRAPH? ***** I NEED AN INFINITE BOOK SERIES.rnrnokay look okay i cant pick a favourite thing thats too hard okay just let me write a few things and i say few because its not all of the things and it never could even be the slightest part of all the things because goddamn okay and this will be really cheesy but you asked for it so s*ck it up okay thanksrnrn- the way he makes me feel. always puts a smile on my face. happy. safe. loved. cared for. pretty, beautiful. fierce. *exy. independent. delicate. fragile. warm. cosy. comforted. sky high. ecstatic, euphoric. crazy, insane, off the rails. sad, upset, angry, frustrated. tired. sleepy. sing-from-the-rooftops. genuine. important. real. he makes me FEEL. actually feel instead of just drifting. gives me a reason. makes me real.rnrnrn- the way i be myself and he laughs.rnrnrn- the way he does that thing when i call him young or little baby or poor cutie wootie or anything to do with the fact that he's a year younger than everyone else in the year level.rnrn- the way his touch feels on my face.rnrnrn- how when im in his arms everything is okay.rnrnrn- the way he'll rub my tummy if i say i feel sick. or will kiss my papercut. or wipe away a tear.rnrnrn- when he says he'll cook me a parma but STILL HASN'T.rnrnrn- the way we fall into hysterics and fits of laughter after being douchefaces.rnrnrn- when he plays sport and doesn't notice me watching, and doesn't know that i know the exact face he pulls when he misses a goal.rnrnrn- when he calls me baby girl.rnrnrn- how we playfight.rnrnrn- the nervous tremor in his voice when he first asked if he could kiss me.rnrnrn- when he laughs because i was funny for once.rnrnrn- the way he says he's proud of me for getting good grades.rnrnrn- when he thinks he can cook better than me.rnrnrn- when i ask him if he wants a piece of my food and he says no and i say have a bite and he does and then he asks for another. rnrnrn- the flaws, the imperfections and the things that make him real.rnrnrn- when he's half asleep.rnrnrn- when he cries and i hold him and it's like the entire world is in my arms.rnrnrn- when he kisses me on the forehead.rnrnrn- when he plays with my hair.rnrnrn- the way he lets me win when we arm wrestle.rnrnrn- when i race him and he doesn't let me win.rnrnrn- when he shows off but refuses to admit to it.rnrnrn- when he carries my sister up the stairs at the train station because we're going to miss the train.rnrnrn- the way he loves me.rnrnrn
tristan: how he actually feels. always shows up as being hilarious and the joker, but wonder how he's really feeling inside. if it's all just a show or not. amy: if she actually hates me or not, aha. if you see this man, don't just message me saying you don't because then it just feels like you're saying it because you saw this. if that makes sense.. taylor: what goes through your head. i miss you like cray and im sorry and i know that things were never good, but i just hope everything is becoming more bearable and that you're coping okay. i miss you and i miss being a good friend but ive forgotten how to be one and i dont know what else to say. eva : same goes as taylor. you're funny and brilliant, but underneath, im not so sure it's the same. we used to be close and im sorry things are all weird now. james: why are all my things damn depressing omfg. i want to know that you're okay. we're not close and i dont know if we'll ever be. but i just yeah, i hope that everything is okay for you too. i hate people hurting. alex: i wish i knew what you saw in me, and what you don't see in yourself. you dont see yourself as amazing or perfect, yet you go around telling me i am. its like you're looking at yourself when you compliment me, and seeing me when you criticize yourself. holly: i've actually just realised i don't really know anything about you at all. i wish we talked more and we're closer and everything, i wish i knew what kind of person you are and what motivates you and what makes you laugh and cry. i dont know guys im sorry that was all deep and whatnot this was supposed to be a light hearted question and i kind of just eh. yeah okay i dont know. i love you all.
My dignity. HA.
I care. are you alright?
never as*ume nobody cares, because I as*ure you, in every instance, someone does. maybe people don't realize that you're not okay. everyone is caught up in themselves these days. I know that I'm often absorbed in my own dilemmas to notice something wrong with others. but if someone comes up to me, and asks for help, or tells me something is wrong, I'll dive headfirst into trying to help them.
people don't always observe what's around them. often you have to tell them straight that something is wrong. but that doesn't mean they don't care, right?
I don't really know what I'm saying, but I'm trying, because I care. and everyone deserves someone to try for them.
there's not a lot you can do, really. but there's no need to feel shi*. you know, you can do something really good, say, stop a wheelchair falling onto traintracks. if someone sees, they'll spread it around, and who knows, maybe you get mentioned in the paper. but if no one saw, then no one else would know, right? but that doesn't mean it didn't happen. you still saved someone's life. don't measure how good you are based on how many people know you are. at the end of the day, you did and incredible thing, and whether or not she realises it, has no effect on how incredible it was.
maybe she doesn't realise it yet. but she will. besides, does it matter If she realises? does it matter? you helped her, you fixed her, you made her happy again. and that made you feel good, didn't it? you know you helped her, and you can take pride in that. you have all rights to take pride in that. feel good, be proud. im proud of you. you're a beautiful person.
they appreciate it though. maybe they haven't realised just what you've done yet, but i promise they will. whether it be days, weeks, months, or years later. one day, they'll look back, and say "hey, without that person, i wouldn't be where i am right now". and that feeling is what i live for. for changing lives and bringing smiles and helping. it makes you feel good. trust me. just because they don't acknowledge it, doesnt mean they dont appreciate it.
goood as*sssssssssssssssss
- I'm sorry that I'm not there, and that I haven't been for a long time. I'm sorry about whatever happened to us, I wish I could take it back, all of it. I'm sorry I hurt you and broke us and fuxked shi* up. I miss you, and I'm sorry.
