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He's nobody worth missing. I'd be lying if I said not a small part of me didn't though but he's not good for me and I never meant anything to him. I deserve better. So, moving on.
#noregrets
Not washing it on a daily so that the natural oils in my hair can do it’s thing and once I do wash it? Coconut oil. Huge life saver right there, trust me you don’t want to see my hair without.
New number who dis
I miss me too. And people I shouldn't but nothing new.
That I really wasn't worth it...
Thank you.
Good song, great meaning behind it. No idea your intent here so nothing more to say.
I'm worried about getting my hopes up for things I swore I never would but things get beyond my control. I'm worried I'm going to screw everything up no matter what move I make. I'm worried that I'm never going to be good enough for myself to allow complete happiness. I'm worried I don't even know what happiness is. I worry more about others than I do myself that I find it hard to move and make choices because these choices are the same ones that could harm people around me. I'm just fcking worried all the goddamn time.
Was he even worth enough points to lose all cool points though? Give it time, I'll be able to gain them back soon enough.
That's actually hard, I'm fond of both but I think I'm more keen on cake.
The sound of the water on the beach combined with the sound of the air blowing.
Pizza, Grilled chicken, potatoes...they count and you can do several things with them damnit.
I've been compared to a cat more than once so it's only logical.
I'm not sure there is a specific one. I can't say to ask me if I'm okay..because the people that do care, do ask. Just in general I hope if someone would have a question they'd ask instead of assuming an answer.
Of course, anyone is welcome to, I love to be spoiled.
Happiness.
Would sophisticated be considered a fancy word? If so, my pick. Otherwise off the top of my head I can't think of a thing.
The best time of the day is probably night or if you need a specific time let's go with possibly...7pm, I feel like that's the perfect time of everyone's calming.
This is going to sound awful because part of me wants the ability to be better but I'm not sure that I want what anyone else has either. One of their qualities could change another in mine or something could make me be other than...me and even if I hate myself, I still want to be me.
....well personally I would probably just have a nervous breakdown right then and there. Not just because I didn't expect it but...it's complicated. I want kids but I'm not well enough mentally to trust myself with a partner, an animal full time, let alone a kid. So it'd be...overwhelming..
Breakfast food > Any food.
(Pizza can be a breakfast food too)
Just by being honest with me mainly, small little things they do to show me go a long way rather than trying to overly impress me. And to be respectful of the times I need my me time which is a lot but also deal when I'm a needy little sht. I don't think there's a person who could deal with such it's a hard thing to figure out or deal with. But if someone could and they handled that it'd show they are serious about me because that and respect in general for each other's well beings and not just out of selfishness means.
...if I said, people would definitely be judging.
Being more open with myself and to others, it's a struggle though so it still is something I have a time with. Which by that I mean not being completely honest on when I'm feeling a certain way, instead of saying I'm fine or trying to make excuses and cloud people's thoughts that I'm alright when in reality I'm drowning. Even if it means saying I have to take a few days away at times, whatever it calls for.
Selfishly my first wish would just to magically be made to be a better person because it's the one thing I struggle to be, to be able to be enough for the one person I care strongly for, money to donate to the right places and right hirement of people for further helping those with mental illnesses.
Does my talent for making people hate me somehow unintentionally count as strange or just sad?
Vanilla, it's just bland by itself. Now put it on top of some nice warm pie...then you'll have my attention.
...curly, there is no way I'm ever going to be bald.
Honestly, you've got me on that one. I haven't the slightest idea because my idea of underrated is often different from other's.
If you're trying to get me in bed with Korn, you're on the right track. Jon Davis' voice makes me feel some kind of way.
M: Chuck Taylor - that's probably in some weird way my soul mate. Okay, probably not but he did help train me and he has been an incredible friend to me, who has cleaned up my puke and made sure I didn't get booted out of a hotel I probably shouldn't have been in. We'd only fight because he bullies me and makes me hate my nipples more.
F: Pete Dunne is so fcking attractive for his own good and that accent to boot. Gets me every time.
K: Finn.
See this is probably the hardest one, typically I was going to say I have to kill them all. 1. Roman because his hair is long and beautiful, so much better than mine, I can't compete. 2. Dean because he's a fcking idiot. 3. Seth because he's just typically annoying and too self centered for my liking.
But I guess I can manage it.
M: Roman because if I was going to get stuck with anyone for a long period of time they couldn't annoy me. And I'll give him that, he's...has his funny moments but he's real chill.
F: Dean because as much as I hate him he's still attractive and I can deal with just fcking him and back to hating him.
K: Seth. Dude just has to go.
