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It would be Impossible to strictly pick and stick to one.
Is It too soon to say a brother or sister? Lol.
Honestly, I just want to give her a day of no interruptions.
No being called to work to fill in for someone else who's dealing with an Injury. I just want to give her some quality time with her daddy. <3 <3
'Understanding' hubby's situation but wanting to be selfish and complain and demand things despite 'understanding' so well.
I usually just keep It to myself or vent to you guys.<3
The day that my daughter was born. <3
Realizing how little I get to participate In couple activities and or planning Ideas/trips? It's silly, maybe. But like Randal, Is my whole world, and you guys are my whole world and I want everyone to be well acquainted and I like being able to do and take part in romantic evenings as well as dates and group trips.
Honestly, Nudist. We were naked for Halloween. My daughter and I weren't feeling It this year. Lol!
Hello Love,
I'm well enough. My heart's half full, and I'm pondering my life away.
But doing well enough to be considered above average. How are you?
I don't think Randal would appreciate my response here. LOL.
No, so, none of them. Ha.
An extreme motorcyclist.
A pro snow boarder.
A professional skier.
Anything that involved an adereline rush.
Don’t watch a ton of television. Honestly a little too preoccupied with a tiny human at the moment, anyway. :p Sorry!
Roman and Brianna.
The thing is they’d both be little sht eating devils.
But I guess if I had to choose Brianna would be my angel, and Roman would be the little devil.
Because she’s sweet, and he’s salty... just like me. ?
My baby.
My cellphone.
A burp cloth to try and lessen the amount of baby vomit that I end up with on myself.
Yeah for sure... Because time Is of the essence we only ever get to focus on one thing at a time. And I guess he’s just not as romantic anymore. It was all used up through the honeymoon phase to woo me. When he had time and energy. Lol.
It is sad because sometimes actually most of the time.. I honestly miss those times and wonder if I am as happy as I was then. But I’m just being real here. I love him and I’m not going anywhere as this is for better or worse. But we’ve definitely had better days when I felt absolutely magical and more and more in love every single morning. My heart doesn’t quite swell like it used to. But time has everything to do with that.
Still I’d be the luckiest woman in the world to share my life with him and our baby, regardless.
Honestly? Probably Rihanna. Lmao.
I’m just too In love with her.
.....tacos.
For the most part yes. Family wise absolutely. Dream house? For sure.
But career wise? No. As a kid I dreamed of living a little more of an extreme lifestyle and my life’s pretty mellow compared to my lifestyle then. Although I still hop onto my Harley Davidson from time to time and act like a badass m i l f. Haha.
(If I get autocorrected to milk one more damn time. -.-)
I guess if my dream were to be complete I would be doing something a little less tame with my career. I would of been married longer with possibly another kid by now and spending all of our free time together. But unfortunately he’s just a very busy man. So time is not always something we have aplenty of.
ALL of our typos.
<3
That maybe I’m wasting my time or that I’m not actually good enough. Between those two, It’s a constant battle.
Probably the first one, simply because I’m a s*cker for story building and Introductions.
Is it even possible to choose one?
I think three to four.
Probably three. My answer to this changes every single day. After one, I realize realistically I could probably do this another two or three times.
However, I have days where I am just so in love with my husband and my baby does something so cute, I’m like “holy crap I could do this a million more times!”
But I think three is a safe number.
Let them go because I believed that I deserved less than what they were giving to me. If you’re conditioned to believe that you’re worthless, eventually you’ll start to believe it.
Fall/Autumn! It's the most magical time of the year!
So much pumpkin flavored and scented stuff.
Beautiful leaves and crisp air, not to mention my birthday. :P
Don't know, don't care.
Emery -.- and Abigail.
Cats!
Obsessed with kitties. heheh. :3
My husband...
I pop straight up and look at the time on my phone, and once I've done that I Immediately look for little kenz to make sure she's still In place on my bed or her pack and play.
I personally prefer attention, even when I want to be left alone. If that makes sense. More than anything I'd prefer attention from the obvious person, especially whenever things aren't amazing, but I do just end up keeping my distance because tempers rise and I'm too sensitive for his hot-headedness sometimes and that results in ME getting pissed off. lol. It's really in theory probably not all that healthy. But here I am the poster child for all things wrong, usually anyway. What's one more thing?
Not a single thing.
"Pretty little thing." -- Too Close To Touch.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x20a3n__zuk
or
"What I wish I could forget." -- Too Close To Touch.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u8w9zJmoRng
Too many to name, I guess someone whose particularly struck my Interest as of late has been Bobby Fish.