- I'm sorry that you're in a bad place, and that you do that, you know, stuff. I'm sorry that things are awkward and that I never know what to say. im sorry for always promising that we'll be close again, and then it just doesn't happen. I miss you too.
- I'm sorry that I piss you off so much, and that I always take jokes too far. I'm sorry if I make you feel shi*, and I'm sorry that I find it awkward to talk to you..
- I'm sorry that I don't know you better. I'm sorry for wanting to punch you in the face when I first saw you. Yeah, it's terrible, I know. I'm sorry if I weird you the f*** out.
- Im sorry that I let us drift apart, and that I wasn't there when that shi*storm happened. I'm sorry for whenever it's awkward between us, and I'm sorry that my advice never really helps. I'm sorry it took so long for us to be talking again, but I'm glad we are now.
- I'm sorry that I'm not good enough, and that I never will be. I'm sorry I hurt you and frustrate you and upset you and tire you out and make you feel crap. I'm sorry about all the shi* thats happened lately, and that I've been really shi* for a while now. I'm sorry that you dont see how perfect you are, and I'm sorry that I can't convince you. Im sorry that I dont know what to say or how to say it. I'm sorry that I can't always turn that frown upside down. im sorry that I can't outweigh the shi* in your life. I'm sorry that I add more drama, stress and problems into your life. im sorry that I dont understand how it feels to be you. I'm sorry, I'm so goddamn sorry. im sorry that you're stuck loving me, and im sorry that I wish you'll never move on. its selfish to always want to keep you to myself, and I'm sorry for that. im sorry my face is flawed, that my body isnt all that, and that im a total fuxking weirdo. im sorry for not always showing affection, and im sorry for not always showing you how much I love yours. I'm sorry for not being good enough, but I'm trying, im trying so goddamn hard every day.
amy: she's pretty weird, but funny. we're not really that close and never really talk, but yeah she seems like a nice girl!
holly: fcking funny as! hilarious omg bruh, and incest. :p she cracks me up and whenever she's around it's generally a mad time!
eva: really lovely. we used to be so close, and i have no idea what happened. really funny, in her own unique way, like me in my own weird-as* way, haha. luv u bb na sis
taylor: caring and a really sweet girl. she's comforting and i can talk to her about everything and anything and i know she'll stick by my side. she's there for everyone, and i hope that she knows im always happy to return the favour.
tristan: my best friend! funny as shi*! always makes things into a joke, and dirty as hell! a really caring guy, and always there for me. usually the first person i go to (as well as alex) when i need someone.
ash: he used to be really caring and there for me. even though he's a jerk and a douche on the outside, i know that he's different when no one else is around. i just find it sad that he has to act tough and ridiculous in front of friends/girls/everyone. miss him.
brandon: pretty funny and a good guy. can become over-the-top/attached, but a good guy all round. someone to play xbox with, and can muck around with! always fun to mess around with him, even though he takes it too seriously sometimes.
macca: funny as f***! makes me laugh all the time, and is such a complete Dic*. like, a Dic* in a good way, like a Dic* you want to punch in the face, not to hurt him, but just because asdfhj. honestly think he's a really shy guy and isnt that confident, but acts differently.
aw I luv u sah much bb wi gun b 2geva 4eva ok
awww! this really made me smile!
too bad you're hiding your pretty face behind a grey one. oh well, thank you anon! x
<3
I'm always okay.
- really f***ing love you so much. in love with you, and no matter how much you hate yourself, i still find you perfect. <3
- i really miss you. we were so close, and i dont know what happened. i feel horrible. i think things are getting better. i really hope they do.
- we haven't really talked in ages. i miss you, but i dont know if you miss me. i feel like you've moved on.
- you're nice when you want to be, really caring. but you tend to over-react or take things too far. good kid though.
- so funny, omg. we're getting pretty close now and i think that's cool. even though you're a total weirdo.
- you're hilarious and, amazing. here when i need you, and you put up with my whining a lot. really glad we're close again, because i missed you.
bcoz I'm on my period lol. just kidding! nah idk, I'm just a girl which means I'm a moody little sook, ahahaha!
thank you though! (:
PAAANCAAAKEESSS!
well she better not. she is loved by many, and those many are here to care and help.
To be honest, I don't know. I do sometimes. I was with Chelsea and stuff today. I think I'm just a little Alex-obsessed, :p
don't worry about me too much, honestly. i think I look worse than I actually am. thank you so much, you have no idea how much this means to me. <3
you tell me! I have a lot of friends :p
you my friend?
CATS ARE LIKE RIIIICCCEEEEEE
Oh really? If I know you so well, why be anonymous?
give me a clue anon
oh, my bad. Mrs. Anonymous then?
I'm gonna go with.. Mr. Anonymous?
that's nice lol
I love you too?
das*ssss riteeeeee
I can't if I don't know which one you are, :p x
lol totezzz
uh, amazing, incredible, fantastic, wonderful, etc, duh