M: Madison, I think all the while Leva would have been more my type and I love her dearly we're already close that's no questions asked -- but Madison has that maturity in her and an accent. I'm weak, sue me.
F: Leva and may it be worth all the dirtiest thoughts I've ever had about her.
K: Asuka
M: Tessa - I'm still disappointed our match never took place but I definitely would let her beat me up any day.
F: Marti Belle, completely underrated but so beautiful.
K: Mia Yim. Why do I feel so guilty killing these people off? I'll never know.
M: MY QUEEN, THE BOSS, SASHA BANKS. Enough said.
F: Alexa Bliss - tiny and flexible, ha cha cha.
K: Paige
M: Joey Ryan, super dong powers and all clearly my only reason to marry him. Or you know he's alright, he's been there for me....by which I mean laughed several times at my expense of drunken stupidity but all the same.
F: Bobby Fish, I'd call him Daddy any day.
K: Tony Nese. Sorry pal.
Marry: Kimber Lee, hands down no questions asked. That's my number one girl.
fck: Candice, sorry Johnny Gargano.
Kill: ...Daffney, well there could only be two.
"It may seem so that I can't see but the darkness provides the light for me. I don't wanna be lonely and the moon is my only homie, if there's a higher power then show me."
Going to take it down a notch and stop going above and beyond, too deep man too deep. It's a curse. Anyways -- King of Trios 2015, my faction; Battle Born vs Bullet Club. I literally busted my A$$ not only in the ring to get where I was but behind the scenes I did a lot of work for Chikara, I was a marketing director behind the scenes, put my all there in a place I then believed in -- Kevin Condron the character, Snowflake, any single person I played that year or before building up was nothing more than my hard work I took the time to sketch out over the years. Anyone that knew my story knew Kid Cyclone unmasked to be Kevin Condron who after King of Trios became Snowflake but there was more to that and each told different stories, held different purposes, had reasons of becoming who they were if you listened. That was my creation, my story and I'm proud of that. Even though because of things I never got to finish it or play it out how it was truly meant to. Still something worth looking back on and saying well hey Kev, good job.
I don't have one really and my reason for that is because i'm the kind of person who can want something so bad, you know it's ideal, we all have those things we'd like to have in life. We put unrealistic standards on accomplishments and other people. If I don't think about it too much -- I won't ever be disappointed. I can't be. So in general wherever life takes me I hope it's set up with happiness no matter if I'm living it up or living like I've known. Stay humble.
People shouldn't treat others like their projects. We don't appreciate when people are trying to "fix" us, it's not only offensive but it's one sure way to make us feel as if you're not even listening to us because if you were, you'd realize we can't be fixed - not that easy anyways. Not like people seem to think.
Exactly, I'm starting to think he doesn't have as good taste as he believes he does! Or else he'd be as blown away as I am every time I look in the mirror. Plus, I trimmed it up lately it's not out of control like it was. Small improvements.
ooc: I just want to be able to come on here and not deal with crap, there's a reason we all do this, to get away from the bs in our lives. So you know this round would be more pleasurable if it stayed drama free out of character -- as far as IC go, fine. It's encouraged people hate Kevin, he's a difficult person. But leave everything else ooc out the door. Consider it preventable when I only speak very few. I guess in time I just hope I can come around to putting trust in someone else, even if it's just one more person, and just write. I don't have a need to do anything I haven't done but I do have a need to write and be able to openly portray my character without people getting too sensitive and take it personally. If I don't put 'ooc' before it or // or whatever kind of symbolization - it's strictly in character. People still have a time with that.
Someone who struggles with communication. And I don't mean lying because that's not tolerated. Most people would be asking me if I'm out of my mind, I am, but I feel some people can grow and learn to communicate better as they trust someone, grow with them, get comfortable. Not always the case. But I guess some people could be worth the risk of that as long as they made the right efforts even in the struggle.
Your patience to deal with me, especially when I've been incredibly flakey lately and hard to get close to.
At least SOMEONE appreciates it, Cody was not a fan. But I just have to remind myself he had a terrible mustache and I'm just beautiful with or without.
It's not even a happy song, it's far from it actually but for some reason I've found myself singing girl crush really loudly in the bath and I'm not sure why but it just makes me feel better. That's somehow backwards I feel, or maybe it's usually the herb. But get me behind the wheel blasting some Yelawolf and I'm in the zone.
ooc: that's most people, but I've grown exhausted trying to keep up with the games people play and trying to sort the good from bad. So typically it's me avoiding most people altogether -- at my own faults, not anyone else's.
Definitely more open minded, or at least I'd like to think I am. Probably more than people even realize I am -- maybe more than I even realize. If anyone could say anything about me I'd hope open minded would be one of those to pop up on that list.
ooc: Finn Balor, respect him as a performer, but don't have anything for him and never have. Guess I failed to see the hype even before he was signed.