He's not really new, not even to me. But he's a newer person on my radar that I've recently taken an Interest In before he signed to NXT.
Too Close To Touch. <3
Absolutely. <3
I will reach out at some point, thanks so much for leaving me all the love you have. I appreciate It.
Well, I do, and unfortunately, I dream of dying a lot. I have a lot of nightmares. :S
Well everyone takes my kindness for weakness at some point. Whether they're trying it or questioning my mistakes?
Brad, Is a perfect example of that. To say I was naive, Is probably true.
I had a million and three red flags going off. I wasn't deaf, dumb or stupid. I just constantly think I am doing better by helping someone who obviously just needs SOMEONE to show them some sort of kindness, love, and attention. He Is not the only person I have done this with, as you know.
I am a tinkerer. I like to fix things and it is true, you can not fix people. ESPECIALLY if they don't want to be fixed. That is a naive state of mind. But for the most part, I genuinely care about the well-being of people. I saw someone who was my friend, or so I thought. I had a lot of things in common with this person and If the shoe was on the other foot? I would want someone to help me If they saw I was veering off.
Ultimately I gave him too many chances, obviously. But eventually, I learned. That was only able to happen because I am genuinely a nice person and people see that as a target or pray on what they consider to be a weakness. Am I rough around the edges? Yes. A bit blunt, and straight to the point? Absolutely.
However, I do care what happens to people. That Is something people don't seem to understand about me. There are already so many harsh and cold shoulders, and sometimes all people need Is someone to smile In their direction or to offer a helping hand.
That doesn't mean It will work EVERY single time. But If I go above and beyond to help twenty people and ONE person benefits from it? Then it was worth it for me.
That's not because I'm weak, that's a common misconception about me.
As cliche as it is, I'd quote the same thing I open repeat to myself.
At the end of the day, people are shtty, and they're going to let you down and hurt you. It's just a human nature thing. We literally ALL make mistakes and that at times hurts the ones we love. So It's unfair to say that someone else's mistakes are less perfect than your own. But baring In mind that we are all going to fck up and make mistakes, you just have to find the people who are worth hurting for.
Those who would never /deliberately/ hurt you are probably your best bet to finding halfway decent people in this world. If you know you've got one or even two people like that in your life. Then it's time to stop pointing out every single little thing they did wrong (because generally, people who lose faith in humanity are harshly critical of EVERYTHING. Been there, done that) and instead be there, lift them and give them support. Just as you would want someone to help you.
My biggest policy in life is to treat others how you want to be treated. I know whenever I make mistakes, I would much rather have someone who genuinely loves and cares for me try to help me correct my mistakes and be better, and than for someone who doesn't care, help me. Find those who are worth the effort, and help each other grow.
That is always going to be easier said than done, but it is not impossible.
"Those who mind don't matter, and those who matter won't mind."
That's putting some things Into perspective for me this afternoon, for real.
I am not the type to give a fck about putting someone on blast, tbh.
So yeah, all of my worst stories have all been with Brad. Because even when we started writing something good, and he was always, without fail suggesting some sideways bullsht that I wasn't into. He would date me from one account and then make another account and try to date me from the other account, with me knowing It was him? Like he wanted me to cheat on one character with another character? And then proceed to talk about how he didn't want to do his own character like that?
For me, I don't condone cheating, but it was kind of a weird A$$ position to be In because morally, It's still cheating, but logically it's the same person...so was it really cheating? Either way, I usually never followed through, but because he was always account bouncing I'd usually just end up dating that next character Instead. Which still played Into his want somehow. Because then he'd proceed to talk about how this character stole so and so's girl.
........Again, from his own self. I think he just wanted to feel like he was bigger than he actually was and capable of stealing someone else's girl. Because he knows he could never actually do something like that because he's a frail, Incompetent sad, pathetic excuse for a man with too many psychological Issues that nobody In their right mind would put up with.
He was mentally and emotionally abusive In ways I wouldn't even try to explain. But I am the kind of person who likes to look passed peoples mistakes to see/find the good In them. I do that with literally everyone. And It usually just ends up hurting me. But I think far too many people know about my patience and they abuse that because seriously, who the fck else is going to deal with their bullsht?
I've by far created the best and most lucrative storylines with my best friends, Brianna and Roman. Thus far. Regardless of whether we're writing or not, there Is always understanding, communication, respect and consistency In everything that we do. I have not ever felt so loved, accepted and apart of something as I have with my friends. They've restored to me, the reason why we all came here In the first place.
If you ask me they're my purpose around here and for the first time I could honestly say, If for some reason my husband and I didn't work out. I'd be crushed, yes. But I would stay for them because I know the tough days wouldn't be nearly as bad because I have the absolute best support system to get me through anything.
I could be bombed In world would IV and I'd still walk out just fine as long as I had my roll dogs.
Sadly, most of my favorite wrestlers are either In the WWE In NXT or faded Into obscurity.
Sami Callihan.
Alex Shelley.
Christopher Daniels.
Samuel Shaw.
Stevie Richards.
Low-Ki.
Homicide.
Colt Cabana.
Petey Williams.
Team Tremendous.
Matt Striker.
Tony Nese. - Though I think he's also in wwe now..
etcetcetcetccc.
haha. I have worked with a lot of these guys ooc, so watching them live has become some of my favorite things.
_____
Cheerleader Melissa.
Tara/Victoria.
Mia Yim./ Jade (I don't know if she counts because she just worked the WWE tournament.)
Daffney.
I'm really loving Candice Larae a bit more.
Kennadi Brink - Granted she's in wwe right now, but as a ref ha.
Taya Valkyrie.
Angelina Love.
Off the top of my head.
Whenever someone lies to me and I know about It but they don't know that I know.
That would be so well needed and deserved. Good question.
If we had a night to ourselves, and just enjoy a simple date night. I'd love for us to explore Malibu a little more. We've just purchased this gorgeous beach front home and he's barely seen the Inside of the kitchen, let alone the area In which we live.
So I think for starters, I would want to walk hand and hand along the beachfront, just walk down a bit to show him around a bit while the sun was setting. I think once we'd come back, we'd sit out on our patio to have a cute little picnic with one another (assuming this is legitimately at night) tea light candles for mood, and visual settings. Plenty of wine, good food, laughter and just each others company. Of course, after that, I would like to end the night pretty cozy In a bubble bath together and then rest in bed next to one another and just spend the evening talking and reminiscing. I would probably gush about how amazing the day had been, BUT I miss Kinsley. xD
Seriously, $ex Is good. Amazing, even. But, getting to have an actual date, and just be intimate without It being $exual is SO rare, and it Is just as meaningful if not more to do so with someone you love.
My plan for getting it in place would be to leave him a bunch of cutest little love notes for when he got home, said notes would direct him out front. In front of our home, where he'd find me sitting there waiting for him. We wouldn't walk for too long, maybe twenty to thirty minutes one way before turning around. And finally, we would come back and when we got back to our little picnic I'd have a few of his favorite dishes prepared waiting for him in our little picnic basket. And everything else would be pretty self-explanatory. At this point, I am sure that Kinsley would be down the street at her godmother's house.
I would
Marry - Abbey. <3 <3 <3
fck - Dakota.
Kill - Nixon. xD A little too average-ish for me.
When I am tired and groggy from being up with the baby half of the night, and then my husband rolls over and kisses me good morning. Tell's me that I am beautiful, and just proceeds to lay there and hug me a bit.
Or any variation of that morning routine.
It reminds me of when we first started dating. Did you know when we started dating; every single morning he'd get up (get online before work) and leave me sweet notes and kiss me, or stroke my hair while I was sleeping?
I can't describe the feeling of knowing you're genuinely wanted, appreciated and adored.... better than by simply saying 'This is definitely what love is."
It is definitely the feeling I get when I open my eyes and catch a glimpse of my whole world staring back at me. That's what love feels like to me.... feeling complete.
I always listen to "Slow Chemical" - Finger Eleven. Kane's theme.
and
"Whatever" - Our Lady Peace. Chris Benoit's theme.
I do. I mean with me I still have a bit of reservation about certain things when I forgive someone. It doesn't mean you aren't sincere, you just... know better at this point. Because people can only change but so much.
But as long as you're being sincere when you supposedly forgive someone I do think it's possible. Contrary to popular belief, though you don't need to forgive someone in a small span of time or even have them in your life just because you've done so. Everyone deals with things differently and there have been plenty of people I have forgiven and still showed them the door. Because I didn't want their crap in my life.
I have thought about this over and over. But I think I finally have it.
I think that she will be a beautiful, fearless, strong and an independent woman. So I don't think she will have very many worries in life. However, every girl needs their mom.