To the future, always. There's nothing good in going back and even if you could go back if you did anything different it could change everything and sometimes things are just best left alone.
That's what I like -- if that song is playing, my body is moving.
A walking contradiction and a tragically beautiful disaster.
Louden Noxious, most hilarious underrated guy on the planet. Also dogs, in general, can't ever be unhappy with a dog around. I'm that guy at the parties petting your animals.
Running, which use to I'd tell anyone I'm not running unless something is chasing me. But I've come to find out that it's the one thing that will help clear my mind, aside smoking a blunt in the bath WITH music. That's my other main option. I like to please myself mentally.
It does because you're giving just as much energy of hating someone as you would loving someone, you let it consume you and it's always in the back of your mind and just like how you're in love you can become "blind" to things it's easy to get lost in the motions of hatred that you lose the point of reality. And it can leave you just as lost and empty as the other but worse because it's likely if you are feeling that much to hate someone -- you're doing or saying something to and that's only going to make matters worse.
Now you're just asking me to tell my secrets to the world, no fun in that if they knew right away.
Probably that I'm not as well put together as I try to appear when first approached / in general. There isn't always an easy way to keep a straight face all the time so I fear in general coming unraveled and because I do feel so much, it'd probably be ugly.
Something or someone? The world may never know. Or if you were looking for a more serious answer probably just think a lot about self improvement.
ooc: THERE ARE SEVERAL. Little change has progressed with rpme even with a new group of people not from myspace days -- the majority still roleplay "popular" roles or more WWE. Which is fine, no shame in that you play who you play that's fine! Most aren't into indy wrestling or probably don't play someone because of the problem people have of getting over looked if you aren't someone well known. But there are others I'd like to see and if you had me list everyone right now we'd be here all day, I just have no interest in WWE right now. My main focus has been indy wrestling for years and it'd be cool to see more of that around. But without going into a longer ramble -- my own selfish reasons maybe, but. An Abbey Laith (Kimber Lee) would be amazing or a Chuck Taylor, you know, not played by me because I can't be bothered as I had been years ago.
...Cold. I'm not sure if that's weird or not but damn I can't imagining having to eat everything hot for the rest of my life. Sometimes you just need something cold to sooth the throat especially when you're sick. Or you know, smoke too much. This or that.
ooc: I would have made it easier on myself and left. People made me bitter over the years from their cruel behavior.
There's nothing in the world I'd want more than to be able to strengthen our connection again, you won't ever realize how hard it is to have to force myself back from you or anyone else that I desperately want to be close to. As much as I want nothing more than to be close to you again, to be close to anyone, I can't. And people get tired of trying to wait for me to come around, I'm not sure it's possible. It doesn't make me stop wanting to be close to you or crave that closeness we once had because you'd always known how to finish my sentences, you knew how to form words to how I was feeling when I struggled to find the right ones. There's no one that knows me better, but that's also why you should know better than to get too close.
I can promise whatever it is, is a never ending feel of conflict much like everything else in my head. Years have done their work on me, I thought in the past perhaps that I was a bad person but then I came to realize even more than I'm worse than I imagined. Doesn't matter how I've managed my anger, it doesn't take away the darkness in me. There's no good here, I don't make it a mission to put myself in anyone's life because of it. I may be messed up but it doesn't mean I wish to bring harm to anyone else, and I will. So basically anything I ever have to say about myself probably isn't everything I try to build myself up to be on a good day.
Literal sunshine which I know, you are probably rolling your eyes because that's your nickname and your favorite flower is sunflowers and sun is of your existence to anyone that knows. But if I think of you I think of your smile and your laughter because both are very obvious you smile big and laugh hard, general happiness. Because knowing you as long as I have I'm aware you've always made a sacrifice to constant put others above yourself no matter the mood or what you're going through because you want others around you to be happy. Positive vibes it's a motto, your motto. And you're quite like the sun you bring sunshine to people's lives and you know what, sometimes you have to go away for a bit and it may get dark but people always know you'll be back around again full of light.
Pizza, always pizza. There is never a time that I could say no to pizza - that's actually a lie, I've been trying to cut back and stay in shape. Even then though if it was offered I probably couldn't say no.
I always do look forward to anything from you. Literal sunshine of my life.
Large knife - hunting knife probably, dependable light source or matches at least, something to carry a large amount of water in.
Without loyalty there is nothing. Money can only buy you so much in life and companionship isn't one of them no matter how people try. As human beings we're meant to connect to other people and in our time it's nice to have people who are loyal and honest to us, makes life easier. So obviously, loyalty.