So I think the first and most important thing I would want to tell her/teach her, Is her self-worth. That nothing nor anyone is ever worth making yourself smaller to fit into their ideals. Now her father is a COMPLETELY no-nonsense kind of guy, so I think she will already be pretty good In that department. However, women have a tendency to be a bit more... harsh on themselves, SO, to say that and to teach her that her voice, her mind, and her soul are beautiful as they are. That anyone who tries to dull her shine is simply not worthy of basking in it. I think that Is so important for my little girl, and every little girl to know.
I tell her every single day that she's beautiful and loved, so those things won't be an issue for her.
Honestly, It's pretty evenly both these days. I use to just blindly go into everything and let my heart tell me this or that because I felt it. Then I grew cold to It and didn't allow my heart to have much say. That is until I began talking to Randal...
These days my worries are limited and I am back to following my heart, with some logical stances on a few things.
The few times I've felt it necessary to try and conform to a social group's idea of normal for the sake of not wanting to miss out on what I thought to be friends. I've never faked myself, but I have watered myself down significantly to fit into a box. One filled with small minded people. I have obviously learned to phase out such a ridiculous way to make or keep friends.
If they don't get my humor, like my personality, or me as a person then they aren't my friends. That isn't to say you can't have different views and ideas. But people take it to the extreme.
I truly not to Internalize it, but the truth of the matter is, I do just that half of the time. But on a good day, I try to express that to those who I know will listen and provide me an outlet (aka you, Brianna, and Randal.)
And once It's off my chest I go out of my dang way to do something creative such as write, edit, etc to cope.
Music Is always mixed in there as well.
Well, that's up for debate. I can lose myself in the music and get down if I want. And I can $exy dance in private. xD
I guess put on any NIN song and I'll do either.
Gorilla. - Bruno Mars.
Don't. - Bryson Tiller.
Buried Alive. - A7x.
Eiley. - Too Close To Touch.
Heavy. - Linkin Park.
For a month max!
I totally couldn't manage forever. I need my sunny California! Plus... I'd miss my family and friends.
Hm. I'd be $ex on the fireball!
A splash of grenadine for color.
Coconut rum.
Pineapple juice.
honey jack
Triple sec
and oJ
Blended with ice.
Sounds like a like an explosion of flavors and it would be me. Not to mention it'd be fruity and strong. Or in my case it'd seem harmless but knock you on your A$$. ?
If someone brought me a bottle of water? I'd be happy. Honestly, because I don't expect anything It just makes me feel a deep sense of love and appreciation.
So yes something like that would blow me away and leave me smiling for days!
Two things Immediately pop into my mind.
1. Would be very recent. He's not really the type to like/comment or even post things about me outside of teasing me. Which is fine, but sometimes It's just nice to be acknowledged/have sweet moments? I've been expressing that for awhile and recently he just got on and posted something about me. And it melted my whole heart. Because I woke up to him commenting on a bunch of my stuff and leaving that status and that meant the world to me. I know most people would probably think that should be normal, but for me it isn't. I'm not very use to having people who are open like I am about smearing them everywhere. Lol.
And last year. Randal called me for my birthday? He was without a computer , and we had barely spoken all month because he'd lost his power, his computer and his phone after the hurricane ooc. So we didn't have a way to really keep in contact. But he out of the blue called me, though it was just before it was over? He told me he hadn't forgotten and he wouldn't of let the day pass without wishing me a happy birthday. And just he fact that he took the time to call, stayed up later on a work night just to surprise me! That's still my favorite memory. October Is already such a fun filled month of memories but he has found a way to make It so much more special.
I will always advocate letting it out. I do have trouble with holding it in sometimes. But I think it's better to unburden yourself, always.
That I am a force to be reckoned with, but still gentle where it counts. And that I deserve the things that I want In life because I work my A$$ off to please everyone. So of course, I deserve the love I keep trying to give. I should never settle for less. I would of continued to do so, had I not learned a little bit of self worth from you guys.
Didn't watch a ton of television growing up. I was always out riding bikes.
Marry - Cooper.
F u c k- Black.
Kill- Banks.
Marry - Pete Dunn. He's handsome Scorpio like me. It'd be a pretty hot fire marriage.
F u c k- Trent Seven, and pull his beard. xD
Kill- Tyler Bate. Bye Felicia. ?
I don't drink soda very often. I just prefer a glass of wine where I can get it! Lol.
But I guess:
Sprite.
The protein Reese's. Peanut butter is.<3
Something vanilla with coconut. At least that's what I craved throughout my pregnancy. Lol!
Hm. For dating or In general?
In general: I cannot stand passive aggressiveness. We all do it to an extent but when it's done on purpose it really bothers me.
As for dating; communication is so important and if someone is poor at communicating to me; what I've done, what they want, or need then it's an immediate turn off for me. Not only that but it makes me feel bad about myself and then I start to second guess what I am doing. BECAUSE I am so open with others and work hard to make communication the least of our worries. It's a struggle even to this day, but life is so much easier when you can talk to your signicant other. If not them who CAN you talk to?
My engagement ring.
My mac.
An album full of photos of Kinsley and Randal.
My acoustic guitar.
And my dream journal with a pen of course.
No lie the last three times I have gone they haven't had my drink or the register was closed. So in conclusion? Salty. As always.
? Well ....
M- Orton. I would always choose him over and over because I can't picture my life without him. As much as he Is a pain In my A$$, he's my pain.
- Jeff. I actually contemplated on this because all I could think about was Beth and her little girls. So I thought I'd kill him off but that would leave her without a hubby and father to her kids. It would be weird because I love their family soooo much! But I'd take one for the team.
K- Kimber, unfortunately that leaves her on the not amazing end of this poll. Love the girl to death I guess. ?
Hm.. that's tough.
But I think I'd rather never use social media again. I'm not the biggest user of it anyhow.
As far as friendships are concerned, I know it to be possible for a fact. I guess as long as you aren't being super stubborn about it. I guess if you've disliked someone without merit it is easier.
As far as actual love is concerned it is questionable to me. Possible but probably more rare.
I would always choose sound.
Either music or my husband's voice. Which Is essentially the same thing to me. ❤️
I don't mind dogs , In fact I just love animals. But I am more a cat person. If you ever got In my car? I keep this cuteeeeeerst little kitty figurine there. Even though Gail thinks it's creepy! Hahah!
But we are planning on getting a dog at some point we want them to be able to grow up with Kinsley.
I prefer and personally love huskies or corgi's. I don't know if either will be the type of dog we settle for though.
It doesn't matter which order it is written in. ?
Promise. But I'm going to start answering some of these off and on along with some of the pending questions I've not answered yet. ?
Generally, I could probably make the likes of someone like you, cry without even moving a finger too much. But you know it's perfectly fine.
I won't because I believe everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I'm loud, obnoxiously happy and over the moon smitten, and as much as people spread negativity. I don't mind being the polar opposite. My being so loud is something I am proud of and I understand it isn't for everyone.
Hell maybe my closest friends even find me annoying at times. It is all good. :).
But you know, stranger who hasn't the guts to be themselves when making this comment; It is so simple, there's a delete button. Find it and go enjoy your sad, boring life. I hope it is the mostttttttt boring everrrrr!!!! You deserve it friend, hehehe! :p
Bye Felicia.<3
I actually took this survey which told me! I can't remember what It said. LOL.
I like Harry Potter but, I am not super obsessed with It, so I wouldn't know unless I took the damn thing again. xD
Starbucks, purely because I am a fan of their fraps.
Otherwise, I don't really care.
I hated this question with all of my guts. In actuality, this would never be a thing. I would give my life for the two of them before I ever actually picked or choose between the two of them.
But If this were a thing where I wouldn't be able to wiggle my way out, I would choose Kinsley of course. I love my husband and I am sure he would agree with me, that absolutely no parent should ever have to bury their child.
Just the thought of being put Into such a predicament though just broke my entire heart.
Mulan or Pocahontas.
Do they count? Haha.
Joyous.
Overwhelming.
Devastating.
Either still being happily married, and having expanded my beautiful family. All of my kids(or most of them if I am not pregnant or with a young baby) all of Caspers kids and your kids, running around playing with each other. Roman finally stops being a twat and moves closer or In/near Cali or we all meet somewhere in the middle. I see myself having found success In a new career path and just being happy.
Or.
If my husband decided somewhere along the lines to get/be stupid. I see him being buried underneath my beautiful home acting as fertilizer for my sunflowers. Whilst my beautiful 'summers' babies and I just enjoyed life.
An Inability to tell the truth.
If you've got sht for a personality and you lie through your f u c k i n g teeth I'd rather fck myself with a barbed wire bat than to ever entertain the Idea of being around or near these types of people.
I don't watch a lot of regular 'youtubers.' Who do a bunch of skits and stuff, I prefer vlogger types of youtubers and I don't think I have a favorite, I watch so many.
Guess if I absolutely had to choose one, I'd say hemme since she's started youtubing now. :3
I have always been a bigger fan of Jeff.
I know and have worked with them both equally though. But definitely a bigger JNH fan,supporter, etc.
Well my favorite characters I've always had no problem sticking to were Trish Stratus or Layla El.
I'd be either of them without an Issue these are the only three playbys I've never been tempted to change from. Hah.
But hemme of course Is my number one, always. <3
Hello pretty.... grey face?
I genuinely can not wait til she's old enough to enjoy sitting and playing on the beach with all of us. Personally I look forward to that.
But as for a solo want, I look forward to dressing her up as a mini me! :3 match shoes, clothes and jackets.
That my cute tiny exterior is home of a savage bulldozer. So they really might not wanna try me? Lmfao
Their eyes and the way that they treat others.
I observe their interactions with others to see if they are someone I want to connect with and then look them in the eye pretty much immediately after making my assessment.
Either is good for me honestly.
But I guess if I hd to choose one, I'd say the sunsets, because I love how much more magical everything seems at night.
I love watching them with the hubby and watching that gorgeous orange hue reflect off of his gorgeous features. Melts my dang heart.
Probably any lie ever. I'm a horrible liar, which Is why I straight shoot.
But yeah I guess if I had to choose one, I'd say anytime I TRY to tell my husband, that I am "innocent" and not as $exually aggressive as he knows I am. Lmfao.
I would not have waited fourteen years to take that step with Randal. I feel like I went into WWE trying to prove I wasn't trying to sleep my way to the top. Even though I have felt that spark with him from the beginning. I wouldn't of waited for life to mess with me only to bring me right back into his life. I would of gone for it. So I could of had more time with him. Part of me feels my biggest regret is that I didn't have more time with my soulmate. But we are making up for lost time now.
Brains over looks all day.
I'd prefer to be with someone who can keep me on my toes, make me laugh, and have intelligent conversations with. Over being with someone for such a superficial reason, especially when looks change and fade. But brains and personality is forever.
I'd honestly love to be a bit more crafty with a needle and thread. I already hot glue gun half my stuff to death. And I feel like I would have a brain explosion of all the stuff i truly wanted to make/wear. Which would save plenty of money. And then I'd spend the leftover money on shoes.
? Without a doubt.
Off any and everything.
His a s s better catch me too. xD
My favorite Is creating magical stories with people I'm completely comfortable with, then I don't have to second guess myself.
My least favorite is encountering people who face change more than the average germaphobe washes/sanitizes their hands.
That's easy, I would marry Orton.
fck Brianna, lots of mommy wine Involved but I know my best friends are babes. So no problem.
And sheeran would have to go, simply because he will live on throughout his music. xD And brianna and hubby ain't going nowhere. ?
Probably ' F u c k'.
Since it's so versatile and you can pair it with any word such as, boy 'toy' apparently. head, you, him, her, them, it, etc. It's just a fun word to pair with other words. xD
OH GOD.
TWO AT THE LOWEST.
20 million at max. Lmfao. xD
No but, seriously two to three. Maybe.
It depends on how sweet my husband Is to me or not....xD
Well you know we all look at the guys, we hear chatter and we sort of think we know who or how they are based on how they carry themselves backstage. I always knew Randy was sweet, albeit a bit misunderstood. But I never realized how much he was 'the settle down, have a couple of kids' and work his A$$ off to provide for a family type.
Upon dating him I thought that maybe that would be something that I would have to convince him to want. But it was something he immediately showed interest in. And even initiated taking the steps to make both things (becoming my husband, obviously) and (becoming a father) happen.
I guess I just never realized how much it meant to him to have a family. I think that is what made me fall more in love with him.
hmmmm. RAINBOWWWWWWWS! hehehe!
If I couldn't have my signature red hair then rainbows would be the next best. Because I'm a ZIGGY STARDUST baby!!! And I'm bursting colors, and wildflowers :3
I'm freaking magical! <3
That Is soooooooo hard. D:
But I guess for now I'll go with the first thing that popped into my head; which is something that has always resonated with me.
Too Close To Touch - " The Deep End."
' Heavy hearts are weighed down from the inside.'
That always hits me (i even have it tattooed on myself ooc.)
My other immediate go to was
Avenged Sevenfold - Bat Country.
"He who makes a beast out of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man"
(I also have that one tattooed ooc. got it tattooed after a hospital stay.)
